167 “The Best Men’s Apartment (Limited)” Chapter 166
by☆, (10 fresh coins) Chapter 297: It’s hard to be bothered
“I’m sorry.”
On the bench in the park, Li Yiquan took off his peaked cap and combed his hair back with his hands somewhat tiredly.
A good girl is afraid of stalking a man.
This is the only method that has been proven for thousands of years, but there are still generations of infatuated men who are unable to hold their sweethearts. Now he finally knows the reason.
entangled.
You know clearly that the other person will resist, embarrass you, push you away time and time again, and even utter heart-wrenching words, but you still continue to pester him.
That means putting everything you have at the other person’s feet, just asking her to step on her with mercy.
Is it sad?
Can’t live without her?
The emptiness in his heart hurt so much that he wanted to fill it with his fist, but he knew very well that there was only one person in the world who could bring life back to the heart that had turned into a black hole.
He was lucky to find love once in a lifetime.Unfortunately, she has too many.
“I…” How should he say it?That he couldn’t stand missing her, invaded the real-time monitoring system of traffic and security, and kept watching her silently?That he was a voyeur who shamelessly invaded her privacy?
Li Yiquan, Li Yiquan!
What’s the difference between you and a scumbag now?explain?What can you explain?You said you took the initiative to find Diao Xingyuan, didn’t you want to increase your interactions with her?You said that you helped Diao Xingyuan’s uremic wife contact the kidney source, wasn’t it to show kindness and hope for Diao Xingyuan’s help?That the reason why you appeared in front of her was just a coincidence and not that you planned everything carefully?
“I’m sorry. I did… such a despicable thing.”
He Lele tried hard to suppress his tangled heart and asked uncertainly, “Despicable?”
Li Yiquan pointed to the surveillance camera in the corner that few people would pay attention to. “I have been…” He closed his eyes and his brows twitched slightly in pain, “Looking at you.”
“…” He Lele, who has played several clairvoyance software, naturally understood what Li Yiquan meant, but she never expected that he would──”L!”
“I’m sorry.”
“So, Brother Diao didn’t come today because of you?”
Her cold tone made him feel cold all over, and the words of explanation came out of her mouth, with a hint of begging, “I, his wife is really having an operation today! I admit, I met Diao Xingyuan in the hope that one day I can use him to… buffer your resistance to me, but this time it was really him who took the initiative to call me and asked me to seize the opportunity.”
Hearing that L was not selfishly manipulating other people’s lives as she had guessed, He Lele’s newly hardened heart quietly softened.How could she forget what kind of person L was at his core.
Possessing the world’s top hacking skills, if he is willing, he can easily make astonishing wealth and turn this modern society that relies on computers and networks on its head at will.It sounds exaggerated, but L in the computer world really has the awe-inspiring “Hand of God”.
However, L, who possesses such ability, has never lost himself in his own power. He has never deliberately caused waves to demonstrate his technology like some hackers do, and he has never relied on the hand of God to play with other people’s lives.
It was precisely because of this that she worshiped and admired him.
After calming down, He Lele’s eyes couldn’t help but look at L’s finger wrapped with a band-aid.”…your hand?”
“Uh…” Li Yiquan quickly curled up his left hand, “It’s okay. I haven’t touched the strings in several years, so my hand is a bit raw.”
Don’t look!Can’t watch!Don’t look!
My heart was frantically trying to dissuade her, but my little hand couldn’t stop trembling slightly as it reached for the big hand he held.
“It’s really okay.” Upon seeing this, Li Yiquan put his left hand directly into his pants pocket.
“I want to see it.”
“Lele…”
“I want to see.” Looking up and staring into his warm eyes, she insisted on taking out his palm. After hesitating for a moment, she gritted her teeth and tore off the tape wrapped around her fingertips.
The pink tender flesh exposed after the blisters were broken, and the blood stains left by sliding on the strings for countless hours.Each one was untied and each one was exposed. The man’s originally slender and white left hand was ruined by the rotten fingertips, which ruined the jade-like beauty.
