[R18] Entrapment (High H) – “Entrapment (High H)” breaks up [English]
byMo Jie took him out early the next morning, eager to visit all the date spots he could think of.
She suddenly remembered that Pei Yu once laughed at her and said that just after she got together with him, she had to complete the lifelong relationship between lovers. At that time, she also thought it was funny and thought that the future would be long, but now she has no time.
As soon as he got home in the evening, Pei Yu pressed her against the door and interrogated her: “If you have anything to say to me, just say it directly.”
She is not good at hiding her thoughts. He can always see her looking worried, and how can she not think about eating, drinking and having fun.
“Pei Yu, let’s break up.” Mo Jie said the words he had rehearsed thousands of times in his heart.
She is not a good mother, nor a suitable girlfriend, she is nothing.
“…Okay, I won’t ask you anymore. You can talk about it whenever you want.” Pei Yu immediately compromised and added, “Don’t scare me with such words in the future.”
“That’s what I want to say.” Mo Jie said calmly.
Pei Yu’s eyes were frightened for a moment, and he was silent for a while before putting his hand down. He lowered his eyebrows and said, “Mom, I was wrong… Just tell me where I went wrong and I will correct it, okay?”
“Pei Yu, I thought about it seriously for a long time before I decided to break up.” Mo Jie turned his head away from him, “You didn’t do anything wrong, it was my fault. I shouldn’t have tempted you to do such a thing from the beginning. I…I didn’t think so much at the beginning.”
“No matter what the reason is, I will correct it obediently. I am obedient. Mom, don’t be angry.” Pei Yu was frightened by her sudden indifference and hugged her tightly. “Don’t you like Xiao Yu?”
“I met your real mother.” Mo Jie pushed He away a little distance and continued, “So I, an unqualified counterfeit, am going to return you to your original owner. Pei Yu, I can’t afford you.”
Pei Yu’s whole body froze, and then he shouted: “What is the return of something to its original owner? I am not the same thing! I only have you as a mother, and you as a woman. You said that you will not let me go, how can you go back on your word?”
“Under the circumstances at that time, I really wouldn’t have let you go, but now… you have a better choice.” Mo Jie raised his head and looked at him calmly, “At that time, I thought I could give you the best, but only if you were a helpless child.”
“Are you pitying me?” Pei Yu’s chest heaved violently, like a stabbed cub.
“No. I like you.” Mo Jie said seriously, “But I don’t want to restrict you.”
“But I don’t want anything, I just want you.” Pei Yu was at a loss, his eyes were already red, and he had begun to realize that this time was not as simple as the previous quarrels.
“When you grow up and experience successes and failures in life, you can understand what you really want.” Mo Jie raised his hand and slowly and carefully wiped away he’s tears, “Only those who have everything have the right to say that they want nothing.”
The weight of these two sentences made Pei Yu speechless, and his beautiful thin lips gradually turned white as if covered with a layer of ash. In the end, he just whispered in a vain voice: “But…but you like me, you obviously like me so much…”
“Yes, so I am very sad now… but the emotional pain will eventually pass, just like the withdrawal reaction, it will be fine after it passes,” Mo Jie smiled self-deprecatingly, “But Pei Yu, once our relationship is exposed… I can’t bear the consequences. Love is very important to me, but physics isThis is the dream that I have been striving for all my life.You have a better choice, and so do I. Let’s get together and relax. Next time we meet… maybe we can sit down and have a cup of coffee and chat in peace.You are only sixteen and have unlimited possibilities. I hope you… can see a wider world and have a more decent love.”
Pei Yu looked at her in disbelief. A few months ago, she wanted to spend the rest of her life with him. A few weeks ago, she promised to wait for him to get married when he came of age. She was still pestering him in bed a few days ago and said she wanted to have a child with him. She even acted like a baby in his arms last night, but now she is teaching him to get through the “withdrawal reaction” with good reason.
“I have been cautious since the first day I was with you. I was afraid that I would make you unhappy because I had no experience in love and did not understand how girls think. I was afraid that I would be young, inexperienced, immature, and do something wrong that would cause trouble for you. I have considered all the reasons why couples break up, and I have walked on thin ice to avoid all mistakes. But you tell me now, if you don’t make any mistakes, you will get zero points, because for you, love isYou can “quit” at will, right?” Pei Yu suddenly felt particularly ridiculous as he spoke, “You even regard your love for me as a low-level drug that needs to be quit immediately, so you use words like respect… But do you know how much I cherish your love for me?I once felt that it was so sacred, like a ray of light in my dark life!”
“Pei Yu, I really don’t mean this. I said love is also very important to me. I take it very seriously. I am also very heartbroken now… But love should not be a chain that drags us into the quagmire.” Mo Jie held his hand in panic.Trembling hands, “It’s just a broken love… I’m ten years older than you, and we’re not a good match to begin with, right? So many people in the world who are equally matched with each other will break up for various reasons, right? I’m not denying the value of love. I know that I may never be as happy as I am now after being separated from you, but Pei Yu, I have determined to become an excellent physicist since I was twelve years old, and the rest of my life will only be physics. Without love, all I lose is some happiness, but without physics, my life is meaningless.”
Pei Yu had never heard such an ironic breakup line before. His eyelashes trembled, and tears fell uncontrollably. His innate pride made him unable to lower his head and beg for any mercy. He stared at her, his thoughts turning over and over again, and suddenly smiled bitterly, leaving only one sentence in a thousand words: “You are really honest.”
“I really like you and have thought about our future very seriously, so I don’t want to deceive you into anything.” Mo Jie said seriously, “I think this is a form of respect.”
“Okay. There’s nothing more to say.” Pei Yu pursed his lips and nodded, turned around, returned to the room, and locked himself in.
The room became quiet again, and Mo Jie felt more tired than ever before, as if something deep inside her heart had collapsed. She walked into the bedroom and fell on the bed, trying to use sleep to fight the pain of broken love – she at least had a baby, right?Thinking of this, she took a deep breath, trying to make herself feel better, telling herself over and over again that she was a pregnant woman and needed to maintain a calm mood.
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