219 “After Fast Traveling and Sleeping with the Villain” World 7, Substitute Lover (30)

The throbbing was sudden, but it did not affect Xue Xue’s sanity.

She didn’t ask Chi Yu anything else, she just lifted him up with her shoulders and brought him to the wooden chair on the right side of the entrance.

“I’ll get you a glass of water.”

Xue Xue said and was about to turn around, but Chi Yu caught her.

Not the wrist, but the forearm.

Xue Xue took a look and then looked up at Chi Yu.

“I’m not thirsty.” His voice was hoarse.”Just sit with me for a while.”

Hearing this, Xue Xue nodded.

As soon as she sat next to Chi Yu, the man held her elbow and rubbed the area where there had just been a red mark with his fingertips.”Does it hurt?”

Xue Xue said nothing.

Chi Yu didn’t seem to really want her answer. He just continued the same movements until Xue Xue felt itchy and couldn’t help but want to retract his wrists into his sleeves. Then he said slowly: “I’m sick, I know.”

Xue Xue’s body trembled.

Chi Yu was not joking, but stated the facts in a very serious tone, and Xue Xue could feel it.

She thought Chi Yu would choose to confess everything this time, but obviously, Chi Yu had no such intention.

The man repeatedly opened and closed his eyes, closed and opened them again. During this process, although he no longer rubbed the skin with his fingertips, he still held Xue Xue’s wrist in a cautious manner and did not let go.

Xue Xue sat aside and accompanied him quietly.

There were no thoughts in his mind, and Xue Xue knew that he shouldn’t have any thoughts now.

She didn’t forget her throbbing just now.

This is not a good phenomenon, Xue Xue knows it very well, so while Chi Yu calms down, she is doing the same thing.

The two of them were shoulder to shoulder, very close to each other, but they were both thinking about their own things in their hearts, and there was no intersection.

Xue Xue cast his gaze on the wall clock on the wall. The time until they arrived at the airport was shortening little by little, and as it got closer to noon, the traffic on the road would definitely increase. Even if they could get out in time, they would probably have no choice but to have lunch at the airport.

“Let’s go out.”

Chi Yu suddenly spoke.

Xue Xue glanced at him. The man’s expression had returned to normal, but there were still red bloodshot eyes that never faded, making him look a little tired.

Xue Xue didn’t say anything more, just nodded.

“Does it hurt?”

“What?” Xue Xue frowned before he understood what Chi Yu was asking.”Kind of.”

She originally wanted to say it didn’t hurt, but her words turned around. As expected, she saw complex emotions such as annoyance, regret, and self-loathing appear in Chi Yu’s eyes.

“I’m sorry.”

When Xue Xue heard his apology again, he didn’t know whether to cry, laugh or ridicule.

“Chi Yu, you’ve told me you’re sorry twice today.” Xue Xue stood up and pulled the suitcase next to the shoe cabinet while looking at Chi Yu, who was slapping his cheeks and trying to cheer up.”Remember what you said before? I will return that sentence to you now. What lovers want is not apology, but honesty.”

Chi Yu froze.

“We can quarrel, we can get angry after the quarrel, and we can try to sit down and solve the problem calmly when we are done with it, but we cannot just rely on evasion and pretend that the problem does not exist.”

Xue Xue had always thought that after this period of communication, Chi Yu would be able to figure it out, but now she feels that she has thought of things too simply.

Chi Yu may have really changed, at least he didn’t run towards the darkening direction like Xue Li remembered in Xue Li’s memory, but it wasn’t enough.

Chi Yu is obviously full of negative emotions about his past. Although he has promised Xue Xue that he will explain it clearly at the appropriate time, judging from the current situation, it is not known that it will have to wait until the Year of the Monkey and the Horse.

Nothing can be broken or established.

The glass was too thick and couldn’t be broken by one knock, so Xue Xue had to try harder to see if he could make the crack bigger.

“Chi Yu, I can give you trust, but this kind of trust cannot withstand wear and tear again and again.”

“If you really don’t want to say it, I won’t force you. It’s just that the two of us may not be suitable…”

“No!” Xue Xue was interrupted by Chi Yu before he finished speaking. The man stood up with a big movement, his expression was distorted, and he showed panic.”Don’t say that, Xue Xue, don’t say those two words.”

At the end of Chi Yu’s words, his tone was almost pleading.

Xue Xue felt uncomfortable seeing him like that. After all, Chi Yu had always given people the impression that he shouldn’t be a man who made such a compromise, but now that he had done it, he clearly described it as clean, but Xue Xue could see Chi Yu’s embarrassment.

Her hand tightened on the lever.

Chi Yu stepped forward and hugged Xue Xue into his arms. Probably because of the experience just now, Chi Yu was very restrained this time and hugged her to his chest with a force that would not cause Xue Xue pain.

“I know what you mean, Xue Xue, don’t worry, this will never happen again.” Chi Yu buried his face on Xue Xue’s shoulder, sniffing the faint fragrance coming from her body, and said in a muffled voice.”Give me a little more time, please, just give me a little more time.”

Hearing this, Xue Xue did not answer, but pinched the back of Chi Yu’s neck with his left hand.

That’s a man’s sensitive zone. If you do this when lust is not born, the meaning of caressing is greater than teasing.

She felt Chi Yu’s body gradually relax.

“This is our first trip. No matter what, I hope to leave good memories for this relationship.” Xue Xue gently rubbed Chi Yu’s tendons with his index and middle fingers.”So during this period, I won’t mention it again, but I hope you can think about it seriously when you come back.”

“If we continue to go forward together, there are some things we must face together.”

“Even if this is not easy… remember what I say next, Ayu.” Xue Xue said, lowering her head and pressing a gentle kiss into his hair.”As long as you don’t give up first, I will always be with you.”