She knew… she couldn’t watch it, she shouldn’t watch it!
After seeing it, how can I forget it?
“It’s really okay, this is normal──”
Normal?Can you call it normal to have your fingertips that have been used to type on keyboards all year round?Did he really think she didn’t know anything about musical instruments?
“Don’t, don’t cry! It really doesn’t hurt, look!” Seeing her start to cry again, Li Yiquan panicked. To prove that nothing was wrong, he flexibly tapped the chair surface with his four fingers, making a rhythmic sound of horse hooves.
He Lele quickly grabbed his hand, closed her pink lips tightly, and put the band-aid on him again without saying a word.
She raised her eyes and stared at the man in front of her who had been dreaming of for three years. The words that warmed her, the tutorials and mini-games tailored for her slowly flowed through her head.In the past, she had fantasized about the appearance behind the name L countless times, but now that she saw his face clearly, she seemed to be able to see how he had been typing each character in front of the computer with a smile in the past three years.
His smile, his singing, his hugs, his kisses, his gentle possession…
She…loves him…
Love…why?Why did she have to discover that she had always been in love with someone when she had accepted so many men and tried to love them too?
“L…please, don’t do anything for me anymore! I…don’t deserve it.” Wiping away his tears, He Lele stood up and walked towards the lake.
She had already made her choice, no matter what, she couldn’t regret it!
Mu Wei, Qin Zhixiu, Ruan Lin, Ji Ji, she already has enough, she is already learning how to love them, she is very good and happy now, she is even confident that after losing all love, she can live peacefully and contentedly with her current happiness!
Nothing should be changed.
L should be loved by a better woman, put on a holy white veil to become his bride, the mother of his children, and enjoy his smile and his arms!
Yes, that’s it!He Lele, don’t tarnish L’s life!
Looking at the lake, He Lele turned around and looked at Li Yiquan calmly, “L, I hope this is the last time I say these words to you. I, He Lele, am really happy now and have many people who love me. Maybe one day, they will all leave me, but I will never regret my choice now. As for you, I swear, I will never be with you in this life──”
The heart-wrenching kiss blocked the last word from her lips.A deep hug, as if he wanted to rub her into his chest.
He left her lips but covered her mouth, “What if I don’t ask you to make a choice? What if I…join them?”
Writer’s words:
Almost 300 chapters…
I don’t know why, but I feel like I miss the girls~~
☆, (9 fresh coins) Chapter 298 A bowl of jelly
“You can still be with them, you don’t have to leave anyone, you still have all the happiness you have now, but besides that, accept one more love, a love that will never leave you, and will never leave you alone again.”
The magnetic voice full of sadness and love, like the whisper of an angel, soothed her panicked soul, but made her heart tremble even more with fear!
No!
“Happy, accept me, I need you.” Li Yiquan begged softly and affectionately while stroking her hair.
“No, no!” He Lele desperately broke away from his arms, and her body slammed into the lakeside guardrail behind her due to inertia, causing her face to wrinkle in pain.
“Happy!”
“Don’t come here!” He Lele grabbed the cold metal guardrail and looked around at the ground helplessly.LHe, he said, he said he wanted─ No, she heard wrong!No!No!”I-I’m leaving first.”
“Lele!” A trace of anger mixed with sadness and helplessness broke out in a moment and turned into deep love. “How long are you going to run away from me?”
“I──”
“Even if I can’t match them all, can’t I compare to even one of them?”
“No, no! L…” Please, don’t say such words in such a sad tone!
“Then why…you want to leave me alone?”
“L!” Severe heartache swept through her body, so painful that she could barely stand.Leave him alone?No, no!She didn’t want to abandon him, she wanted him to gain complete and pure happiness!”Because…”
Because she loves him!She didn’t want him to embrace a soul that had been rotten to the core!Don’t let him waste his life on a woman who is destined to be disgusted by him in the end!Don’t want his bright life to leave dirty traces because of her!
