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    “If one day, what I want to do succeeds and I still exist in this world, can you call me to thank Mr. Lang again?”

    His voice was sweet and gentle, but Yan Zhaozhao’s eyes couldn’t help but turn sour.When she was abandoned by her relatives, she only felt cold in her heart, but there was no trace of sadness.But now, when Xie Ciyan said these words, she felt heartbroken and unbearable, just because she knew that this man really cared about her and was thinking about her at all times before he said such words.

    “Not good!” Yan Zhaozhao suddenly raised his head, looking directly at Xie Ciyan with red eyes full of mist.”Do you think I’m the kind of person who worries about you getting me involved?”

    Seeing her red eyes, all the words he tried to persuade her to stay away from him were stuck in his throat and he could no longer say them out.”Of course not.” Xie Ciyan sighed helplessly, raising his hand to touch the top of her hair, but she took a step back to avoid it.”Zhao Zhao…”

    “No, why did you push me away?” Her back was straight, and the palms hanging by her sides were clenched into fists from time to time.”I can stand with you and work with you to accomplish what you want to accomplish!”

    Xie Ciyan’s face changed slightly, “No, you…”

    Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Yan Zhaozhao. She didn’t listen to what he said at all, and just said all the words in her heart: “Why not?!” The mist in Yan Zhaozhao’s eyes became deeper, and Xie Ciyan’s face in front of her was already a little blurry.”I am not a pampered dodder. I don’t need to be protected behind you all the time and be the woman who can only cling to you when you succeed!”

    Yan Zhaozhao was about to cry, her red lips trembling slightly. She took a deep breath and whispered: “That day in the Phoenix Tower, you told me that you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me. But I thought that the rest of my life was to live in the same quilt and die in the same hole, to be in the mud and to go to glory together.”

    She raised her eyes, as if she wanted to see the man in front of her clearly, but found that her vision was blurred. She couldn’t help but blink her eyes, and crystal tears fell silently from her eyes, “But now… you are going to abandon me.”

    Xie Ciyan raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears on her face. The cold tears seemed to turn into magma at this moment, burning his fingertips as if his whole body was on fire. His throat was dry and his voice was hoarse.”I didn’t.” He couldn’t bear it anymore and suddenly held the woman in his arms, no longer as calm as before.”Zhaozhao, I didn’t…”

    Yan Zhaozhao turned away and tried to push the man away with both hands, but he held her with great strength. After pushing a few times, she found that she couldn’t push him and gave up. “You push me away like this, aren’t you abandoning me behind you?”

    She had always known what Xie Ciyan wanted to do, and she also knew why he pushed her away to prevent her from stepping into this muddy water.But she didn’t want him to carry all the burdens on himself, leaving her alone outside the circle. She didn’t want to stand outside the circle and watch him sink into the mud, only to be anxious and uneasy. She wanted to be his support in the mud.

    For Yan Zhaozhao, there is nothing more romantic in the world than walking shoulder to shoulder together.

    Seeing that Xie Ciyan remained silent, she pursed her lips and turned her eyes even redder.”Are you worried that I will implicate you?”

    Hearing the choke in her voice, Xie Ciyan couldn’t help but let go of his hand and blurted out, “No.” Seeing that she was about to cry again, he raised his hand to help her wipe away her tears, but she dodged him again.He had no choice but to sigh and said helplessly: “Zhao Zhao, do you know how dangerous what I am going to do is? At the least, it could lead to death; at worst, it could implicate nine tribes. Have you figured out the pros and cons?”

    Yan Zhaozhao’s eyes were calm. He only trembled for a moment when he heard about the nine implicated clans, and then returned to his usual calm state.Since she decided to step into this mud with him, how could she not have imagined what would happen to them if they failed? But she wanted to believe Xie Ciyan, just like when he said he would protect her while boating on the lake that day, she believed it, and now she also believes that he will do it.

