692 “After Fast Traveling and Sleeping with the Villain” World Thirteen, He also has a twin brother (50)

The atmosphere instantly became extremely solemn.

The invisible air seemed to have a substantial weight, pressing heavily on the two of them.

The silence spread, unbridled.

Xue Xue lowered his head and took a sip of soup.

Although she started the topic, she was waiting for Wei Chinian to give an explanation first.

There has to be an explanation.

Xue Xue thought, whether it was for her or Xue Xia.

“That’s what I took.”

When the stainless steel spoon hits the inner surface of the porcelain bowl, it makes a crisp sound unique to metal collision.

Xue Xue raised his eyes.

Wei Chinnian didn’t look at her, just stared at his clasped hands.

“At that time, I had no other choice.”

“They took away my mother’s ashes and left me with just one night.”

“I…” He paused.”I originally wanted to just leave like this.”

It’s almost the same as Xue Xue guessed.

According to Wei Chinian’s temperament, he should leave quietly, as if he had no regrets, just like when he first became neighbors with Xue Xia, he would arm himself layer by layer with a hard shell.

In this case, Xue Xia may still be in pain, but this pain can be downplayed.

Many people have a first love that ends in vain. Xue Xia is not the first person to experience such regret, and naturally she will not be the last one.

If I hadn’t had an unforgettable first night, if I hadn’t felt a tear slipping from the corner of the boy’s eye, if I hadn’t received that note with the words “Wait for me” hastily left on it…

Xue Xia may still remember Wei Jinnian, but in the end he can only stay in the past. The bright young man will gradually fade into memories, instead of letting Xue Xia take him with him, inseparable, from the present to the future, and he will not let go until he takes his last breath.

This is the best decision for both of them.

However, after all, life is not a chess game that can be calculated rationally and carefully.

That day, Xue Xia sneaked out in the middle of the night because he was worried about Wei Chinian. Wei Chinian was immersed in the pain of losing his mother and was threatened by Yuchi’s family that day. It was a time when he was uneasy. When Xue Xia appeared at this time, it was like a ray of light suddenly coming through the darkness.

He instinctively draws in the warmth that rushes toward him.

Young and impulsive, full of energy, it got out of control right from the start.

Xue Xue believed that when Wei Chinian left that note, he did not want Xue Xia to spend his whole life waiting for himself whose return date was unknown, but he just wanted to have a thought for her and himself.

To spend the long nights ahead.

But…

He still delayed Xue Xia.

It was not the intention, but it became a fact.

“I’m sorry.”

These three words caused the wall in Xue Xia’s heart that had been built high in the shadows to collapse, hiding all of Xue Xia’s emotions and secrets.

Xue Xue looked at Wei Chinian blankly.

It wasn’t until her vision was blurred by water mist, she raised her hand to touch her hot eyes and felt the wetness on her fingertips that she noticed that she was crying.

Unable to look directly at this scene, Wei Chinian closed his eyes in pain and lowered his head at the same time.

“I really didn’t expect…”

“I… I originally thought… I’m sorry, Xue Xia.” Wei Chinian’s voice was like ridges rising and falling, and like a volcano ready to move, ready to break through the shackles of the scalding mud flow at any time.”I was too naive at that time. I was more useless and cowardly than I originally thought. I…”

“Stop talking.”

Xue Xue interrupted his self-pity.

“Wei Chinian, raise your head and look at me.”

This is not an easy task for Wei Chinian.

He could bear the humiliation and hunker down as Yuchi Yue’s substitute for several years in Yuchi’s family. He could also survive the torture of his rivals and enemies and find a glimmer of hope in the abyss. However, he always felt guilty in front of Xue Xia.

This is actually where Wei Chinian’s heart lies.

Xue Xia had it, and so did he.

They were shouldering different pressures, but they were still stuck in the same place.

In the summer of Wanghai Town, they could never go back to the age of seventeen, as if they could overcome all difficulties as long as they loved each other.

“You are indeed sorry for Xue Xia.”

One sentence breaks the man’s silence.

He suddenly looked up and trembled when he saw Xue Xue with tears streaming down his face.

He opened his mouth to speak, but he didn’t know what to say.

Although her face was full of tears, Xue Xue’s attitude was unexpectedly calm, just like her eyes, like the calm but vast sea.

No one can guess what lies beneath the blue surface.

Once again, Wei Chinian felt the strong sense of separation.

About the woman in front of me and the girl in my memory, about the past that I must atone for, and the present and future that I long for redemption.

“I only want to ask you one thing, Wei Chinian.” Xue Xue’s voice was soft, but it carried unspeakable power. Wei Chinian could not escape and could only wait for the trial in her gaze.”If I did not come to Jingnan but stayed in Wanghai Town waiting for you, but you could still get rid of the control of the Yuchi family, gain freedom and have the right to choose, would you go back?”

Wei Chinian’s mouth opened slightly.

“What I want is the real answer.” Xue Xue said to him: “Can you understand what I mean?”

Of course Wei Chinian can understand.

So he closed his mouth, closed his eyes, no longer looked at Xue Xue’s face, and no longer thought about the present, but completely threw himself into a new hypothesis.

If Xue Xue did not come to Jingnan to find him, but he was still lucky enough to survive the struggle with the Yuchi family, would he look back?