[R18] Entrapment (High H) – “Entrapment (High H)” (not updated) Casual chat [English]

1. Let’s talk about finding resources.(・ω・)

I don’t want to preach, I just want to talk about the things behind the problem of “I can’t find the resources”.(Hurry, I feel like I’m trying to teach you something when I open my mouth, but actually I just want to give you some advice.

Many people have asked me where to look and how to find it… It is difficult for me to answer such questions, just like someone asking me “How do I eat when I am hungry” or “How do I sleep when I am sleepy”…

Since everyone can log in to po18, they will definitely know how to circumvent the wall. If they know how to circumvent the wall, what can they not find when searching for it?Really confused.

To be honest, I don’t have any special method, I usually just google it.

So when the “resource not found” thing actually happened, I thought it was worth thinking about, and it reminded me of an incident before.About the year before last, a girl asked me to recommend some self-study programming courses to her, so I recommended some open courses to her, and then she told me that she couldn’t find the resources… I told her at that time, you can’t find the resources because you don’t want to look for them.A friend of mine just complained to me a few days ago. She said that she would ignore anyone who asked her to make a reading list. I asked why, and she said that if you are too lazy to find books yourself, then there is a high probability that he will not read them if they make a reading list for him, so it is better not to waste your efforts.I feel that these two phenomena are actually the same problem.In this era, many people have a kind of knowledge anxiety, which is why payment for knowledge is becoming more and more popular. Some people ask everywhere because of knowledge anxiety, but once others tell them what is good, they do not have enough motivation to actually find those things.

But now in AV and pornographic comics, a very similar phenomenon has occurred – some people can’t find the resources, which makes me very shocked.Because I think these are a type of things that people have no motivation to search for, so what is the reason that prevents some people from searching?

When you can’t find it, shouldn’t you first think about the question “Why can everyone else find it, but I can’t?”

You may think, “If I can’t find it, I’ll just ask others where they looked.” Isn’t this more convenient? In fact, it’s not. I think people should always think about “why others can easily do something but I can’t do it.” I know that when something like this “When something happens that “others can do but I can’t” happens, many people will instinctively and simply throw the blame to “talent” or “perseverance”. However, nowadays, just searching for pornographic comics and AV does not require any talent or effort. Why does such a thing still happen?Excluding “lazy” as the most likely reason, I think this issue is also worth thinking about, because if even the lowest instinctive need such as sexual desire cannot drive a person to do something, then will similar situations happen to many other things in life?

Of course, the above is just my personal thinking. I would like to share it with you. If you feel that what I said does not make sense, it is actually normal. After all, everyone’s lifestyle is different.

2. Let’s talk about my experience of visiting po18 so far (it’s been about two months since I posted this article here…

In fact, the biggest feeling that female-oriented adult websites like po18 give me is a sense of fragmentation——

On the one hand, the atmosphere of misogyny here is very serious. It can be seen everywhere that women are objectified, disciplined and objectified;

On the other hand, a large number of readers are eager to vent their anger on male characters. Once a female character is not chic enough, she will be scolded as the male protagonist’s licking dog. They wish that the female protagonist would not be interested in the male protagonist for the rest of her life. In fact, it seems very strange to me because I don’t find it very satisfying… Later I thought that it should be that female readers are used to taking on female characters and projecting their disappointment with real men on male characters.From a positive perspective, this kind of catharsis is actually a kind of resistance. At the same time, I think this kind of catharsis is putting the cart before the horse. It is still essentially a misogynistic tendency rooted in consciousness.

3. About gender, sexual minorities, and sexual preferences

When I finished it, I said that I preferred the female protagonist to be fucked, so a reader recommended to me an article in which the female protagonist has “gender cognitive disorder”. Simply put, the female protagonist’s gender recognition is male and female, but she is fucked by various men.

I am not targeting this article, nor this author, nor the readers who recommended this article to me. I am only talking about the issue of “gender cognitive impairment” about sexual minorities.

If you go online, you must have heard about LBGTQ equality. The T stands for transgender, which is also called “gender cognitive disorder”.I happen to have a friend who is studying for a PhD in this field, so I know a little bit about it (of course, I don’t rule out that I may be wrong).

First of all, don’t confuse gender recognition and sexual orientation. Transgender homosexuality is also common. Secondly, calling this a disease and “treating” it is actually a very cruel thing, just like chemical castration to treat gay men and rape to treat lesbians. Finally, don’t think that it is cool for women to identify as male. The logic of “thinking that you are a man so you must be strong” is essentially a kind of “misogyny” and a worship of male stereotypes.

Everyone should have heard of the writer Zhu Tianxin. Zhu Tianxin has a son named Xie Haimeng, who is also a transgender man (biologically female, identified as male, and sexually identified as female). He once tried to have his breasts cut off, and he would commit suicide when he menstruated. Only when he finally transitioned to a male did he truly feel that life was normal – so if a person who identifies as male but was biologically female is fucked, the presence of this reproductive organ is enough to make him commit suicide. Constantly fucking him is more painful than killing him, instead of just not having sexual pleasure as written in the novel.

It’s really not easy for sexual minorities because genderExamples of dysphoria and suicide abound. Even if I read erotic articles without a third thought, I feel very empathetic and painful. I cannot place sexual pleasure above such a sexual minority group who already have a very difficult life (and all the descriptions of this group in the article are insulting… For example, being diagnosed by a medical doctor as a rare mental illness… First of all, being transgender is not uncommon. Secondly, for example, we are still living today.Do you think that homosexuality is a mental illness?Would Alan Turing, the father of computers, still be chemically castrated for being gay in our era?The same goes for transgender people.)… So I asked, “Why do I find this article so exciting and touching?” The girl said, “Because the heroine will not be tempted.” Okay, I went back to it. I really think that many female readers have reached a level that I can’t understand at all._(:з　∠)_