She doesn’t want it!
Heartbroken and unable to express complete words.L, how should she make you understand…
Seeing his beloved woman crying silently in pain in front of him, Li Yiquan’s heart and soul trembled, but he could not take a step forward.
She still doesn’t want him.
For the first time, he felt so small.He is just a tiny drop in the world, but he once ignored the love that should not be underestimated.
Love, to him, was such an empty word, just a printed word.Having seen countless fathers, sons, mothers, daughters, couples, and close relatives and friends whose eyes turned red in the face of interests, he really just felt that the word “love” was a joke that humans made on themselves.
Therefore, for three years, even though he was curious about her, even though his heart was moved by her singing and her words, and even though he had let her live in his heart for a long time, he never felt that it was “love” and never thought about touching her.
Until she appeared in the crowd like that.
She raised her little face slightly and looked in his direction, quietly like a painting of flowers exuding fragrance.
Her singing, her smile, her tears, her red lips biting lightly, her pure eyes when she was happy, her stubbornness when she was sad, her resolute and fearless attitude when protecting others…
Only when he saw her alive did he realize what kind of three years he had missed.
The feelings that had been deposited for three years had fermented into a huge thing before he discovered it, giving him no chance to suppress or remove it, so he could only accept it with a bitter smile and sweetness.
Accepting the true joy and satisfaction in my heart, the thought of hearing her voice made me feel as happy as the whole world.
And then…the end comes.
From anxious confusion to madness after knowing everything, it took all his self-control not to attack everything he could!
He pushed her into hell with his own hands.
…Should he die as an apology?
But he wanted to guard her, make up for her, and watch her day and night.However, she…has been shamelessly trapped in the abyss by those scum.
What’s even more sad is that on the battlefield for her, he is no match for those scum, and he doesn’t even have a chance to surrender.
It seemed that his only comfort, only reliance, and only confidence was “patience.”
“I’m sorry. I told you I won’t embarrass you. Ha…” Taking out his handkerchief, Li Yiquan paused briefly and then stepped forward to wipe her tears. “It doesn’t matter if you don’t want to accept it now. I’ll wait.”
Li Yiquan’s tenderness made He Lele’s tears flow even more, but his word “wait” shocked her like thunder.
No!Can’t!
She can’t ruin his life!She was already hopelessly rotten, and she could no longer let him be contaminated with her filth!
She, she should, should…disappear!right!disappear!
Go far!If he can’t see or hear, he will forget about her!People like her shouldn’t exist in his memory at all!
Pushed Li Yiquan away again.
“Don’t follow me.” He Lele said mechanically, lowering his head.
He turned around and walked out of the park, got into a taxi, and unconsciously spit out a place name. Two hours later, He Lele took out all the cash in his wallet before barely paying the fare.
Looking at the taxi gradually going away, He Lele chuckled softly.
He Lele, are you a pig?Lost in a taxi?
× Yuan?She looked up at the road sign. Why did she let the master drive here?After thinking about it carefully, my only impression of this place seems to be that Ling Yu once said that the mountain and water jelly here is good.I counted the coins in my pocket, it should be enough for a bowl, then…
The few snack shops at the foot of the mountain usually deal with tourists, but it was winter and it was a working day, and only one of the few shops still sold jelly and sweet potatoes.
“Madam boss, I’m sorry to ask, but is there a cash machine nearby?” He Lele asked while eating jelly.
“Let’s go to town then!”
“Uh, can you tell me how to get there──”
“A bowl of jelly.” A low voice like a dragon’s roar suddenly sounded beside He Lele.
Writer’s words:
L’s mentality~~~~ Some professions are like this~~ If you are exposed to the dark side too much~~ you will be full of disappointment in human beings~~
Comrade L~~In fact, the most tragic thing about him is~~meeting such a determined NP mother-in-law like me~~
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