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    This seems to be human nature.

    When you get something that is hard to come by, you will always worry about gains and losses.

    Even an experienced Xue Xue would find it difficult to avoid this situation.

    It’s not that I can’t feel love, it’s that I can’t tell whether love comes from the heart or is just a perfunctory response.

    But at this moment, Xue Xue felt it.

    That kind of strong, spontaneous emotion.

    “The baby’s climax because of me is my reward.”

    She heard Peng Yunchen say this.

    Men rarely say such disgusting words. Although he didn’t stutter, his ears that were as red as if they had been scalded by boiling water gave him away.

    But in order to let Xue Xue understand how real his feelings were, he still tried hard to express them.

    It’s all worth it.

    There is always that one kiss, that one night, that will make two people in love understand that they have the same feelings for each other.

    An ordinary yet unusual sexual intercourse made people’s blood boil and remains fresh in their memories.

    It’s like writing a colorful stroke on the eighteen-year-old calendar.

    Although the cost is that the next day, my whole body is so sore that I can’t get out of bed, and even to wash myself, I have to be carried to the bathroom by a man to help.

    Peng Yunchen thought it was nothing, but Xue Xue was very embarrassed.

    You must know that both Xue Siyuan and she are girls who have been able to solve all life problems independently since childhood. It is particularly embarrassing to be in such a state of not being able to lift hands or shoulders.

    “Learning to take care of others must start with learning to take care of yourself.” He said half-jokingly and half-seriously: “Growing up, my parents didn’t spend much time at home, so I had to learn to be self-reliant.”

    Hearing this, Xue Xue, who was swallowing a spoonful of macaroni handed by the man, almost choked.

    Peng Yunchen’s tone didn’t change much, but Xue Xue was stunned for a moment.

    Only then did she realize that Peng Yunchen seemed to rarely mention his parents.

    But in Xue Siyuan’s memory, Peng Yunchen mentioned his past experience in order to explain that first meeting that left a deep impression on her.

    About gratitude, about a book given by his parents, which allowed him to successfully overcome his inner demons and continue to make progress in his studies.

    But since the two started dating, Peng Yunchen has talked about his parents only a few times.

    Even Xue Xue searched through his memory and found no trace of this topic.

    She opened her mouth to ask, but she didn’t know how to speak properly.

    Lovers are not without sense of proportion. This is a truth that Xue Xue gradually realized after traveling through so many worlds.

    No matter how close a relationship is, there are standards.

    Appropriate space and distance are sometimes the key to longevity.

    As if realizing that the atmosphere had suddenly cooled down, Peng Yunchen smiled and explained: “My parents are divorced.”

    Xue Xue blinked.

    “Both of them have cheated on each other and have other lovers and children, and I’m like… a burden, but it’s still useful, so they don’t really want to get rid of me…”

    Half a soft-boiled egg was stuffed into his mouth unexpectedly, and Peng Yunchen’s voice suddenly disappeared.

    He looked at Xue Xue, and Xue Xue looked at him.

    His expression couldn’t be more serious.

    “You are not a burden.” She said clearly and forcefully every word: “You are not allowed to talk about yourself like that!”

    As Xue Xue’s words fell, Peng Yunchen felt his heart tremble violently. The heat that surged up from nowhere warmed his limbs, and at the same time filled the black hole deep in his heart that was not humane to outsiders.

    In fact, Peng Yunchen has always felt that he is quite lucky.

    His parents said it was irresponsible to be irresponsible, but at least they did not deprive him of food and clothing.

    As for their relationship with Ying Anan, although they became strangers later on, the two did spend a period of love and redemption that redeemed each other.

    And when he felt exhausted mentally and physically again, Xue Xue appeared.

    For this alone, Peng Yunchen was very grateful.

    Chewing the soft-boiled egg in his mouth and swallowing it, he nodded solemnly.

    “Well, you are right.”

    Xue Xue carefully studied the man’s expression and breathed a sigh of relief after confirming that there was no problem. At the same time, he half complained and half coquettishly said: “Don’t talk about yourself like that in the future. It sounds very uncomfortable.”

    She thought for a moment and added.”If you are a burden, then who am I to like you? There is no need to belittle yourself. Your parents don’t know how good you are. It’s their problem, not yours.”

    “Don’t punish yourself for other people’s mistakes.”

    After Xue Xue finished speaking, he lowered his eyelids.

    It felt particularly strange to say such words in front of Peng Yunchen.

    Her face grew hot.

    However, she didn’t hear Peng Yunchen’s response for a long time. Driven by curiosity, she still glanced at him secretly.

    Only then did Peng Yunchen take action.

    With his clear eyebrows and relaxed posture, he still looks elegant even when sitting in front of an ordinary table and chair.

    It’s heart-wrenching to watch.

    “They say they become adults at the age of eighteen, but many people are actually still children at the age of eighteen.”

    “And you…have really grown up.”

    He is no longer the child who squatted beside the rose forest and cried heartbrokenly, but an adult who can take responsibility for his own life and choices.

    No longer just in need of comfort, but also able to be a comfort to others.

    In Peng Yunchen’s view, this is real growth.

    “But even if you grow up, you can still be a child here.” A gentle smile appeared on his lips.”You can be whatever you want to be.”

    There is no need to meet expectations or weigh everything, just be happy and comfortable being yourself.

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