[R18] Encroachment (H) – “Occupation (H)” 80. masturbation (1500 beads plus update) [English]

Shen Shuman guessed right. When he came to her at that time, he really wanted to ask her why she wanted to kiss him and return her underwear by the way.

In critical condition, he looked at the delicate paper bag he took out from the bottom of the wardrobe, and took out a pair of blue and white striped pure cotton underwear that had long since lost its elasticity, and fell into memories…

That night five years ago, when he met her at the bar, he actually thought of many excuses to strike up a conversation with her.

But she didn’t expect that in the end she would be the first to talk to him – asking him to help him drink a glass of wine.

Maybe it was her shy and timid appearance that was too charming and charming, so he suddenly had an evil idea and wanted to tease her and test her attitude.

Unexpectedly, she actually took off her underwear and secretly stuffed it into his hand. The indescribable feeling of excitement was like an illegal drug deal.

In times of crisis, I still remember how obscene and obscene I was that night.

In the empty room, he looked at the photos of she on the computer with faint eyes.

Hold her underwear with your left hand, bring it to your nose, feel the softness of the cotton underwear, and smell the faint fragrance on the underwear;

With his right hand, he held his erect penis and moved it up and down. The quivering bell continuously overflowed with desire for her.

Later, he couldn’t help but wrap his penis with her underwear, closed his eyes, and imagined that he was really having sex with her, lustful and erotic.

The silent and dark confined space swallowed up and accommodated all his shame and sin.

He actually hates himself like this. He behaves like a disgusting and perverted salty man.

He once thought badly about imitating the plundering scenes in domineering novels and designing a plan to tie her to him.

But he couldn’t bear to see her sad.

In the past, he gave her a vicious look, which dimmed the light in her eyes and made him feel deeply guilty.

Facing she, he is really helpless.

He was helpless and could only watch her from a distance, waiting for her to approach him step by step.

He has been waiting for so many years, and he doesn’t mind waiting a little longer.

But… things are unpredictable.

When he washed her underwear and planned to return it to her to deepen his relationship with her, Cheng Tong told him that Shen Shuman went to work in Songxi City and didn’t know when he would come back.

a bolt from the blue.He couldn’t recover from that news for a long time.

If her departure can make him give up his longing for her, then wouldn’t his persistence for so many years become meaningless and useless?

He didn’t think she would stay in Songxi City for a long time. After all, she was the only daughter in the family, and her parents were still in Huaen City. She would come back sooner or later.

he The fate between us should not be broken like this.

During that time, he’s mind was in a mess, like a mess that kept being cut and sorted out.

However, as a conscientious surgeon, he still has to live a normal life. Every day he is either having meetings, performing surgeries, or doing research…

By accident, he’s story about helping others on the high-speed rail was spread and became a hot search topic.

For a time, he became famous.

Every day, a bunch of people come to the hospital to look for him. At first, they were media reporters who were curious about what happened. After he revealed that he was single, the main people who came to see him became women who wanted to strike up a conversation with him, and aunts and uncles who wanted to help their daughters find a partner.

There are many things that although he pretends not to know on the surface, in fact, he is very clear mentally.

For example, someone edited a video related to him and started a super chat about him… They discussed his love history, speculated on who his significant other would be, and joked about marrying him…

But he only cares about whether she knows that he has been leaving the other half’s position empty, waiting for her arrival.

These are all things of the past.

At the critical moment, I felt some discomfort in my throat, probably due to my addiction to cigarettes.

He never smoked in front of Shen Shuman, but when she couldn’t see him, he would occasionally smoke one or two——

There is no need for her to see her degenerate and decadent side, because even he extremely hates the sad and depressed self.

He put away his underwear and the ring box, and took out a box of cigarettes from the TV cabinet in the living room.

With a cigarette case in one hand and a lighter in the other, he slowly walked to the balcony and looked down –

Thousands of lights, busy traffic, and the neon lights of tall buildings in the distance are flashing in various colors.

It was a noisy and lively night.

He took out a cigarette and held it in his mouth. The lighter clicked, and a flame ignited in the darkness.

The moment the flickering flame touched the cigarette, the burning tail lit up with a scarlet flame.

He brought the cigarette to his mouth and took a deep breath. The nicotine penetrated into his body, traveled around in a circle, and then turned into curls of smoke from his mouth and spit it out, disappearing in the wind.

All I can think about is she.

He had no choice but to realize this very clearly.

The three words “Shen Shuman” have been engraved in his heart for so long that he forgot the existence of these three words.

When you love someone, from knowing it yourself to gradually not knowing it, this is probably how you feel, right?