[R18] Indulge in lust – “Indulgence and Love” Chapter 38 [English]

Chapter 040 I miss you so much that I almost go crazy

Fu Qinghan rubbed it for a while and felt more comfortable. He pursed his lips and asked softly: “Are you avoiding me lately?”

Lu Shenghao didn’t know what to say, and with thousands of thoughts running through his mind, he suddenly said something irrelevant, even a little incomprehensible: “Can’t you leave them?”

“Who?” Fu Qinghan asked.

“Fu Shuang, Fu Yunyi… this company… you should know better than me, they…” Lu Shenghao couldn’t go on and didn’t know why he was saying this.

Fu Qinghan frowned and looked at him intently: “What about you, why are you here?”

“I…” Lu Shenghao lowered his head and waited for a while before replying, “I am different from you. I am a man, and I am just a small employee. Maybe this is just the beginning of my career, a springboard. And you… you seem to be very close to them.”

Fu Qinghan was silent for a moment: “I will not leave you, and I will not leave here. The pinnacle is my career.”

“The gangs are very chaotic!” Lu Shenghao was a little anxious, “Why don’t you understand? They, they can do anything, they can do illegal things and kill people! If you are involved, what will you do in the future?”

The clear eyes were shining with light, touching Fu Qinghan’s heart: “Are you caring about me?”

Lu Shenghao gritted his teeth and said, “Yes! I admit that I seem to care too much about you, but I just regard you as a friend. If you are like this, I am very worried.”

Fu Qinghan smiled softly, his bright eyes and teeth were particularly bright, and he suddenly mentioned something unrelated: “How is your little girlfriend?”

Speaking of this, Lu Shenghao’s eyes darkened, and he suddenly realized that he hadn’t thought of her for a long time. In the first few days after the breakup, he was in unbearable pain, but later, because of his contact with Fu Qinghan, this pain was invisibly diluted.Does this…does it mean that he has really fallen in love again, with this enchanting woman?

“I have been my ex-girlfriend for a long time…” Lu Shenghao was reluctant to mention these things, and even less willing to face the facts. He thought that not long after, he had a relationship with another woman, and almost forgot about his ex-girlfriend… He had been in love with his ex-girlfriend for so long, and he had not had any sexual contact!One can imagine how serious love is in Lu Shenghao’s heart.

Fu Qinghan stopped poking at He’s scar, and just as the elevator arrived, Lu Shenghao hesitated, then continued to support She, and sent Fu Qinghan to the office under the slightly strange eyes of everyone.

When Lu Shenghao was about to leave, Fu Qinghan called out to him: “Lu Shenghao.”

“Huh?” The annoyed big boy was still immersed in chaotic thoughts. He looked back and met her eyes. The warm light shone on his young and handsome face, which was particularly sunny.

Fu Qinghan said softly: “Thank you for what happened that day. Without you, I might not be here now… In short, no matter what you think in your heart, I am very grateful.”

It was okay if she didn’t say it, but when she did, the scene that day, which had been replayed countless times in her mind, rushed into her brain again, pushed away all the chaos, and took up everything. Lu Shenghao didn’t know whether it was grievance or an explosion after suppressing it for too long. He suddenly walked quickly to her, put his hands on the table, leaned down, and looked at her with burning eyes: “Is it just a thank you? You know, I think about you every day now, and about us that day…I’m going crazy thinking about it!”