697 “After Fast Traveling and Sleeping with the Villain” World 14, Her Teacher (02)

Although Yu Fengnian and Xue Ling always told Xue Siyuan that there was no need to put too much pressure on her, as long as she was safe and healthy, Xue Siyuan was very strong at heart. She hoped to respond to her parents’ expectations and not just be a child who grew up happily.

Because of this strong nature, she has achieved good academic results, developed a set of skills in managing interpersonal relationships, and is very good at balancing.

If you only look at the surface, Xue Siyuan is undoubtedly the so-called winning group in life. Coupled with her outstanding appearance and decent conversation, she always gets high votes every time the class chooses cadres. Whether in the eyes of teachers or peers, Xue Siyuan is an infallible existence.

But no one knew that she was gradually feeling powerless and tired.

Children have an intuitive perception of their surroundings. As they grow older and through the process of socialization, everyone will learn to make objective judgments. When you find that some things are not rewarded through hard work, you will inevitably have self-doubt.

Not to mention adolescent students, even adults will inevitably feel confused and frustrated by this issue.

Most people either ignore it or escape, but there are still a few people who are deeply trapped in thinking traps. They know that they should break free, but they can’t help but dive in headfirst.

Xue Siyuan is in such a situation.

The problem broke out in the second semester of high school.

With exactly the same results, she fell directly out of the top 100.

It’s not bad, but when it comes to Xue Siyuan, people can’t help but worry.

“Have you encountered any difficulties recently?” Gao Xinhua, the head teacher, is a middle-aged woman who seems strict but actually cares about the students.”If you encounter any difficulties, you can discuss it with the teacher. Maybe you can find a solution?”

Xue Siyuan immediately shook his head.

“I’m fine, teacher,” she said, “I just wasn’t prepared enough.”

This is a very standard answer.

If it were anyone else, Gao Xinhua might have used other methods to make insinuations, but for Xue Siyuan, she always felt that the child’s mind was clear and she didn’t need to waste words.

“Okay.” Without further words, Gao Xinhua encouraged: “Exact results don’t mean anything. It can even help you know where your problems lie. It’s also a good thing to think from a different perspective.”

She stood up and patted Xue Siyuan on the shoulder.

“Come on!”

Xue Siyuan’s second-model results were even worse.

This time he fell directly outside the 200th place.

She herself didn’t know what went wrong, and her hands were shaking the moment she got the score sheet.

“Are you okay, Xiao Yuan?”

“Yeah.” Xue Siyuan smiled at his friend.”Very good, nothing.”

“Hmm.”

“What’s wrong?” Seeing that the other party was hesitant to speak, Xue Siyuan, although he was in a bad mood and confused, still managed to cheer up and asked: “You seem to have something to say?”

“Hey, it’s nothing, it’s just…do your parents care about grades?”

Hearing this, Xue Siyuan was startled.

“Why…” She blinked unconsciously.”Do you think so?”

“It’s just…it feels like you’re under a lot of pressure. Haven’t you noticed it yourself? From the time I first met you to now, the angle of the corners of your mouth when you smile has changed from this to this.”

It was obvious that the other party was deliberately trying to make him laugh, but Xue Siyuan no longer had the energy to respond.

She found an excuse and left quickly.

If he stayed any longer, Xue Siyuan suspected that the air in that place would be sucked out by him.

There is a balloon buried in the body, which is being filled with a large amount of gas and may explode at any time.

In the end, Xue Siyuan simply ran away.

It turns out that no one can see it.

Maybe even many people can see it.

If even teachers and classmates can notice something is wrong, then there is no reason why Yu Fengnian and Xue Ling can’t notice it.

No wonder they have been very cautious about their attitude recently. There were even a few times when Xue Siyuan was tired from studying and came out to rest, and saw his parents sitting in the living room talking quietly with sad faces. But when he saw her, he immediately put on a smile, so fast that people would think he was dazzled.

Xue Siyuan’s mood has been depressed for a long time, and he is unable to distinguish some changes in the outside world.

However, when someone took a closer look, everything became extremely clear, as if a perspective had been opened.

“Phew!”

She made one final sprint.

When the brain is deprived of oxygen and the whole person falls into a state of suffocation, he reluctantly stops.

Bending down and supporting his knees with both hands, Xue Siyuan gasped for air.

It wasn’t until she felt wetness on the back of her hand that she realized she was crying.

Tears fell uncontrollably like broken pearls.

One after another, it turned into traces all over the face.

Xue Siyuan squatted down as if he was out of strength. He didn’t care where he was, or that he might be seen by others, and he didn’t care whether the lunch break bell rang or not. He just wanted to cry loudly regardless.

No need for any reason, just cry as much as you want.

The passage of time suddenly loses its meaning.

Xue Siyuan couldn’t tell how much time had passed. She didn’t wear a watch and left her mobile phone in the classroom. She originally just wanted to go out to get a drink of water before lunch break, but she didn’t expect that it would turn out to be such a twist.

She never felt that she was a fragile person, but at this moment she realized that all the strength was just a disguise.

When you have deceived others, you have also deceived yourself.

But…

“Are you feeling better?”

The male voice suddenly appeared in her fragmented world, breaking the huge barrier in Xue Siyuan’s heart created by the crazy growing vines and thorn forest.

She looked up sharply.

At that moment, even though he couldn’t see clearly what the man with the light on his back looked like, Xue Siyuan knew that he would never be able to forget… this moment, this person.