651 “After Fast Traveling and Sleeping with the Villain” World 13, he also has a twin brother (12)
bySure enough, it was Wei Chinian.
The flash of complexity in the other party’s eyes convinced Xue Xue of his guess.
What exactly happened at that moment, she actually didn’t remember very clearly because her emotions were so high and she had to suppress them.
However, Chen Yirong discovered his confused state later and asked Xue Xue to go home and rest first.
After all, she was just here to pick up the slack.
“Meow…”
Guabao jumped onto Xue Xue’s bed with a quick leap.
This was a stray cat she accidentally picked up when she first came to Jingnan.
Xue Xue had never kept a pet before, nor had she ever thought about keeping one. However, it was raining heavily at that time, and Guabao, who was hiding in the bushes and got soaked, looked at her with his round eyes. At that moment, Xue Xue’s compassion was aroused.
Of course, it is also possible that it was influenced by Xue Xia.
In her previous life, Xue Xia also raised a stray cat.
One person and one cat can almost be said to depend on each other for life.
Without its company, Xue Xia didn’t even think he could survive that long.
Facing death requires courage.
But for some people, staying alive may require greater courage.
“Meow…”
“Come on.” Xue Xue picked up the baby, who was covered in snow-white hair, with only light gray markings visible when he looked carefully.”Thank you for comforting me, but I want to be quiet now, okay?”
The cat tilted its head, as if it understood.
The one Xue Xue picked up and raised is obviously quite spiritual.
The most important thing is to be especially close to the owner.
After opening his mouth and gently biting her hand that was teasing his chin, the good boy raised his tail high and turned away.
Xue Xue couldn’t help but laugh out loud at her arrogant and cute appearance.
I had been in a gloomy mood all day, but now I finally saw the sunshine.
She stood up, walked to the locked bookcase drawer on the only floor, and took out Xue Xia’s diary from it.
Xue Xia has been in the habit of keeping a diary since she was a child, and this diary is a record of her relationship with Wei Chinian since she began to fall in love.
The girl’s brushwork is soft and her emotions are delicate. From the lines of the words, you can feel that her love for Wei Chinian is sincere and passionate.
She believed that Wei Chinian treated her the same way.
Even though the boy is taciturn most of the time and is not good at expressing his love, he can feel his cherishment and respect from some small details that make Xue Xia feel heart-warming.
Xue Xue flipped through the pages, letting the words turn into water and flow through his eyes.
Then, she turned to a group photo.
This group photo is already slightly yellowed, with a layer of rough edges due to repeated rubbing.
This is also the only photo of Xue Xia and Wei Chinian together.
In the memories Xue Xue read about Xue Xia, there were many times when she felt like she could no longer hold on.
Whenever he is exhausted and wants to kill himself, Xue Xia will take out this photo.
It can be said that this has become her spiritual sustenance and the nourishment on which she relies for survival.
I don’t know where the love started, but it goes deeper and deeper.
For some people, a first love that ended in vain is just a part of their memories. Even if there are regrets, it doesn’t hurt.
But for other people, this is an unbearable weight. Xue Xia has not thought about letting go of her obsession with Wei Chinian. After sending her grandfather and grandmother away, she will continue to complete her studies and open a small shop of her own in the future. If she meets a good person and a suitable partner, it would be good to live together.
However, she just couldn’t let go.
After the miscarriage of the child, there was an empty space in my heart.
Xue Xia couldn’t start a new life as if nothing had happened.
Because once you do this, it seems that the memory of falling in love with Wei Chinian in the past, the youth of enduring loneliness and pain alone, and the departure of grandma and grandpa… everything will become meaningless.
Therefore, Xue Xia could only go looking for it.
Even though she knows better than anyone else, how difficult it is to find someone who suddenly disappears in the vast sea of people.
Just like her mother.
But Xue Xia still couldn’t give up.
In fact, Liu Lanhua was right. Xue Lin and Xue Xia were of the same origin to a certain extent.
The same stupidity, the same stubbornness, the same refusal to hit the wall and never look back. Even if there is an easier road in front of them, they will step into the thorny wild forest without hesitation.
The nature of mother and son, in this aspect, even if Xue Xia has never met Xue Lin, the two are surprisingly similar.
“Huh…”
After staring blankly at the photo for a long time, Xue Xue let out a long breath.
My heart felt heavy and uncomfortable, as if I was pressing something down.
She turned the photo to the back.
There is a line of words written on it, which is the handwriting of the girl Juanxiu.
Xue Xue thought that Xue Xia probably couldn’t hold back her emotions while writing and shed tears.
Otherwise, the words will not fade, let alone fade so easily.
Still, one can tell what she wrote.
“Where have you been?”
“How many years and months will I have to wait for you?”
“Wei Chinian, you bastard!”
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