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    The next four years can be said to be uneventful.

    Xue Xue went through college life step by step. Except for a few particularly busy weekends or the eve of exams, she would definitely go back to Wanghai Town to accompany her grandma and grandpa every week.

    This is what Xue Xia once wanted to do but failed to do.

    After the child was aborted, Xue Xia lived in a state of confusion.

    Invisibly, a estrangement developed between her and the two elders.

    Xue Xia felt ashamed of facing them, thinking that she could dodge as much as she could, and hide whenever she could. After one semester, she could count the number of days she had to go home on her five fingers.

    She was afraid to face the looks her grandma and grandpa were looking at her. It was a sign of hatred that could not turn into steel, and it was also the pain of a parent going from cherishing their children to being disappointed.

    Unexpectedly, the two elders passed away one after another, leaving Xue Xia alone with great regret.

    The son wants to take care of him, but he doesn’t want to be loved.

    Xue Xia could vaguely feel that her life was out of control, but she had no choice but to be pushed forward by the gears of fate.

    Then, she embarked on a journey to find Wei Chinian.

    Long time is enough to wear away love.

    Later, Xue Xia was actually at a loss. What exactly was she looking for?

    Maybe I just want an answer.

    Why abandon yourself?Why was there no news after leaving that “wait for me” note?Why have so many years passed and I still haven’t returned to Wanghai Town, and I haven’t even called him.

    Xue Xia hopes to get an explanation.

    For this reason, she moved from one city to the next like a duckweed, without roots or belonging.

    Xue Xia used to be a beautiful woman.

    However, unknowingly, while others were working hard for their careers, working hard for their families, blooming alone, or living under the shelter of love, Xue Xia was confused in the sea of ​​people, trying to recognize every stranger he passed by to see if they were Wei Chinnian.

    The result of running around nervously for many years is that Xue Xia seems to age faster than her peers.

    Her eyes were dull, her cheeks were bloodless, and her shiny black hair had lost its luster and became as dull as straw.

    Sometimes Xue Xia also feels that she is sick.

    It is clear that he is still young, but time and his heart seem to have stayed in Wanghai Town that year, gradually dilapidated and rotten with the wind, sun, rain and rain.

    In the end, even life ended hastily and miserably.

    The scars lingering in this body are too deep.

    Even Xue Xue, in the first one or two years, could feel the dark and negative emotions following him, even in this life, those bad things have not happened yet.

    The only thing that can make her calm is that when she returns to her grandma and grandpa, she can still laugh like a child who has no worries and doesn’t understand what sorrow is.

    Then, slowly adjust your mood.

    Sometimes, life is unpredictable and does not depend on one person or thing.

    Although he lived longer than in his previous life, Xue Xue still saw off his grandfather and grandma one after another in his junior and senior years.

    The couple, who had been in love all their lives, had made an appointment and left one after the other, as if they were afraid that whoever walked far away on the road to hell first would not be found.

    “Silly girl, why are you crying?”

    Liu Lanhua reluctantly raised her hand, and Xue Xue understood and moved her face towards her.

    Age spots crawled across her skinny arms. Her palms were very dry, with obvious texture and coldness. But the moment their skin touched each other, Xue Xue felt warmth.

    The warmth of being loved.

    “Except for your mother, I have no regrets in my life.” She said slowly, word by word: “You are very much like her. You look like her and have a personality like her. You are smart, but very stubborn.”

    This is the first time Xue Xue heard Liu Lanhua talk about Xue Lin.

    Before his death, my grandfather said nothing.

    One can imagine how worried they are about their daughter.

    “Grandma…”

    “But you are much better behaved than your mother. You never have to worry about us.”

    Liu Lanhua was already breathing more out than in before this, so the doctor asked Xue Xue to come in to see her for the last time.

    Unexpectedly, after meeting her granddaughter, Liu Lanhua’s appearance became much more normal and her condition became stable. Xue Xue knew that this was probably what people call returning to the light.

    Although she was mourning in her heart, in order to allow the old man to leave in peace, she did not show anything wrong. She just listened to the other person’s words quietly with focused eyes.

    “Grandma knows that you like that boy from the Wei family.”

    Xue Xue was stunned.

    “But grandma also knows that you and that boy are not suitable.” Liu Lanhua’s eyelids that kept pressing suddenly widened, and her lifeless eyes burst into light.”Don’t follow your mother’s footsteps, Xia Bao.”

    “Otherwise, if your grandpa and I are gone, who will be able to protect you…”

    Xue Xue was silent.

    At this point, she couldn’t agree to Liu Lanhua, but…

    “Grandma, I promise, I will live a good life and live my life well.”

    Liu Lanhua stared at her.

    Xue Xue couldn’t look away.

    After a long time, tears filled the woman’s eyes.

    “It’s so similar, really, so similar…”

    There is no subject, but both grandfather and grandson know who the words are referring to.

    Liu Lanhua clenched Xue Xue’s hand tightly and used all her strength.

    “As long as it’s good, it’s good. Love, love, whatever, can’t compare to how you live a good life, a good life…”

    “Grandma!”

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