[R18] Erotic writing practice tutorial (1v1) – “Practical Tutorial on Sexual Essays (1v1)” On the Role of Jealousy in Sex 6 [English]
byYu Manman felt that the hot lava from the crater was constantly flowing downwards, and there was a sea of fire everywhere it went, making her face and ears ablaze.
“You, do you know what jealousy means! You…don’t use words randomly. If you tell me later that you used the wrong word, I will be really angry…”
“she” seemed to have been thrown into the clouds thousands of miles away by Xiao Li’s words. Now she could only stay afloat thanks to the support of “he”. As soon as Xiao Li changed the topic, she would fall straight into the cliff.
Even thinking about it made Yu Manman feel scared.
“If you want me to explain it more clearly before you can understand it, I don’t mind telling you more clearly.” Xiao Li’s lips traveled down, along Yu Manman’s neck, and finally stopped at the back of her neck. “The girl I told my parents that I haven’t caught up with after seven or eight years is you. They all know you and know that I like a girl named Yu Manman. Do you understand?”
“…”
Yu Manman’s eyes were even redder, her mouth was pursed, her nose was sore, her eyes were blurry and she couldn’t even see the ceiling at home.The thunder and rain outside the window suddenly became so far away, as if the only real thing in the world was the warmth of the person lying on her body.
“You’re talking nonsense! Since when did you chase me…”
Xiao Li waited for a long time to hear Yu Manman’s slurred words. He buried himself directly in the crook of her neck and laughed. The bursts of hot air from laughing made Yu Manman’s skin seem to melt, but he still couldn’t stop her sobbing:
“Before you went to Germany, I wrote a story to hint at you and confess to you, but you acted like you didn’t understand and praised my writing well, and then left…”
“After you went to Germany for seven or eight years, you didn’t contact me even once. I thought you had already married and had children abroad, you know…”
“Then you finally came back and became my editor. You complained every day that my writing was not good, bullied me, and suppressed me. You are chasing me! You…you are chasing me again!”
It seemed that Yu Manman really had a lot of resentment towards him. Xiao Li felt angry and funny when he heard her crying and scolding him, so he simply opened his mouth and took a bite of her, and then he let out a sigh of relief when Yu Manman let out a sigh.
“I came back and attended several class reunions. I originally wanted to come to see you, but I didn’t see you every time. When I asked others about you, they all said that you had a boyfriend and lived a happy life. I boasted that I had no position to hinder your relationship, so I could only flee back to Germany in despair.”
Xiao Li asked himself that he would never be able to wish her happiness. Being able to not intervene was already his greatest demeanor.
The word “escape” at the end of “he” sounds a bit exaggerated, but it well reflects his mentality every time he returns to Germany.
“When did I have a lover? Why don’t you come and ask me, you coward!”
Xiao Ligang’s bite wasn’t really hard, and didn’t even leave any tooth marks. Instead, Yu Manman screamed exaggeratedly, and after the scream, he continued to sob aggrievedly, as if he was bullied to death by Xiao Li.
She pursed her lips and had tears in her eyes, but her tone was very ferocious, just like a puppy lying on the ground barking at people. The more ferocious it became, the cuter it became, which made Xiao Li want to laugh even more.
“Well, I’m a coward.”
He admitted that he was afraid that when he called, Yu Manman had already forgotten a person named Xiao Li. He was afraid that the person who answered the phone was the legendary boyfriend. He was afraid that he would not be able to help but turn himself into the male protagonist in a bloody novel who fights for love.
He is afraid that he will destroy the happiness that Yu Manman wants, and then force her to give her what she doesn’t want. He is also afraid that Yu Manman will lose his love because of this, and will not be able to love her.
“I’m sorry that we wasted so much time because of my cowardice. Maybe four or five years ago we could have lived together like we do now… So, can you give me another chance?”
Xiao Li stopped all his movements when he said this. He raised his head with his hands on Yu Manman’s side. The calmness and affection in his eyes were like the flickering firelight in the dark night. In just a moment, he completely caught Yu Manman’s eyes, leaving her with no possibility of escaping.
“Be my girlfriend, okay?”
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Just, although it’s almost over, it’s not that fast…
Although I don’t know if you want it to be finished earlier or later, I still have something to explain!
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