282 “After Fast Traveling and Sleeping with the Villain” World 8, Him at the Same Desk (39)

Su Xiangnan and Xue Xue did not go to the same university in the end, but they were in the same city. The two universities were only one block apart, less than fifteen minutes apart.

Xue Jiahui and Huang Mei were very satisfied with the result. When they heard the news that Su Xiangnan was admitted to the Medical University, they felt that their daughter’s previous results were able to be admitted to one of the top five universities in the country, all thanks to the help of Su Xiangnan, her deskmate.

Therefore, Huang Mei, who was already distressed about what happened to Su Xiangnan, asked her daughter to bring him to play at home more often.

As long as Su Xiangnan is determined, it is almost easy for Su Xiangnan to win over her elders.

That period of time was the happiest day in Su Xiangnan’s life so far.

The Xue family was not rich, and Xue Jiahui and Huang Mei usually had to go to work, but it was a real home. From the moment they stepped into the door of the Xue family, smelled the aroma of the food, heard Xue Jiahui’s booming greeting, and saw Huang Mei’s warm and kind smile, Su Xiangnan’s nose was so sore that he almost wanted to cry.

He hasn’t cried in a long time.

After Su Lin led him to “escape” in embarrassment from the house he once thought was home, Su Xiangnan seemed to have forgotten the feeling of crying.

Even when he learned that Su Lin’s condition had worsened and his life was almost overwhelmed by a large amount of medical bills, Su Xiangnan had many dark thoughts and bad emotions in his mind, but he did not cry.

For Su Xiangnan, it was a luxurious emotion that was very far away from him.

Many times, people shed tears because tears are as heavy as pearls, because someone will feel sorry for them and feel reluctant to let go. Su Xiangnan does not have this right. As the only pillar of the family, he cannot let Su Lin worry or show vulnerability. He must tighten his nerves at all times and play the role he should play.

Over time, I got used to it.

“Why are you standing at the door stupidly?”

After hearing Xue Jiahui’s loud voice, Xue Xue immediately went downstairs.

When she saw Su Xiangnan, she stepped forward with a smile and naturally took the boy’s hand.

Unexpectedly cold.

Xue Xue glanced at the sun hanging high among the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, stopped, turned his head and asked him in a low voice: “What happened? I think you are not in a good condition.”

She asked, and Su Xiangnan shook his head as if he suddenly came to his senses.

“No, I just…” He paused, as if he was thinking about the words, and seemed to frown in distress because he could not find the precise words to describe it. Finally, he smiled bitterly and said, “I don’t know, it seems that suddenly… I feel like I have finally returned home after a long time.”

Xue Xue was stunned.

After a brief silence, she seemed to understand what Su Xiangnan meant.

The emotion that surged into his heart in an instant, he didn’t know whether it was heartache, sadness, or both. The stimulation made Xue Xue’s heart throbbing in pain.

“It’s okay.” After a long moment of silence, Xue Xue grabbed his hand and squeezed it hard.”From now on, I will be your family, my family, and your family.”

She worked part-time during the day, and after that she went to the hospital to visit Su Lin, and then went to Xue Xue’s house to have dinner with them. For Su Xiangnan, this was almost like a fairy life.

He secretly hoped that this period of time would last from now to a long, long time in the future.

However, the peaceful life will eventually be broken.

Su Lin’s physical condition was that of an unexploded bomb, and when Su Xiangnan relaxed, the explosion suddenly caught him off guard.

It was a quiet night, but the emergency building of the hospital was still brightly lit in the middle of the night. When Xue Xue arrived, he saw Su Xiangnan sitting on the bench outside the operating room, looking miserable.

“Su Xiangnan.”

Hearing Xue Xue’s voice, Su Xiangnan, who had buried his face in his hands, slowly stood up.

He raised his head, obviously looking in the direction Xue Xue came from, but his eyes blinked in confusion.

Xue Xue’s heart clicked.

As she got closer, she realized that the boy’s sight was unfocused and unfocused, and his dark eyes were like thick ink spilled on the white cloth. The heavy colors were layered on top of each other, densely blocking all the gaps where light could pass through.

“Are you… okay?”

How could it be okay?After Xue Xue asked this question, he immediately wanted to slap himself.

Unexpectedly, Su Xiangnan answered obediently.

“It’s okay.”

Xue Xue looked at him.

The boy’s thick eyelashes are like two small fans, sticking flatly to the edge of the eyelids, making a pair of black pupils extremely deep. When his face is expressionless, there is a calmness in the coldness, like a cold plum growing on the top of a snow-capped mountain. Even if it blooms brightly and beautifully, it still gives people an unattainable sense of alienation.

But Xue Xue knew that it was just his protective color.

Sitting down next to Su Xiangnan, Xue Xue turned her head and looked at him calmly.

The boy’s long legs had nowhere to rest, forming an open posture, but his whole body shrank in the middle, and his broad shoulders slumped as if they could no longer bear any weight.

Xue Xue suddenly held his face and asked him to face him.

Su Xiangnan probably knew how bad he looked, so he struggled for a moment.

“Don’t be afraid.”

Two gentle words, with magical power, are irresistible.

“Let me see you.”

The gentle gaze was like substance. From the black hair that had been messed up by the wind to the forehead with a little sweat clinging to it, Su Xiangnan’s eyes were bloodshot and his lips were dry. Xue Xue also noticed that he was shaking.

The amplitude is very small, like a tremor caused by electricity.

Xue Xue slowly let go of his hands.

Before Su Xiangnan had time to feel sad for the disappearance of the warmth, the next second he felt the girl’s arm pass through the back of his neck, and then a force came. He fell onto Xue Xue’s shoulder without any resistance.

At that moment, Su Xiangnan heard the sound of the mask on his face breaking.

“It’s okay.” He gently patted Su Xiangnan’s arm with his right hand, and Xue Xue coaxed him in a gentle tone: “Cry if you want to.”

Cry if you want.

I’ll give you my shoulder to lean on.