459 “After Fast Traveling and Sleeping with the Villain” World Ten, Disqualified Idols (75) Part 2 (End)

Xue Xue stood up suddenly.

Her movements were loud, but in the crowded scene, no one cared.

In the end, Yi Lang’s singing no longer felt like singing. Instead, it seemed like he was telling a story and stating a fact. He spoke it eloquently, without any skills at all. He just poured in full emotion and let the sound turn into notes and sent them to everyone’s eardrums, forming a melody and playing it in the heart.

The last two words were actually not pronounced.

What everyone can see is Yi Lang’s mouth shape.

But Xue Xue knew that that was his name.

This song is a love song written by Yi Lang to Xue Xue.

Exclusive and unique.

At that moment, even though they were separated by numerous figures, the two people’s gazes seemed to be perceptive. One was looking from top to bottom, the other was looking from bottom to top, colliding with each other.

The sparks are like substance.

After Yi Lang’s performance, it was finally time to award the grand prize.

It was unusual for one person to win two awards in the past two or three years. Despite this, Yi Lang was still smiling happily, holding two trophies designed based on musical notes and staffs.

When it’s your turn to say your acceptance speech, the customary words of thanks are also indispensable.

From the staff at the studio, those preparing for the album release, to the fans who have always supported him, are not repelled by rumors, are strong and brave, and are cuter than anyone else…

“That’s why I like Yi Lang.” The girl next to me whispered to her companions: “Many people say it but don’t do it. Yi Lang does it but doesn’t say it.”

“Although he didn’t say it, he actually kept it in his heart.”

“Just like at the previous book signing…”

Xue Xue, who was originally distracted by the conversation next to him, was surprised by Yi Lang’s words: “It is because of the support and help of so many people that I am fortunate enough to achieve such results, so when I made this decision, I felt tortured and thought about it for a long time.”

Xue Xue frowned.

Yi Lang’s acceptance speech was drafted in advance. Yi Lang wrote it himself and then handed it over to professionals for polishing. Xue Xue also read the first draft and even made some minor comments.

But Yi Lang’s words were obviously unscripted.

Why?

Just as she was dazed, the man slowly announced the explosive news in a magnetic bass.

“I’m ready to withdraw.”

Before anyone could react, Yi Lang tilted his head slightly and smiled.

“It doesn’t seem appropriate to say I’m quitting the industry. It should be said that I plan to move from the front to the back, and my activities on the stage will gradually decrease. However, I will still continue to improve myself in the field of music.”

After finishing speaking, he handed the microphone back to the host.

Then he bowed deeply and solemnly and slowly towards the audience.

“This trophy is dedicated to you. Without you, there would be no Yi Lang today.” His voice was clear. Although he didn’t explicitly say who “you” referred to, everyone knew it.”Thank you! I will never forget this decade!”

After the ceremony, a large number of fans flocked to the official blog to ask for an explanation.

After all, it was too sudden.

Yi Lang’s sudden declaration of withdrawal.

Although he said he wanted to move behind the scenes, to fans, this is actually the same as withdrawing from the industry.

One of the joys of chasing stars is a bit like cultivating. Although you may not be able to face your idols up close, you can see each other on the screen due to various schedules and activities, and create a sense of interaction through photos, animations, videos, and live broadcasts.

However, once behind the scenes, these things become something that can only be encountered.

Faced with the doubts of fans, in the early morning of that day, the official blog rarely worked overtime and posted a photo with the accompanying text: “A good month is always full.”』

As for the content of the photo, it is a wall in Yi Lang’s home.

The transparent display window is divided into large and small pentagonal grids, which contain various medals Yi Lang has received since his debut, as well as… live photos of every fan event.

Five hours later, at 5:20 in the morning, Yi Lang posted a video on his personal account.

In the video, Yi Lang is rarely seen without makeup, but he is full of energy, with a pair of dark blue pupils like the deep sea, tolerant and peaceful.

Facing the camera, it’s like staring behind the screen at the worried fans who click into the video one by one.

“A surplus number is auspicious, and a small surplus if counted to ten, so October is also called a good month.”

“I made my debut in October ten years ago.”

“Although it has not been easy along the way, I have been luckier than most people.”

“I am very honored to have gained everyone’s love. I often thought about how to repay this love. Later, the answer I found myself was to try my best to be an idol.”

Then, the screen went dark, and a line of handwritten fonts appeared: I hope I can become an idol who allows fans to proudly say “I like Yi Lang” to the people around them.

