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    Xie Ciyan’s pupils shrank sharply, and his head felt as if someone had hit him with a stick from behind. He was dazed for a while, his ears were buzzing, and his hands on his side were trembling slightly, full of disbelief.

    Seeing his reaction, Yan Zhaozhao’s heart suddenly sank, and she lowered her head, not daring to look into his shocked eyes.The moment he lowered his eyes, the mist in his eyes suddenly turned into tears and quietly fell from his eyes. He bit his lips tightly, as if he didn’t even want to be noticed by the person in front of him when he cried.

    When she decided to tell Xie Ciyan all this, she expected that he would be shocked by the scene in front of her, and then accept it in disbelief. Then he would start to distance himself from her, and the old alliance would turn into black smoke after the gorgeous fireworks at this moment.

    How could she not know that there is no such thing as an oath of love in this world?How can there be a friendship that will last forever? It’s just nonsense in storybooks. The father and mother are young and married, and they can’t be happy, let alone the love of an emperor.

    Yan Zhaozhao held back the tears that were pouring out, took a deep breath, and tried to look decent. She didn’t want to show her weak side in front of Xie Ciyan at this time.She smiled with difficulty and looked up again, but no longer looked into his eyes, fearing that she would see disgust in them again.”I told you before the night banquet… because I didn’t want to embarrass you. You, quietly… send me out of the palace, I…”

    Before she could finish her words, her body was suddenly pulled forward a few steps, she staggered two steps, and then fell into a familiar embrace.She was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously wanted to push him away with her hands, but her breath was filled with the delicious smell of Xie Ciyan’s body. His body was extremely warm, and his broad body tightly wrapped her in it. All the coldness in her body dissipated, and the hands that wanted to push him away suddenly stopped moving and fell down again.

    His body was so warm that Yan Zhaozhao couldn’t bear to leave his embrace.The smell on his body was so good that she was even more reluctant to push him away.

    The sourness suddenly surged up in an instant, and tears burst out of his eyes like a dam, soaking the clothes on his chest.She wanted to say something more, but then she realized that she had already burst into tears.

    “Yan Zhaozhao…” There was a hint of gritted teeth in the tone when he called her name. He seemed out of breath, so he opened his mouth and bit the tip of her ear. His voice was deep and hoarse, like rough sandpaper scratching her ear.”In your eyes, am I such a person who is not worthy of being trusted?”

    Xie Ciyan hugged her very tightly, as if he wanted to rub the woman in his arms into his bones and blood.There was anger at not being trusted in his eyes, but more of it was a look of deep distress. He seemed to know that the woman in his arms was sobbing and crying, and he raised his hand to caress her back again and again to comfort her.

    He sighed softly, as if as long as Yan Zhaozhao sheds tears, no matter how big the matter was, it would be less than a ten thousandth to him.”Zhaozhao, be good, stop crying.” He coaxed in a low voice, hurriedly controlling the anger in his words, his voice was tender and a little helpless.”As far as Xie Ciyan is concerned, regardless of whether Yan Zhaozhao is fertile or not, she is my only wife, and she is also the only queen in my harem. Nothing will change at any time.”

    He placed a kiss on the top of her hair, “I just feel sorry for my Zhaozhao…” He hugged Yan Zhaozhao even tighter, as if he didn’t want to let go for a moment, “My Zhaozhao… she is the happiest woman in the world. She should be loved by thousands of people, and the treasures in the world should fall on her to add grace. God… how could you treat my Zhaozhao like this!”

    He lowered his head and buried it in the crook of her neck, his voice became deeper, and there were some faint choking sounds, which seemed to be absent.

    Yan Zhaozhao listened to every word of his words, her nose felt even more sore, and her tears fell uncontrollably. It seemed that the secret that had been hidden for many years was finally known to him, and it seemed that he had no intention of abandoning her after knowing it. She was uneasy and happy for a moment, but could not say anything, so she could only cry to vent the emotions that had been hidden in her heart for a long time.

    Realizing that Qing was crying hard in his arms, he let go of her no matter how reluctant he was to leave her, and raised his hand to gently wipe away the tears from her face one by one.Even after he wiped it clean, tears fell again, and he still wiped her with patience.”Stop crying, okay?”

    Looking at the anxious man in front of her, she felt warm in her heart and asked him in a timid voice, “Why don’t you ask me why I can’t have children?”

    Xie Ciyan obviously did not expect that she would care about such a thing at this time, and felt helpless, but he still answered carefully, “God has treated my Zhaozhao so harshly, how can I bear to have you expose that scar in front of my eyes?” For him, the person he wanted in his life has always been Yan Zhaozhao, and it is only Yan Zhaozhao, and the offspring is just the blood between the two of them, which can be either there or not.

    He was indeed shocked when he first found out, but he felt sorry for her keeping such a painful secret alone. She was bullied and hurt. He didn’t need to ask how to hurt her. He only needed to punish the person who bullied her.

    “Thank you Ciyan…” Her eyes were full of sorrow. She thought she never wanted to mention this matter again. She thought that even the only person in the world who would treat her well would leave her.But now, she was like that person who had been wronged outside but kept silent in front of outsiders. But in front of the people who loved her, all those disguises were shattered one by one, revealing the softest side of her heart to the people in front of her.

    She mustered up the courage in an instant and told him all the things that had been immersed in the long river of time.With every word she said, Xie Ciyan’s eyes became darker. The gentle and caring look just now gradually turned sinister, with a sneer on the corner of his mouth, “It seems that as an emperor, I am still too kind and soft-hearted.”

    As if he was worried that Yan Zhaozhao was still in front of him, Xie Ciyan immediately suppressed all these emotions, bent down and placed a pious kiss on her smooth forehead.”Yan Zhaozhao, please listen carefully. No matter what happens, you will always be my wife. Things will change in the world, but these words of thank you will never change.”

    “But…” She bit her lower lip tightly, her eyes slightly red.”Do you want to give up the country that you worked so hard for? How could Shengguo allow a life…” Before she could finish her words, his passionate kiss choked her throat.

    He seemed to be testing carefully, first swiping the tip of his tongue across her lips, and seeing her lips slightly parted, he relaxed and drove the tongue in, instantly taking away her breath.The friendship seemed to be out of control at the beginning of the kiss. He chased her timid tongue without giving her a chance to escape. He sucked it in an instant and rolled her tongue fiercely, as if to let her understand that he had never wavered in his affection.

    When the kiss fell, Yan Zhaozhao was already out of breath, her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes looking at him were a little more tender, angry and resentful.

    Xie Ciyan gently pressed his fingertips on her slightly swollen lips and rubbed them, “I told you, there is no need to worry about those courtiers. Before you, I wanted to seize the throne because I wanted to avenge my father, the emperor, my mother and my concubines, and I didn’t want my father’s empire to be defeated by a coward like the deposed emperor. AndI have completed my revenge and saved my father’s kingdom.One of the words in the imperial edict left by my father is that the position of emperor should be occupied by a capable person. It does not matter if he is of my bloodline. As long as the people live and work in peace and contentment and Chang’an is prosperous, it does not matter who becomes the emperor.”

    Before meeting Yan Zhaozhao, he only fought for the throne for revenge.But after having Yan Zhaozhao, he had one more reason to fight for the throne. He wanted her to stand by his side openly and without anyone’s criticism, and he wanted to bring all the prosperity in the world to her in an open and honest manner.

    Without her, what joy would he have even if he had the power?

    The emperor may not be him, but Yan Zhaozhao’s husband cannot be other than him.

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