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    Xue Xue still maintained the same posture and looked at Su Xiangnan quietly.

    Until she was sure that the other party really would not take the uniform in his hand, Xue Xue suddenly raised his hand and threw the clothes in his hand.

    Su Xiangnan didn’t answer.

    “Maybe I don’t have the qualifications or the status to say anything to you, just like I don’t know what you are thinking or what you have experienced, but Su Xiangnan, there is one thing that no one needs to prove, and that is life.”

    “Your own life.”

    “You can’t change what has happened, but you can change what hasn’t happened yet.”

    Su Xiangnan remained silent, but the fist at his side was quietly clenched.

    Xue Xue noticed this detail.

    She decided to add more firewood.

    “Su Xiangnan, think about it carefully, is your mother willing to see you in such a depraved state?”

    Su Lin is Su Xiangnan’s reverse scale.

    As soon as Xue Xue mentioned Su Lin, Su Xiangnan raised his head suddenly, his narrow eyes opened, and his dark pupils were like two carefully polished gems, incredibly bright.

    There are two clusters of anger burning in the middle.

    “What do you know?” Su Xiangnan’s voice seemed to be squeezed out from between her teeth, low and hoarse.”Xue Yu, don’t think that just because I’ve slept with you twice, you can interfere in my affairs.”

    “Do you know, you are really…”

    The word “cheap” was stuck in her throat, clamoring to come out of her mouth. However, when she met Xue Xue’s calm eyes, Su Xiangnan didn’t know what was going on with her, and she couldn’t make a sound.

    In the end, it was replaced by “nosy” that was several times less lethal.

    Despite this, Xue Xue’s eyes still darkened after hearing this.

    “You think I’m being nosy?”

    The girl’s voice was soft and soft, but when it fell into Su Xiangnan’s ears, it was like thunder, making her heart tremble.

    He subconsciously wanted to apologize, but as soon as the thought slipped through his mind, he stopped abruptly.

    He couldn’t help but feel ashamed.

    And…

    “Su Xiangnan.” Xue Xue almost laughed angrily when she saw that the young man’s face changed again and again, but he still gritted his teeth. He didn’t know who he was holding back with.”You feel aggrieved, don’t you?”

    “Do you feel that your life is aggrieved? Do you feel that it is aggrieved that you have to work at a young age? Do you feel that it is aggrieved that you live in a broken house?” Xue Xue asked several questions in a row, not giving Su Xiangnan a chance to speak.”Yes, you are very wronged.”

    As soon as these words came out, Su Xiangnan was stunned.

    The look in Xue Xue’s eyes was something he had seen in other people before.

    Those teachers who cared about him and those classmates who asked him what happened, when it first happened, actually…

    “Su Xiangnan, if you continue like this, you will only be wronged for the rest of your life.”

    Xue Xue’s words were like lightning that cut through the darkness, splitting open the layers of fog that had accumulated on Su Xiangnan’s life journey.

    “If you are afraid of walking because you fell and got injured, you will just gradually forget how to walk.”

    “But as long as you are willing to try to stand up again, someone will help you.” Xue Xue paused.”At least, I will help you and accompany you.”

    The living room in front of me is small and messy.

    When he was very young, Su Lin once lived with Su Xiangnan in a big house.

    Until one day, a bejeweled woman suddenly came to the door. She pointed her index finger at Su Lin and cursed one after another like a barrage of words. At that time, Su Xiangnan didn’t understand the meaning of those words. He only remembered the sparkling dove egg-sized diamond ring on the woman’s ring finger.

    The next day, a man wearing gold-rimmed glasses and a dozen men in black came to the door and smashed everything in the big house.

    Su Xiangnan still remembered how sad he cried because all the gifts his father brought him were destroyed.

    In Su Xiangnan’s memory, his father rarely appeared, but every time he appeared, he would bring him a robot model as a gift. Therefore, in the little boy’s heart, those robot models were equivalent to his father’s image and existence.

    Unexpectedly, those things were gone in the blink of an eye.

    Just like that big house.

    Su Lin took him away.

    When he grew older, Su Xiangnan, who had a good memory, understood the meaning of those words and how unwelcome his existence was. Even the long-lasting sadness in Su Lin’s eyes was explained.

    But Su Xiangnan acted clueless.

    Just like Su Lin hoped.

    He worked hard to live a flawless Su Xiangnan.

    It wasn’t until one day that Su Lin collapsed and the pressure hit like a hurricane, turning his life into a mess. Su Xiangnan finally realized that there are many people and things in this world that cannot be changed by himself.

    His struggle seemed ridiculous, his persistence became stupid, and the phrase “illegitimate children always do things that are not worthy of publicity” became the last straw that broke the camel’s back.

    Su Xiangnan hid her true self.

    The darkness is boundless, and there is no pain in the abyss, only emptiness.

    From a bad start, through a period of self-deception, and finally back to the starting point of nothing.

    He once thought that this would be the case for his whole life.

    But now, suddenly a girl stood in front of him and said to him: “I will accompany you.”

    Stay with him.

    At that moment, Su Xiangnan suddenly realized.

    It turns out that what I need is not sympathetic help or specious understanding, but just companionship.

    A companion who makes him understand that even if the road ahead is bumpy, he is still not alone.

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