[R18] Want a daughter-in-law – “Desire for a Daughter-in-law” Chapter 63 – Shu Ning (1) [English]

Shu Ning has lived behind the sun since she was a child.

That light is called Lin Shuqi, and she is her biological sister.

She is always on the edge, looking up at the sister she has loved since she was a child.

Shu Ning is beautiful. She has exquisite facial features, good figure, and a light temperament. She is very popular among the crowd and has many suitors.

But as long as she stands next to her sister, those eyes that originally praised her beauty will turn in another direction.

She has a tall figure, round and full breasts, naturally smooth hair, and that irresistible, innate soft temperament…

She’s sister who never needs to work hard to be the center of attention.

And she can only be by the side, envious, fond, jealous——

The three emotions were like knives and threads, intertwined and tightened around the chest.

It’s not that she doesn’t love Shu Qi, she even loves her too deeply.

Love is without impurities.

He is the kind of caring person who will collect the other person’s clothes, help her make tea, and the first thing after the exam is to call her to ask her how she is.

But when did this love start to become turbid?

Was it during adolescence when you secretly compared your height and breast shape in front of the mirror?

Or was it that one time when I was half asleep and half awake, I overheard my boyfriend next to me lusting after her sister and masturbating in the middle of the night?

she doesn’t know.

Every time her sister puts on clothes, she can’t help but take a sneak peek, then silently lowers her head and pinches herself.

Every time someone says, “You look just like your sister,” she wants to say, “How do I look alike?”

She really wants to beat her once.

Even if it’s just once.

Until she met Zhang Shuwei for the first time.

Zhang Shuwei made her fall from the first sight.

The sun was very bright that day. He was standing next to his sister in a dark suit. His expression was cold and calm, and he always spoke in a leisurely manner.

That kind of calm and steady aura, although he doesn’t say much, makes people want to get close to him; that beautiful face always captures her eyes lightly but inadvertently.

He stood next to Shu Qi, like a wall, a high wall that she could never cross.

At that moment, she understood.

She is not envious of her sister’s life, she just wants to snatch the “qualification to be loved.”

That man should take a look at her.

It’s time to hold her hand and whisper to her.

But he was looking at Shu Qi.

It’s always Shu Qi.

That distortion began to take root from that day, growing a shadow and longing in her heart.

She also wants to be the center of attention and be loved like that by him.

She once tried to be more outgoing, and deliberately dressed up and dressed lightly when he came to the house for dinner; she also pretended to get water when passing by the living room at home, knowing that he was sitting there, but she still deliberately bent down to expose her body inadvertently.

But he never responded.

I don’t even have the patience to take another look.

At that moment, she actually breathed a sigh of relief.

At least he is right, at least this way, she won’t be so sinful.

But she regrets it.

Why not myself?Why do those eyes of he never fall on me?

On the day of our wedding, she helped decorate the venue with a smile, helped her sister cover the veil with a smile, and participated in the whole ceremony with a smile.

Her smile makes every photo look gentle and decent.

Only she knew that on the night of the wedding, she returned to the rental house and cried under the quilt for more than ten minutes.

That’s not a blessing, that’s giving up.

After all, it is impossible for my sister to have everything in this world and yet she is not jealous at all. That would be too inhumane.

So she fell silent.

Hide yourself and be a good little sister.

They even avoid them and gradually appear less in their lives.

She only appears during festivals, sister’s birthdays, and occasional dinner parties. Not only does she smile cutely, but she also greets her just right.

She thought this was the end.

She thought she had given up.

Until one day.

She herself didn’t expect that something that had been suppressed for so long could actually explode at a certain moment.

Like fire falling into a pile of paper, all it takes is a glance or a change of tone to make the entire inner wall collapse instantly.

After a certain meal, there were only three people left at home. Shu Qi said she had a headache after finishing the meal and went back to her room to rest early.

The living room was eerily quiet.

