[R18] Indulge in lust – “Indulge in Love” Chapter 160 I owe you a life and I will do my best [English]
byFu Qinghan made an appointment with Lu Shenghao.
In fact, this is not easy, because Lu Shenghao has disappeared since he left the world. He disappeared into Fu Qinghan’s world like evaporation.When the matter gradually subsided, about three months later, Fu Qinghan received an email and contacted him.
In fact, Fu Qinghan didn’t want to see Lu Shenghao again unless he had to.Now things are progressing to the most critical point. Fu Qinghan’s more and more desperate actions have made her almost breathless. She is dealing with the Tang Brotherhood and the Youth Gang. She is performing every day, cautiously, walking on thin ice, and can’t even sleep peacefully. The string in her mind is approaching its limit.
The conflict between Chu Yin and Mu Fanzhou has become intense. Although the old man came to mediate, the two sides inevitably moved towards a head-on confrontation. People with a discerning eye can see that Mu Fanzhou has decided to form an alliance with Chu Qi. In the battle for power among the Chu family brothers, his intention has shaken Chu Yin’s original obvious advantage, and the infighting between the Qing Gang has worsened day by day.
It was probably the right time and the right place, and Brother Tang’s development was getting smoother and smoother. At the same time, Fu Qinghan had already obtained most of what Mu Fanzhou wanted, and was just short of the finishing touch. This drama was about to come to an end.
At this juncture, after repeated considerations, Fu Qinghan decided to meet Lu Shenghao.
He They met in a small town near S city. When the agreed time came, they both appeared at the same time. When they saw each other, they were both slightly stunned.
Lu Shenghao looked much more haggard. He looked very tired, with a vicissitude that was inappropriate for his age. He had not shaved off the stubble on his chin. He had heavy dark circles under his eyes. He was thinner than before and seemed to be a little darker.A crew cut, peaked cap, jeans, and sneakers, this passerby’s attire helps him hide in the crowd, without any of his original brilliance, let alone the glory of his time in Huanyu.
Fu Qinghan has also lost weight, and there is still a faint trace of bloodshot eyes in his eyes. She has slept for less than four hours in the past few days, drinking coffee to refresh herself. Her fair face seems to have turned into a transparent texture, as fragile as a porcelain doll that can fall over at a push.
They looked at each other in silence for a long time.
Lu Shenghao ordered a glass of orange juice for Fu Qinghan and a glass of wine for himself.When he lowered his head, the brim of his hat covered his eyes, and his voice seemed to float from the void: “Long time no see.”
“Long time no see…are you okay?” Fu Qinghan felt complicated and didn’t know how to face him.
Lu Shenghao smiled and changed the subject: “Tell me, you took the risk to come to me. Is there anything I can do to help you?”
He was so straight to the point, Fu Qinghan didn’t want to beat around the bush anymore, pursed his lips, lowered his voice and asked, “I want to know, besides you, or in your group, are there anyone else who has been inserted into the underworld circle in S City?”
Lu Shenghao was stunned for a moment, but he didn’t seem particularly surprised.Indeed, before he graduated, he was selected to participate in an undercover operation. The entire plan was kept completely confidential, so even his girlfriend Qin Lele at the time did not know about it. As a result, the two had many conflicts. When they first met Fu Qinghan, it was the moment when their relationship crisis broke out.For this mission, the requirements of the superiors are not high, as long as they can obtain some information, and they can withdraw at any time when necessary to ensure their safety.This was just a signal for S City to take action against the underworld organization. The all-round layout was spread out, but these were all mission secrets. Lu Shenghao only knew that S City would soon launch a major operation against the Qing Gang and Brother Tang.
He was silent for a moment and said: “I don’t want to lie to you, but there are many things I can’t tell you. I can only say that I am just an insignificant part of this big network. Believe me, Fu Shuang may not be able to escape this time. It is not too late to withdraw now and redeem his sins. You have no life in your hands, and you may escape unscathed.”
He said it very sincerely. The answer was not unexpected. Fu Qinghan couldn’t hide his disappointment. She bit her lower lip and said, “I know you are a good person and you sincerely do good for me, but you don’t understand that my situation is not as simple as you think… I have a very important question that must be answered. I beg you, okay?”
She had a pleading look in her eyes, and her eyes were watery and rippling. Lu Shenghao turned away and asked uncomfortably: “Tell me first. What I can’t say, I really can’t say.”
Fu Qinghan looked around, motioned for him to put his ear close, and whispered something.
Lu Shenghao looked shocked: “Are you sure?”
“I’m not sure, but I must know the exact answer.” Fu Qinghan looked at he, Lu Shenghao gradually recovered from the shock, and murmured after a long time: “But I am just a newcomer, there is no way I know…”
Fu Qinghan begged again and again, and Lu Shenghao looked at her with a complicated expression: “You… you care about him that much? You treat him and me…” There was some bitterness in he’s words, and Fu Qinghan understood all the unspoken words.
Fu Qinghan lowered his eyes and said sadly, “I’m sorry.”
“Forget it…” Lu Shenghao looked exhausted and smiled self-deprecatingly, “Since I met you, I don’t even know myself. This kind of thing… can’t be forced after all.”
When he said this, Fu Qinghan didn’t know how to answer. Looking back at the time when he first met him, he was still a young boy who had just entered the workplace. He didn’t have much disguise. It was just that in this game where the roles and positions were invisible to each other, what was quietly changing everyone’s nature, and the boundaries of what was “true” and what was “fake” were blurred.
The two were silent for a while. Lu Shenghao drank the wine in one gulp and said, “I have to go. I owe you my life. I will do my best to deal with this matter. No matter whether there is any result or not, we will meet here in three days.”
“Okay.” Fu Qinghan looked at he expectantly and couldn’t help showing joy.
Lu Shenghao sighed, paid the bill, turned around and walked out. For some reason, Fu Qinghan looked at he’s tall and thin back and suddenly had mixed feelings. He couldn’t help shouting: “Hey——”
“Huh?” Lu Shenghao turned around and turned from the side to face her directly. His tired eyes now became calm and reliable.
Fu Qinghan opened his mouth and said only four words: “You have to be careful.”
Lu Shenghao lowered his head with a wry smile, then quickly raised his head to look at her: “Don’t worry, I will keep my life alive until I pull you out of this quagmire.”
He has never forgotten that while he cannot give up his principles, even if she doesn’t appreciate it, he still wants to “save” her in his own way.
Fu Qinghan looked at he’s resolute departure and stood in a daze for a long time.
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