085 “After Sleeping with the Villain” World 3, Best Friend and Boyfriend (29)
by“Ji Mujing, have you ever thought about it? Maybe what I want is not for you to bear it alone, but for us to share it together.”
“Do you want children? How do you face your parents? These things are not your business alone, and this choice should not be made by you alone.”
These two words were like thunder on the ground, shaking him.
After coming back to his senses, Ji Mujing wanted to defend himself, but Xue Xue shook his head at him.
“I know you must say this is to protect me, and I believe you really want to protect me, but this is not what I want.”
“You know Ji Mujing, in my eyes, love should be a relationship where we can share happiness, share pain, and stand side by side.” Xue Xue paused.”Instead of one person in front and one person behind.”
Xue Xue’s words were shocking to Ji Mujing.
He never seemed to think about this.
“Take the Zhang Fang incident for example. If you had chosen to ask me first that day, or expressed your dissatisfaction to me in another more rational way, perhaps Wang Yuqi would not have had the opportunity to take advantage of it.”
“Let’s take Ji Xuan’s case as an example. If I didn’t propose two choices to you and took the initiative to fight for Ji Xuan’s custody rights, Ji Mujing, think about it, would you use Ji Xuan’s child as a way to resolve the dispute between your parents and me?”
“On the one hand, filial piety is fulfilled, and on the other hand, marriage is fulfilled. Isn’t it the best of both worlds?”
Ji Mujing wanted to say no, but the scary thing was that when he looked into Xue Xue’s eyes, he couldn’t say these two words no matter what.
Because he knew himself well, if he had not first discovered how deep his feelings for Xue Xue were, and then realized that he could not lose Xue Xue, he put Xue Xue’s wishes first. After thinking about it, Ji Mujing would definitely make the decision Xue Xue said.
No need to even think.
Because this is the best solution in Ji Mujing’s mind.
“You can’t deny it, can you?”
“But have you ever thought about it, if I didn’t do a good job in psychological construction, and I didn’t ask you to find someone to investigate her life abroad because I found something wrong with Wang Yuqi, what would it mean to leave Ji Xuan in this home? It means that you can’t resist Wang Yuqi stepping into this home.”
“Because she is the mother of your son, because she is the mother of your parents and grandchildren, you have no right to prevent her from visiting.”
“Even if you can stop it, your parents won’t allow it. And once Ji Xuan cries and misses his mother and wants to find her, can you really remain indifferent?”
Ji Mujing did not give an answer because Xue Xue told the answer for him.
“You can’t do it, Ji Mujing.”
“If Wang Yuqi’s dark history had not been made public, if I had treated Ji Xuan indifferently because I couldn’t accept her, if I had still been the Xue You who only cared about giving without asking for anything in return when I was a student and was willing to put myself in the most humble position, you wouldn’t think that I can’t lose, and you wouldn’t be cruel to Wang Yuqi.”
Xue Xue showed a smile that was uglier than crying.
“You don’t need to deny it, and I don’t want your confession.”
“Ji Mujing, I just want to say everything in my heart.”
“It can be regarded as… saying goodbye to the self who only pretends to be you in my heart.”
Xue Xue’s words made Ji Mujing feel like he had fallen into an ice cellar.
He discovered that things were not what he thought.
How confident he was before, but after Xue Xue said these words, he felt ashamed and uneasy.
Especially when looking at those clear apricot eyes and the black pupils that reflected his pale face, Ji Mujing found in despair that he really couldn’t find a trace of fluctuation.
In the past, whether he was angry or jealous, sad or shy, no matter how his emotions fluctuated, Xue Xue always had feelings for himself in his eyes.
But now, he can’t find it.
Vaguely, the man had a premonition that what he lost would no longer be owned, and what he missed would never come back.
But even so, he still didn’t want to give up.
Won’t give up.
System: “Ji Mujing’s favorability has increased to 100%, and the client’s resentment has also dropped to 10%.”
The depression lingering in my chest disappeared.
Accompanying her farewell.
Xue Xue’s information was good. She expressed Xue You’s mood and expressed Xue You’s inner voice.
One of the things Xue You regretted the most was not telling Ji Mujing personally.
Communication is very important, but people tend to interpret problems from their own perspective and take it for granted.
Ji Mujing made this mistake.
Otherwise, even if there was a child named Ji Xuan between them in the previous life, they would not have reached the point of irreversible separation because of Wang Yuqi’s intervention.
Wang Yuqi’s evil deeds will be repaid by Xue Xue, but even without Wang Yuqi, there will still be problems between Ji Mujing and Xue You, especially Xue You’s compromise on love and Ji Mujing’s hindsight towards love, which almost guarantees that the occurrence of harm will not be accidental but inevitable.
It just depends on when and how it breaks out.
In the previous life, Wang Yuqi was a fuse.
In this life, this fuse was successfully removed by Xue Xue, but before that, even if there was no deliberate calculation, what was supposed to happen still happened.
Because of human character, inertia still exists.
However, just like the butterfly effect, there are still many things that have changed invisibly because of Xue Xue’s arrival, and these changes have guided everyone’s destiny in different directions.
The most important among them is Ji Xuan.
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