“Maybe I haven’t done well enough, but I can tell everyone with a clear conscience that I have tried my best in the past ten years.”

“Many people ask whether the sudden desire to turn behind the scenes is related to love. I must confess that it is indeed related, but it is not the main reason.”

“A lot of things happened some time ago, and I thought about them a lot because of those things.”

“When I was in the darkness, what I saw was darkness and what I touched was darkness. Even if I felt strong, at that time, I felt like I was about to be swallowed up at any time.”

“I have picked up the Swiss knife and made signs on my wrist countless times, thinking that if I cut it off, it would be over from now on. I would not be hurt again, and you would not be hurt because of me.”

At that time, many fans who spoke to Yi Lang were also mercilessly criticized by netizens.

Even if it’s just to come out and call for calm.

Fans standing in front of the video recalled that period of darkness, and at the same time, the variety show that Yi Lang appeared on.

Looking back at the animation of the scene of leaving the circle now, combined with Yi Lang’s current words and the atmosphere presented in the picture at that time, it only makes people feel horrified.

“In the darkness, it was my girlfriend, my lover, who reached out and pulled me out.”

“We met through an unpleasant accident, and we didn’t get together right away. In fact, I have been single for more than 20 years. I am slow about love and don’t really believe in it.”

“But she never gave up on me and gave me hope when I was most desperate.”

“It was also her who made me rethink what this job means to me.”

Although there is no picture, Yi Lang’s tenderness can be felt from his voice and tone.

It’s light, like the breeze blowing through the fields at the turn of spring and summer.

Extremely warm.

“I guess I really love music.”

“Music has accompanied me throughout my youth. Without music, I wouldn’t even have the courage to take the first step, so how could I talk about the future? Naturally, there would be no Yi Lang sitting here talking to you now.”

“I am very grateful to music. It was music that helped me break free from pain. It was also music that gave me the opportunity to enter the industry, and then I started a decade-long and fruitful idol career.”

“And now, it’s my time to pay back.”

“It’s not a farewell, it’s just a temporary goodbye. It’s not a departure, it’s just a different way of accompanying you.” Yi Lang’s voice was low and full of magnetism.”Don’t look back, move forward, and then meet again in a better future.”

he said.

“I hope that one day when you mention Yi Lang, you are not talking about the idol who has been out of fashion for a long time, but that I like the songs he wrote.”

“See you later.”

“Are you stupid?”

“Well, I’m stupid.”

“…”

He wanted to hit him, but facing Yi Lang’s obedient and innocent expression like a large dog, Xue Xue couldn’t do it.

The two were in a stalemate for a moment, and finally, Xue Xue sighed.

“Why don’t you discuss it with me?”

“Because you will definitely persuade me to think more,” Yi Lang said warmly, “and you will definitely blame yourself for making me make this choice.”

Xue Xue pursed her lips.

She had to admit that Yi Lang really hit her mark.

But…

She wanted to speak, but Yi Lang put his index finger against her lips to prevent her from speaking.

“Initially, becoming an idol was my own rebellion against Yi Shengxiong.”

Xue Xue was startled.

“Then, I insist on being an idol because He Youfei can’t do it, but I can do it.”

Hearing this, Xue Xue was thoughtful.

“Even if I gradually changed my mind later, I always felt very unsteady because of this starting point. The greater my success, the more confused I became.”

“It wasn’t until my father-in-law told me that day that I might consider turning behind the scenes that I suddenly realized it.” Yi Lang smiled bitterly.”It turns out that I have been kidnapped by the past. Even if I step out of the shadows, my thinking and logic have not changed.”

“So I hesitated about this choice for a long time, and the process was indeed painful. After all, it is easy to say that it is easy to throw away those halos, but it is difficult to actually take action.”

“But after I made the decision, I just felt relaxed, more relaxed than ever before.”

Yi Lang’s fingertips gently rubbed Xue Xue’s lips.

“Xue Xue, I am not a very good person, but you made me believe that I can become a better person.”

“My future belongs to no one but myself.”

“And now, I want to share my future with you, you…” The fingers left, and there was a rare trace of confusion and uneasiness on the man’s face.”Do you want to?”

Xue Xue blinked.

Her silence made Yi Lang hold his breath unconsciously.

Then…

The woman stepped forward and hugged his neck.

There were no unnecessary words, just a deep, lingering and loving kiss.

Thank you for sharing your future with me.

Please give me your guidance for the rest of my life.