264 “After Fast Traveling and Sleeping with the Villain” World 8, Him at the Same Desk (26) Part 1

Xue Xue was startled and quickly realized what Su Lin meant.

“You’re too polite, Auntie.” After a pause, Xue Xue said, “I didn’t help him with anything. The main thing is that he can figure it out on his own. If he can’t figure it out on his own, I can’t do anything even if I want to help.”

Hearing what Xue Xue said, Su Lin’s smile deepened.

“No, you are too polite.” Su Lin said, looking away from Xue Xue’s face.”I know very well about my own son. Xiang Nan… is a person who looks calm and relaxed on the surface, but is actually very stubborn in his heart.”

“So once he decides to do something, he will do it with all his strength. Likewise, if he decides to give up something… basically no one can change his mind.”

Su Lin said and sighed softly.

“As a mother, I feel sorry for him.”

“When I was young, I was blinded by feelings and thought I had found true love. Little did I know that in that person’s eyes, true love is just a spice in a wealthy life and can be discarded at any time.”

“I actually had a premonition of what would happen to me, but… I wasn’t willing to accept it.” Staring at the ethereal point in the sky, Su Lin had a confused look on his face.”Human beings are probably such magical creatures. Reason and sensibility can exist at the same time, but they are at odds with each other.”

“A man’s promise is sometimes worth less than a lie.”

“It’s a pity that it took me too long to accept this.” Su Lin said with a wry smile.”Some mistakes are irreparable. Things happened. No matter how much I regret, I can’t change them.”

Her words were a little jumpy, but Xue Xue did not interrupt and just listened quietly to what the other party said.

“When I had a child… Actually, at first, I wanted to abort him.” As she said that, the woman suddenly covered her face.”I knew it would be a cruel and right decision. If I had killed him, everything would have been different.”

“But I can’t bear it.”

“Reluctant to let go of a child who is connected to him by blood, unwilling to let go of the small chance to awaken a man’s true heart. That woman is right, I am just a cowardly and selfish… third party.”

Xue Xue felt that Su Lin was crying.

Even if there are no tears shed.

But she had no words of comfort to say.

Everyone must be responsible for their own choices and decisions, even if she is Su Lin and Su Xiangnan’s mother.

The ward fell into a silent atmosphere for a while, with only the woman’s rapid and suppressed breathing sounding abrupt.

Xue Xue thought she would never speak again.

However, Sulin hadn’t finished speaking yet.

She grabbed Xue Xue’s hand suddenly, and her movements were so fast that people couldn’t react.

Xue Xue subconsciously wanted to struggle, but gave up when he saw the woman’s bony arms and the back of her hands covered with veins and tubes.

Su Lin also noticed her rudeness. She took off her strength, but still circled Xue Xue’s wrist.

“I know it’s a debt I owe myself.”

“I have a hunch that it’s time to repay this debt.” Her eyes were red and she said almost incoherently: “But Su Xiangnan is really innocent. Do you know what his name means? No, even he himself doesn’t know what his name means.”

“Trees are born in the south and face south.” Su Lin murmured: “That’s what he said. He has a son named Xiang Bei. If he has another son, he will be named Xiang Nan. Growing towards the south, facing the sun, how good, how good.”

Xue Xue suddenly raised his eyes.

“But he is a liar, a complete liar.” Su Lin shouted as if he was completely caught up in his own emotions.”We agreed to call him Xiang Nan, but he refused, refused to let him be called Xiang Nan, and refused to let his surname be Lin…hehe…”

An idea flashed in his mind, and Xue Xue finally put everything together.

The truth sometimes emerges unexpectedly.

“Is it all my fault? I shouldn’t interfere in other people’s marriages, but at the beginning, I refused… It was him, he was the one who didn’t want to let go…” Su Lin looked at Xue Xue in pain.”Why did it all become my fault? I didn’t expect what happened next… I just want my child to have a legitimate identity, isn’t it also wrong?”

Although Su Lin looked at him, Xue Xue knew that what a woman wanted was not to answer, but to listen.

She had held it in for too long.

That breath was stuck in my heart and could not be dissipated.

But she couldn’t tell Su Xiangnan, even if Su Xiangnan might have guessed or known it, as a mother, Su Lin still couldn’t tell her son the embarrassing past calmly.

She was afraid of facing her son’s hatred and incomprehension, and would rather deceive herself and live like this year after year.

However, due to depression and illness, the body, which was already suffering from illness, could no longer bear the load, and it was only a matter of time before it collapsed.

After Xue Xue was silent for a moment, he asked: “What about… Lin Xiangbei?”

In an instant, Su Lin fell back limply as if his whole body had lost all strength.

Xue Xue was startled, and at the same time he was annoyed that he had acted too hastily. If something unexpected happened to Su Lin or Su Xiangnan suddenly opened the door and walked in, there would be no excuse.

Fortunately, Su Lin’s condition stabilized quickly. When Xue Xue approached her, he heard two words slowly uttered from her squirming lips.

“Dead.”

Xue Xue closed her eyes.

Sure enough.