431 “After Fast Traveling and Sleeping with the Villain” World Ten, Disqualified Idols (49)

No one knew that after He Youxiu fell, Yi Lang’s first thought was relief.

Till death.

He knows that he can be free only if the other person leaves this world forever.

Therefore, in the face of Feng Xiaole’s doubts, although Yi Lang tried to explain clearly the cause and effect, after finding that the other party could not listen, he did not use other methods to prove his innocence, but remained silent.

Because he never regretted having such thoughts.

“You did nothing wrong, Yi Lang.” Xue Xue held his hand.”The person who is at fault is He Youxiu, not you.”

Yi Lang was a little startled.

He actually knew that he was not wrong.

He Youxiu was so entangled that she wouldn’t let him go even after he left. It was like a gangrene attached to the bones, eating away at his spirit bit by bit, trying to turn a living person with flesh and blood and thoughts of his own into a puppet that could only survive by relying on him. Yi Lang no longer just hated and disgusted him, but hated him from the bottom of his heart, and hated that this person would disappear from now on.

It’s just that he can’t learn He Youxiu’s crazy energy.

In the constant tug between reason and instinct, Yi Lang once doubted the meaning of his existence.

But he didn’t give up, because he knew that He Youxiu was waiting for him to give up.

Even if he ran through thorns until his head was bleeding, Yi Lang didn’t want to be He Youxiu’s prisoner.

He knew he was right.

But in the eyes of Huang Yuxian, He Youfei, Feng Xiaole and even his biological father Yi Shengxiong, Yi Lang seemed to be born with the wrong mark and deserved to be a trash can for them to vent their emotions.

Yi Lang, who grew up in such an environment, just became a little cold and distant towards others, which Xue Xue found difficult.

If she were in Yi Lang’s position, nothing seemed right.

Why?

He is just a teenager, why should he bear the consequences of other people’s selfish love?

No, that’s not love.

It is possessiveness, desire for destruction, and a projection of the darkest side of the human heart.

“You did nothing wrong, Yi Lang.” Seeing Yi Lang’s dazed expression, Xue Xue held his hand harder, but at the same time, her movements were cautious, as if she was protecting a hard-won, fragile treasure.”It’s those people who are wrong, not you.”

Xue Xue took the trouble to repeat these words.

again and again.

The haze in the man’s eyes gradually dissipated.

Not his fault.

Yi Lang understood, but no one had ever said this to him.

So occasionally, he would think about whether he was really at fault, for example, he should not have become the son of Yi Shengxiong and Kuang Lanjie.

But now, Xue Xue stared into his eyes with a firm tone and a serious look, and then said to him patiently: “No one can decide what kind of environment they are born in, but we can decide what kind of person we want to be.”

“Do you still remember what you said?” Xue Xue’s eyelids drooped, and his eyes curved into a soft, rainbow-like arc.”I can’t control what others think of me, but I can decide how I want to live.”

Pressing the reverse button, Yi Lang’s memory returned to ten years ago.

Of course he remembers.

After saying those words, he just felt so happy in his heart. Although the emptiness that followed was overwhelming, the intense schedule that followed gave him no time to feel sad about spring and autumn.

That was after He Youxiu’s incident.

Under tremendous pressure, Yi Lang almost thought he couldn’t pass that test.

Until Kuang Lanjie appeared.

Yi Lang still doesn’t know what was discussed between Kuang Lanjie and Yi Shengxiong. He only knows that Yi Shengxiong, who originally followed Huang Yuxian’s suggestion to suppress him, finally stopped. As soon as the matter sprouted, it was stepped back into the ground.

It was useless to let Huang Yuxian cry.

Kuang Lanjie wanted to use this incident to repair the relationship between mother and son that had been lost for many years. It was not that Yi Lang didn’t understand, but his heart was not touched at all.

I have been confused, disappointed, and complained. A long time ago, when Kuang Lanjie was the eldest daughter of the Kuang family, and she was able to juggle career and men with ease, and all the stars were in the sky, Yi Lang’s remaining admiration for the mother he had never met disappeared in the long river of time.

Kuang Lanjie probably realized this too.

She did not force Yi Lang and followed Yi Lang’s wishes to keep her distance from him in front of others. Therefore, very few people knew that Yi Lang and Kuang Lanjie were mother and son. Even Chen Wenhua was kept in the dark at first.

Never be curious about things you shouldn’t be curious about. This is his principle of protecting yourself.

Kuang Lanjie protects and indulges Yi Lang, throwing a lot of resources at Yi Lang without overly interfering in his personal affairs. As an agent, she is naturally happy to see the results.

So the relationship continued without any embarrassment.

“Yi Lang, look at me.”

Xue Xue turned the man’s face and forced him to look at her.

Xue Xue suddenly smiled.

Some are careless and some are arbitrary. It is not very bright and dazzling, but it is like a beam of light shining in Yi Lang’s eyes.

Then, take him out of the box.

“You said, you will live better than those people.” Xue Xue moved closer, as if she would kiss his face at any time.”You did it, Yi Lang.”

She said, her breath was moist and hot, warming her skin and burning her pores.

“You redeemed Xue Zhiyou.”

“I’m proud of you.”