236 “After Fast Traveling and Sleeping with the Villain” World 8, Him at the Same Desk (04)

Xue Yu and Su Xiangnan spent an entire year in their senior year together.

It’s not the kind of togetherness where innocent boys and girls hold hands, kiss on the lips, and are afraid of being caught having premature love and write a confession, but the kind where they hang out in bed.

Xue Yu sometimes feels like she is sick.

She knew that she shouldn’t indulge Su Xiangnan like that, because sooner or later, she and he would both be pushed to a dead end. However, as long as the boy stared at her with those dark eyes, Xue Yu’s reason would be easily defeated without any unnecessary words.

How sad.

Loving someone shouldn’t be like this.

However, after taking the wrong first step, Xue Yu no longer knew how to turn back.

She can only fall.

At least she could still hold Su Xiangnan’s hand.

The girl’s pale self-comfort was quickly shattered by the ruthless reality.

Because of saving Gao Xiaoqi, the Gao family’s parents expressed their gratitude and gave Su Xiangnan a considerable reward when he came of age. According to Su Xiangnan’s character, he should not have accepted it, but he was in desperate need of money, so he did not refuse the Gao family’s parents’ kindness in the end.

Xue Yu also knew about this.

However, since Su Xiangnan accepted the money, his behavior became more and more treacherous and unpredictable. Xue Yu vaguely knew the reason, but was helpless.

Later, Su Xiangnan, who had completely neglected his studies, deliberately gave up and went to a third-rate university, the kind that can be studied with money, while Xue Yu performed exceptionally well in the college entrance examination, and his grades were originally above average, but he ended up with an online second choice of economics and management.

When she received the admission notice, she couldn’t believe it.

But the joy came and went as quickly as it came, because it meant that she and Su Xiangnan had to be separated.

In the end, Xue Yu went to her ideal school despite her parents’ expectations.

Every holiday, she would go to Su Xiangnan.

The two of them spent most of their time in bed.

The man’s strong desires were basically vented on her.

Xue Yu wanted to change this relationship, but every time Su Xiangnan always said, “How about I find someone else?” and was blocked. After repeated attempts, all he got was the other’s demands and unscrupulousness.

In this relationship, Xue Yu is humble and weak.

The deeper the entanglement with the body, the greater the emptiness in the heart.

Xue Yu had a premonition that he would be swallowed up sooner or later.

If that day comes… she might be able to learn to let go.

It’s a pity that Xue Yu didn’t wait for that day in the end.

Su Xiangnan’s mother Su Lin passed away.

Xue Yu had met each other several times. As Su Xiangnan’s girlfriend, he was taken to the hospital by him to reassure his mother. However, usually, Su Xiangnan didn’t like Xue Yu taking the initiative to go to Su Lin, so she would only go to visit him when Su Xiangnan called her.

That was a woman who could still vaguely see that she had once been a magnificent woman, even if she was tortured by illness until her bones were broken and her face was haggard.

Su Xiangnan looks a lot like Su Lin.

The remaining three points, that clean heroic spirit, probably came from his father whom he had never mentioned.

That was Su Xiangnan’s restricted area.

And Su Lin is the little persistence left in Su Xiangnan’s life.

After Su Lin passed away, Su Xiangnan disappeared after dealing with her aftermath.

Xue Yu searched everywhere but could not find the man’s whereabouts, including Gao Xiaoqi’s place.

“Su Xiangnan? It seems that I haven’t seen him since he confessed to me.”

“Confession?” Xue Yu murmured in despair.”Has he confessed to you?”

“Yeah, I happened to be seen by Lin Zhi… He was angry. He said he wanted to talk to Su Xiangnan. In fact, I don’t think there is anything to talk about at all.” Gao Xiaoqi smiled slightly.”After all, I rejected him directly. Although he is really good-looking, with his status, how could I be with him?”

That kind of status?

“It’s just, um…” It wasn’t until Gao Xiaoqi looked at him hesitantly that Xue Yu realized that he had asked the question unknowingly.”I’m telling you secretly, don’t tell others.”

The beautiful girl stuck out her tongue, looking innocent, but the words she spoke were like a knife, cutting Xue Yu’s heart.

“Su Xiangnan is an illegitimate child.”

“His biological father is my father’s family friend. Because of his shameless mother, the family has been at odds for many years.” Gao Xiaoqi said, with a trace of obvious disgust in his eyes.”I heard that his mother wanted to bring Su Xiangnan back to her ancestors. It’s really disgusting.”

Xue Yu didn’t understand the grievances between Su Xiangnan’s parents, but looking at Gao Xiaoqi like this, she couldn’t help but ask.

“Then what’s the matter with Su Xiangnan?”

“What does what his mother did have to do with Su Xiangnan?”

“Can he decide when and by whom he will be born?”