267 “After Fast Traveling and Sleeping with the Villain” World 8, Him at the Same Desk (27) Part 2
bySometimes, Lin Zhi felt that Su Xiangnan had stolen Lin Xiangbei’s life.
But more often, he couldn’t help but look for the shadow of Lin Xiangbei in Su Xiangnan, who was similar to himself.
He despised his own thoughts, but he couldn’t control them. The result of the turmoil and entanglement between the two thoughts was that Lin Zhi had not taken action yet.
Before he transferred to the Affiliated High School, he had already drawn up many plans, each of which could bring a blow to Su Xiangnan, who was still a high school student. However, what Lin Zhi did not expect was that the plan could not keep up with the changes, and Su Xiangnan collapsed first before he could take action.
Because Su Lin collapsed.
Lin Zhi felt that this was probably the so-called reincarnation of heaven, and no one was spared by heaven.
Su Lin deserves it, Su Xiangnan deserves it, he told himself.
“That mother and son are just paying the price for the mistakes they made.”
He once told Xue Xue so.
The short story, narrated by the girl’s pleasant voice, also has a different flavor.
But as the person involved, Su Xiangnan had no intention of appreciating it.
He was shaking.
What Xue Xue said was indeed correct, but there was one thing that was different from Su Xiangnan’s memory.
Du Lili didn’t discover her husband’s affair by accident. The whole thing came to light because she received a call from Su Lin.
Su Xiangnan closed his eyes, and what appeared in his mind was a picture that he had deliberately forgotten for a long time, but as soon as he thought of it, he could vividly remember it.
At that time, Su Lin would still call him by his nickname.
“Nan Nan, do you want to live with dad?”
The little Su Xiangnan is a glutinous rice dumpling with white and tender flesh. He is holding the robot model in his hand. Hearing what his mother said, he raised his head excitedly.
“Is that okay?”
“Of course.” At that time, Su Lin was still young and beautiful. She still yearned for true love and had ambitions for a good life.”So Nan Nan wants to live with dad?”
Xiao Su nodded to Nan, but quickly shook his head, looking at Su Lin with dark eyes.
“Then if you live with your father, can you live with your mother?” Children are ignorant, but they often have extraordinary intuition. In Xiao Su Xiangnan’s head, living with his father and living with his mother seem to be two different things, and they cannot be equated.”If you can’t live with your mother, then don’t do it.”
Xiao Su Xiangnan said, lowering his head and continuing to play with his toys.
“As long as dad comes to see me and mom often, it will be fine.”
After hearing what he said, Su Lin was silent for a long time.
“It’s okay.” She knelt down in front of Xiao Su Xiangnan and rubbed her son’s hair.”Although Nannan may not be able to live with her mother, she can see her often.”
When Xiao Su Xiangnan heard what her mother said, her eyes lit up.
When Su Lin coaxed him for the second time and asked him if he wanted to live with his father, Xiao Su nodded to Nan.
Then, Su Lin made a call.
At that time, little Su Xiangnan didn’t know who was on the other end of the phone, so when Su Lin asked him to come over and introduce himself, he obediently agreed.
“I am Su Xiangnan, my mother is Su Lin, and my father is Lin Youfeng.”
The moment the childish voice finished speaking, a scream mixed with tears suddenly came from the microphone.
Xiao Su Xiangnan was startled, but Su Lin had already taken the phone back.
He had nightmares about it for a while.
There was nothing in the dream, only the cry of a woman echoed.
Su Xiangnan felt as if he had lost all strength at this time, and his knees seemed to be unable to bear the weight of his body anymore. He squatted down slowly and painfully, and his whole body seemed confused.
Who is really innocent?
The images in his memory were tearing at his sanity. Beads of sweat broke out from his forehead. Su Xiangnan roared like a beast, exaggerating the sad atmosphere in the quiet night.
Until someone hugged him.
A warm embrace surrounded him like a stream of heat.
Xue Xue noticed that Su Xiangnan’s lips were opening and closing, so he put his ears to it and listened carefully.
“That phone call…if…if I hadn’t said…”
Xue Xue was stunned.
She thought of something quickly.
“If you don’t know… you won’t die…”
Su Xiangnan suddenly grabbed Xue Xue’s back and used all her strength.
“Don’t live with dad…don’t call…no…don’t…”
The broken words made Xue Xue suddenly realize.
When listening to Su Lin talk about the past, Xue Xue felt that some points were not connected, and the characters’ reactions seemed unreal.
Now she knew that Su Lin deliberately concealed something, no matter what the reason was, and the part she concealed was the key to Lin Xiangbei’s death. At the same time, it was also the long-standing nightmare in Su Xiangnan’s heart.
All comfort is pale.
People have the ability to empathize, but not everything can be experienced the same way, especially experiences related to the existence and demise of life.
Su Lin’s escape left Su Xiangnan to bear everything alone.
Dark memories and bad emotions grew up with him like gangrene in his bones. Even if they were suppressed, they never disappeared, just waiting for the best time to devour him in one bite.
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