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    Xue Jingshu usually has limited time to play games, so he only plays a few games in his spare time to enjoy himself.

    Later, Lin Keqin took her to play ranked with several other players, and when introducing Xue Jingshu, he said that the other party was his distant cousin.

    Everyone knows how rich this relationship is, and it has been ridiculed, making Lin Keqin feel like he is facing a formidable enemy.

    In fact, Xue Jingshu at that time just wanted to explore the normal relationship between the players.

    Through Lin Keqin, she became friends with the players in the team.

    Now, Li Min is online.

    She thought for a while, switched back to the desktop, opened WeChat, went to the large group of DAT players and staff, and sent a message.

    Xue Jingshu: “Is anyone live broadcasting now?”

    Fang Hao, the top player, was the first to reply.

    Fang Hao (Xiao Hao): “How could someone be broadcasting live! Who is still working after the holiday? Sister Xue?”

    Lin Keqin (moderate): “That’s right. If I have to make up the time, I won’t make it up on the first day of the holiday.”

    Before waiting for the other three people to reply, Xue Xue directly addressed everyone.

    Huang Youhua (Fenghua): “I owe a lot of time. I should start broadcasting in the evening while I adjust the equipment at home.”

    Yu Changyi (Xiang Jiu): “I’m ready to broadcast. I’m in the training room now.”

    Lin Keqin (moderate): “Wow, Xiaojiu, you haven’t gone home yet? You are so desperate.”

    Yu Changyi (Xiang Jiu): “There is no way I can’t buy a ticket. I have to catch a flight early tomorrow morning.”

    Huang Youhua (Fenghua): “Poor child.”

    Huang Youhua (Fenghua): “Paipai.jpg”

    Xue Jingshu: “Are you the only one in the training room?”

    Yu Changyi (Xiang Jiu): “Yeah.”

    After getting the answer he wanted, Xue Xue switched back the page with satisfaction.

    Clicking on Li Min’s game avatar, she sent him a message.

    Li Min is very defensive.

    This can be gleaned from Xue Jingshu’s memory.

    Even after having an underground relationship for a period of time, Li Min did not reveal any information about himself and the Li family.

    Although they would send messages at their leisure just like ordinary couples, take advantage of their vacations to go out for a walk or go to a restaurant for a meal, and take advantage of the rare nights without work schedules to spend an indulgent night in bed, in fact, to a certain extent, they were just a little more familiar than strangers.

    Because we don’t understand each other well enough.

    Or, they are only willing to show each other the superficial side.

    Xue Jingshu has a lot of worries. Li Min’s and his own careers, as well as the age gap between the two and their almost non-overlapping social life circles, are all problems.

    But Xue Jingshu would tell himself when his thoughts were diverging, not to think so much, to live in the present and to enjoy himself in the moment.

    They spent a year in peace like this.

    Then, the accumulated problems slowly surfaced, accompanied by troubles that made people unable to deal with them one after another.

    One incident after another shook Xue Jingshu’s already not very firm mind.

    And she did feel pressure in the relationship.

    It is Li Min who is unpredictable but increasingly relies on himself.

    She vaguely discovered that Li Min’s mental state was not quite right, and that he had hidden secrets.

    But whenever she deliberately tested him, the young man’s keen intuition would put up layers of protective nets and isolate Xue Jingshu in various ways.

    Xue Jingshu was actually relieved about this.

    Instinct told her that knowing too much was not a good thing.

    In fact, the relationship between the two was destined to end the moment Xue Jingshu realized that she was not just a lover for Li Min, and she had no intention of changing the status quo for this.

    “She’s right.”

    After connecting the charging cable, Xue Xue murmured.

    “It is human nature to stay away from danger.”

    The system popped up at this moment.

    “What do you mean?”

    “Literally.”

    “Huh?”

    A bunch of garbled words ran in his mind, and Xue Xue smiled.

    “Didn’t you say that Li Min is the villain of this world? In this case, what’s wrong with Xue Jingshu leaving him?”

    “…”

    It makes sense, but the system won’t admit it.

    “Xue Jingshu’s appearance as a client probably means that she finally fell in love with Li Min, but she just didn’t know it.”

    Xue Xue pondered for a moment.

    The system thought it was right and was proudly preparing to take credit. Unexpectedly, Xue Xue suddenly denied it: “That’s not right.”

    “Ah?” The system did not respond.”What’s wrong?”

    “She didn’t fall in love with Li Min, or in other words, she didn’t really fall in love with Li Min.”

    The system was stunned.

    “How is that possible! If it wasn’t because she fell in love with Li Min, why would she feel so painful because of Li Min’s departure? The pain was so painful that she came to find us…”

    “In human emotions, love is only one of them, and the ingredients that make up love are very complicated.”

    Xue Xue sat cross-legged on the carpet, leaned back against the wall, and looked up at the ceiling.

    It was empty, with only three dim light bulbs glowing.

    “They both almost fell in love with each other, but didn’t really fall in love with each other.”

    “One has too many burdens and too many constraints. The other seems free and easy, but is actually soft-hearted and kind. In the end, he is trapped in obsession and cannot get out.”

    “Rather than love, I think it’s more regret.”

    “Some people do bad things throughout their lives and don’t feel they need to be punished. Some people just indirectly caused a bad result and will never forget it for the rest of their lives.”

    “Xue Jingshu is the latter.”

    “She feels more regret than love for Li Min.”

    “Actually, this is not her responsibility, but…” Xue Xue shook her head.”There are many different types of people in the world. There are always people like this. They feel silly, but they can give people hope.”

    “Li Min is a very smart person. That’s probably why he chose Xue Jingshu.”

    The system was speechless.

    Xue Xue’s analysis is so well-founded that people can’t even find a point to refute.

    The most important thing is that the system knows that this is the correct answer, or…the truth.

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