Shu Ning was alone in the kitchen after washing the cups and dishes. When she walked out, she caught a glimpse of Shu Wei sitting on the sofa. Shu Wei lowered his head slightly and held the wine glass between his two fingers, as if he was in a trance.

She originally wanted to leave silently, but she heard he say in a low voice: “I may be… a little drunk.”

“…Don’t leave in a hurry yet.”

“Can you get me a glass of water?”

“Okay.” she replied politely.

He said nothing more, and the atmosphere was silent for a while.

She poured a glass of water and walked into the living room. He didn’t raise his head, but rubbed his eyebrows with his fingers, and said in a lazy tone, “Sit with me for a while, okay?”

She was startled for a moment, feeling a little flustered. She sat on the other corner of the sofa, her voice trembling slightly: “W-what’s going on?”

She folded her hands, and her fingertips kept rubbing the corners of her skirt.

Shuwei swung the wine glass, his eyes a little wandering: “Actually… I have always felt that you are more distressing than your sister.”

She suddenly turned her head to look at He, her eyes suddenly widened, and for a moment she couldn’t tell whether she should be surprised or embarrassed, and even her voice became softer:

“W-what do you mean…Brother-in-law, you must have drunk too much…”

“Actually…”

There was no emotion in that tone, it was like a sigh, or something…meaningful.

“If she were half as considerate, sensible, and diligent as you… life would probably be a lot quieter.”

He spoke very softly, with no warmth in his tone, but like a stone, it fell silently into a pond deep in her heart.

Shu Ning felt her chest tightening. She didn’t know what to respond. It seemed like there was something stuck in her throat, so she didn’t answer.

The air froze for a second.

Shu Ning looked at Shu Wei uneasily, and at this moment Shu Wei also glanced at her, and their eyes suddenly crossed. At that moment, Shu Ning’s heart skipped a beat and he quickly looked away.

Shuwei didn’t seem to notice her confusion, and still said in a calm tone: “Are you…”

“I, I didn’t.” She interrupted him too quickly, speaking so fast that she almost wanted to hide something.

Her heartbeat began to accelerate, and she stood up, her fingers so cold that she didn’t feel like herself.

“I’m leaving first.” She said quickly, but her tone was trembling almost as if she was trying to escape.

When she reached the entrance, she couldn’t help but look back.

Shuwei was still sitting in his original position, and his eyes actually fell on her. His expression was calm, but somehow it made her feel ashamed of having been discovered.

He smiled faintly and stopped asking. He just said softly: “Some people will be very tired if they stay good for too long.”

Her face suddenly became hot, she quickly turned her head, opened and closed the door, all at once, as if running for her life.

That night.

She tossed and turned in bed.

Not because of my sister, but because of those words.

“You are more distressed than your sister.”

“If she was half as good as you…”

The words he said in an understatement sprouted and took root in her heart.

It turns out…my sister is not perfect either.

It turns out that she is also better than her sister.

After that day, she started to have random thoughts.

The buried taboo was unearthed again with a word and an inadvertent glance.

It’s not like she hasn’t fantasized about it.

Shuwei would call her with a low and tired tone: “She has really made me tired recently…”

And she just happened to be he’s listener, asking softly: “Are you okay?”, “Do you want me to… accompany you?”

From care to comfort, from comfort to understanding… and then from understanding, to a silent approach… until finally, facing the intimacy that has been imagined countless times.

She even thought that he would knock on the door one night and stand downstairs in her house, saying, “I happened to be nearby on a business trip and wanted to find someone to talk to.”

But these are just illusions.

Shuwei never called her.

Until that day, these fantasies… came true.

That day, although it was evening, the sky was gloomy.

While she was watching TV and eating snacks, her phone suddenly lit up and his name appeared on the screen.

She picked up the phone tremblingly.

“Hello? Brother-in-law?”

“I’m downstairs at your house.”

“Can you go up and sit for a while?”

She could hear the fatigue from his brief words.

Her hands shook.

And the relationship between she and he starts from here.