    When she was born, she was the legitimate daughter of the Yan family whose mother had high hopes for a comeback. When she grew up, she was forced to be given the identity of the mother of a country. Every identity was her Yan Zhaozhao, but not herself.It seemed like she had never lived a day with her own thoughts.

    Now, she wants to be selfish for once and follow her heart.

    “I’m not afraid.” Her eyes were firm, and her face was full of valor and heroism, just like a female general about to go on an expedition, with determination on her face, telling her soldiers not to be afraid, we will win.

    Xie Ciyan couldn’t persuade the stubborn woman in front of him, and he was even more helpless. “The power of the Queen Mother in the former harem should not be underestimated. If you make one wrong move, you will fall into the abyss.” He raised the corner of his mouth and showed a wry smile, “Even I am not completely sure that I can win, but you want to take such a big risk and bet on me?”

    The gentle breeze blew dry the tears on Yan Zhaozhao’s face. There was a smile on Yan Zhaozhao’s face. There was no trace of impurity in her twinkling eyes. The tear mole in the corner of her eye looked forward to her appearance. The smile spread on her lips. The light shone like stars and was as bright as the camellias blooming in the mountains.

    Yan Zhaozhao smiled suddenly, like a goddess showing off her face, and Xie Ciyan couldn’t move her eyes away even for a moment.She suddenly approached him, her hands gently wrapped around his waist, and her cheek rested on his hard chest. The sound of his gradually accelerating heartbeat came to her ears, “Then I will stake everything on you, including my life, to win if you say goodbye.”

    She raised her head and rubbed her chin on his chest, as if coquettishly, “Will you let me lose?”

    Xie Ciyan had nothing to do with her. He held her slender waist with one hand, stroked her black hair with the other, and couldn’t help but place a promised kiss on her smooth forehead.”No.” He didn’t dare to let her lose.

    She gave him all her bets, how could he be willing to let her lose.

    Yan Zhaozhao smiled happily and said, “Then you must not go back on your word.” She said very seriously: “I have been in charge of the Golden Treasure Book for many years. Although I am just a queen who is not favored, I am not just a middle palace in name only. I can still go in and out of Shoukang Palace from time to time, and it will definitely be more convenient to do anything than your dirty tricks. Xie Ciyan, I will not hold you back.”

    Xie Ciyan felt his heart beating continuously, as if something was burning in his heart, a feeling of warmth.”Fool.” He whispered, “As long as I have you, I’ll be fine.”

    He was never afraid that Yan Zhaozhao would hold him back. Compared with that trivial matter, her safety was his first consideration.After falling off the cliff, he had thought more than once that he would just take her away from the dragon chair and leave Chang’an to live in a place where no one knew them or knew their identities.

    But, these are just delusions.

    If you let the foolish king continue to sit on the dragon chair, one day there will be no peace in Chang’an. The people will be hungry, the soldiers will not be able to fight because there is no food and grass, and the bandits and Japanese pirates will survive by robbing, and the lives will be ruined.Even if he and Yan Zhaozhao really escape Chang’an, they will be implicated.What’s more, he couldn’t bear the thought that the great prosperous dynasty that his father had spent his whole life building was destroyed in one day and became the laughing stock of the enemy.

    Besides, after knowing the truth about Eunuch Lu.He had to avenge the murder of his father and mother, and he wanted to take back what originally belonged to him, comfort his father, the queen, and the queen with a prosperous life. He also wanted to use this country as his honor to marry Yan Zhaozhao and become his queen.

    Xie Ciyan looked at the smiling woman in front of him, and was even more moved in his heart. He slowly lowered his body and kissed her forehead.His lips touched her soft skin, his Adam’s apple rolled unconsciously, and he slowly kissed her red and sweet lips.

    His breath suddenly dropped, and after kissing her, he seemed to be unable to restrain himself anymore. He kissed her harder and harder, his lips pressed tightly against hers, and the kiss became more and more wanton.

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