167 “Drunken Bones (Guyan 1v1 High H)” Parallel Time and Space Extra – Orthopedics Chapter (7)
byThe whole world seems to have been pressed by someone.
Xie Ciyan’s pupils shrank suddenly, and his heart seemed to be suddenly clenched with the palm of someone’s hand. There was a ringing in his ears, and his face turned pale as a sheet. He couldn’t believe what he saw in front of him. The woman he just pressed under him was actually his sister, Xie Zhaozhao.
He seemed to have forgotten to even breathe, the lust in his eyes faded away, and his eyes were full of shock, and then he was filled with unquenchable panic and guilt.He had just imagined that the person in front of him was her, but he didn’t expect that the woman he just pressed under him was actually her. It was simply ridiculous!
It’s so fucking crazy.
Xie Ciyan clenched his fists tightly, and his fingertips were still a little wet. The beautiful spring scene just now appeared in front of his eyes again. He closed his eyes suddenly to get rid of those unwanted thoughts from his mind. His whole body was like a tight string that could collapse and break at any time.
“Why do you do this?!” Xie Ciyan’s voice was hoarse and low, with a hint of coldness, “You’d better give me a reasonable explanation, Xie Zhaozhao.” He called her by name, his voice sinking in his throat, like a dull knife slowly scraping through her nerves, and every word was wrapped in repression that was on the verge of losing control.
Xie Ciyan’s angry voice reached his ears, and Xie Zhaozhao’s desire-dominated reason came back a little. The white light in front of his eyes gradually dissipated. At some point, the man tore off the mask on his face and threw it to the side of the corner. His eyes were full of sternness, completely without the careless laziness of the past.
As if he realized something, Xie Zhaozhao stiffly raised his fingertips and touched his cheek. Only then did he realize that the mask on his face had been taken off by the man, and his identity was completely exposed.She was agitated, and instantly realized that the voice just now had betrayed her. When he glanced at him with a cold look in his eyes, she slowly calmed down and sat up slightly to meet his cold gaze.”Why do you think that is?”
When she stood up, the round breasts on her chest swayed slightly, and there were red marks on them from his sucking just now. It was more like a slap on his face, leaving him not sure how to deal with it.Xie Ciyan hurriedly turned his head away and got off her body with a stiff movement. The hem of his shirt was suddenly grabbed, preventing him from leaving.”I’ve come this far, are you still planning to escape?” She chuckled, a little bit coquettishly, and her breath was full of ambiguity, “Are you deliberately pretending to be confused? Xie Ciyan.”
Xie Ciyan stiffened for a moment, and then shook off her hand as if nothing had happened, as if his strange behavior just now was just an illusion.He casually took the leather jacket that he had just taken off on the sofa and covered her naked body. He turned his back to her and buttoned up his shirt. He quickly put his still aroused penis back into his pants and walked towards the box door as he did so, as if staying here for another second was a torture to his sanity.
But how could Xie Zhaozhao let him escape like this? She suddenly reached out and hugged him from behind, tightly hugging his waist, pressing her whole body against his back, as if to trap him in her arms. Her voice was stubborn, but if she listened carefully, it contained a slight tremor.”Do you think that after we leave this door, we can return to the relationship of brother and sister?!” Her voice was stubborn and broken, her eyes were scarlet, “Xie Ciyan who can’t go back…”
She hugged her arms tighter, fearing that Xie Ciyan would forcefully pull her hands away the next second and leave her here alone, while she left for another country like she did back then.”The moment I fell in love with you eight years ago, I can never go back.” Those eyes as bright as stars were full of endearing moisture, and his voice was as soft as a whisper, “Please don’t leave me alone again, please, thank you…”
When he heard her say those words of love, the man was silent for a moment, raised his hands to break away the slender hands wrapped around his abdomen, but the moment he was about to touch her, he suddenly let out a long sigh, and finally dropped his hands back to his side, his eyes lowered.Zhong was full of complicated emotions, his voice was low and restrained, “Xie Zhaozhao, you are my sister, a biological sister. Such thoughts should not exist from the beginning.” He closed his eyes, these words seemed to be telling her, and also seemed to be warning himself.
Xie Zhaozhao held his hands tighter, his lowered eyelashes trembled slightly, his eyes were filled with moist light, and he spoke softly, “But my heart can no longer be taken back.”
Xie Ciyan never looked back, his eyes were suppressed, but he still raised his hand and forcefully broke away the hand she was holding tightly on him. His voice was so cold that there was no trace of warmth, and it was bone-chilling.”I’ll say it again, we are brother and sister.” He took a few steps towards the box door and then suddenly stopped, his eyes firm, “It can only be brother and sister.”
Xie Zhaozhao did not come forward, but stared at his departing back with stubborn eyes, and the emotions in his eyes couldn’t help but pour out, “Can you really treat everything just now as if it had never happened?!” The fingertips that were broken away trembled slightly, and his eye circles were red. Unable to hold on to the dusty memories in his heart, he blurted out, “You have feelings too, don’t you? You obviously like me too, why are you unwilling to admit it!”
His heart jolted, his breath suddenly suffocated, and his fingertips tightened unconsciously, as if he had glimpsed the secret panic hidden in the darkness.
The air was stagnant at this moment, and silence spread, like an invisible net trapping them in it.Xie Zhaozhao looked at his generous back, but what came to his mind was the still young back eight years ago, but it was also the moment when he was gradually moving away, leaving her behind.Her eyes were so astringent that they hurt, and the dense water vapor blurred her vision. She seemed to be talking to Xie Ciyan now, and she seemed to be telling Xie Ciyan in her youth what she had hidden in her heart for a long time.
“I saw that birthday card you had hidden in the frame.”
At that time, Xie Zhaozhao was fifteen years old, which was the age when a girl first fell in love.She also struggled after discovering that she fell in love with her blood-related brother. She felt ashamed when facing Xie Ciyan, and no longer dared to look directly into his gentle and smiling eyes, and often avoided him.At that time, Xie Ciyan noticed something strange about her, and even joked that she had become estranged from him when she grew up, and they were no longer as close as before.
She lowered her head and did not answer Xie Ciyan’s words, but he never knew that she deliberately avoided him because she did not want people to have a chance to reveal her unacceptable feelings. She was afraid that Xie Ciyan would hate her and her parents would dislike her and call her shameless.So she could only carefully bury this feeling in the deepest part of her heart. Xie Zhaozhao, who usually didn’t dare to look at him twice when she met him, would hide in the room alone and secretly look at Xie Ciyan’s photo. She didn’t know how many times she had touched the edge of the photo.
Xie Ciyan has not liked taking pictures since she was a child, and there are almost zero photos of them together.She suddenly remembered the family photo they took during their recent winter vacation trip. Her mother forcibly put it in a frame and placed it on Xie Ciyan’s desk, but he felt it was childish and threw it in the cabinet after his mother left.And that family photo was the only photo of her and Xie Ciyan.
Thinking of this, Xie Zhaozhao sneaked into the next room before Xie Ciyan came back, trying to steal the family photo.The strange thing is that she did not find the photo in the cabinet Xie Ciyan mentioned, but instead found the photo frame in the cabinet beside his bed.She picked it up, and the blazing sunlight shone in. It was clearly visible that in addition to the family photo, there was something like a card in the frame.
Out of curiosity, Xie Zhaozhao took apart the photo frame and took out the pink birthday card inside.During the winter vacation, it happened to be her birthday, and Xie Ciyan gave her a bracelet. Was this greeting card originally intended for her?With a feeling of anxiety and vague expectation, she opened the greeting card, and the first thing that caught her eye was her name, Zhao Zhao.
[My Zhaozhao has grown up and started to have his own little secrets.If I give you my birthday wish every year in the future, will you be willing to tell me secrets?In fact, I also have a secret that cannot be known to anyone. This secret is not even known to Zhao Zhao, so I write it here as if I have told you.】
The handwriting on the paper was deep and shallow, like his hesitant strength when holding the pen, and finally ended up in a line of extremely obscure confessions.
[The most ridiculous thing in the world is probably knowing that you can’t get close, but you still can’t help but fall.I shouldn’t look at you, I shouldn’t miss you, and I shouldn’t…love you.】
[If everything should not be wrong, then I would rather never learn to distinguish right from wrong.】
The air became quiet, as if even time had been frozen in this moment by these words.Xie Zhaozhao’s world suddenly collapsed. All his reason, restraint and boundaries were torn open at the moment he saw the greeting card, allowing the howling wind to pour in.
Her heart was beating fast and her breathing was messed up. She stood up enthusiastically and rushed out of the room to find Xie Ciyan.His thoughts are the same as hers, and he… also likes herself.Tears burst into her eyes. She just wanted to explain everything to him clearly. She also wanted Xie Ciyan to know her feelings.
But as soon as he reached the stairs, Xie Zhaozhao suddenly stopped running.His parents were sitting on the sofa in the living room with serious faces, and Xie Ciyan stood in front of them with his head lowered.She hurriedly retreated to the stairs and listened to their conversation.She heard the disappointed and angry voices of her parents resounding throughout the living room, scolding Xie Ciyan for not living up to expectations and embarrassing them. As she spoke, she vaguely figured out the matter. It turned out that the teacher found a box of cigarettes in Xie Ciyan’s schoolbag. There were only a few cigarettes left in it. She must have smoked them all.
The teacher immediately called the parents. The parents were criticized by the teacher and felt that they were embarrassed. At this moment, the parents were scolded extremely unpleasantly.Xie Zhaozhao glanced towards the living room under the dim light and discovered that the pack of cigarettes her mother was holding was clearly the brand she usually smoked. The cigarettes were clearly hers, but why did they appear in Xie Ciyan’s schoolbag?Why did Xie Ciyan admit it instead of explaining it?
Faced with constant questioning from his parents, Xie Ciyan still maintained his appearance, ignoring the matter without explanation, as if the two people in front of him were just insignificant people.Seeing him like this, his father was even more angry and immediately threatened to send him abroad so that he would not be an eyesore.Perhaps his father’s words were just angry words, or words to scare him, but Xie Ciyan, who had been silent for a long time, spoke at this time, “Okay, then send me abroad.”
From that day on, Xie Ciyan seemed to have changed. He became silent and did not like to talk.He just locked himself in his room and packed his luggage without seeing anyone. He even ate his meals in his room. When he saw him again, it was already to say goodbye at the airport.
His parents had cold faces and didn’t even say a word of warning. They just urged him to get on the plane quickly.Xie Zhaozhao came forward and wanted to talk to him about the greeting card, and even more wanted to ask him about the cigarettes, but Xie Ciyan never gave her a chance to speak. He only glanced at her coldly, then turned and walked into the gate, his back looking cool and decisive, without even a trace of nostalgia.
But his leaving figure became a scar on Xie Zhaozhao’s heart.
It will bleed when touched.
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