[R18] Indulge in lust – “Indulge in Love” Chapter 144 Natural Enemy Police [English]

The wind ruffled the surface of the lake, causing ripples to spread out in circles. Fu Qinghan and Mu Fanzhou stood by the lake. The breeze blew their hair. There was no conversation for a long time. The birds in the forest in the distance started from time to time. The sky reflected the lake surface, and the movement and stillness were combined.

After a long silence, Fu Qinghan said: “Lu Shenghao is a policeman.”

She didn’t show much emotion when she said this, but this matter has been a heavy burden on her heart recently, making her almost breathless.If it was just a dispute between the Tang Brotherhood and the Qinggang, because he knew that his bottom line was Mu Fanzhou, he would have a standard of conduct, but when it came to the other party, especially the one that might bring devastating disaster to everyone, Fu Qinghan couldn’t make an easy decision.

I have to admit that Mu Fanzhou is the only person she can talk to about everything, and her dependence on him has become deeply ingrained over the years.

Mu Fanzhou glanced at her with a subtle expression: “What are you going to do?”

“Fu Shuang is doubting him. Fu Yunyi is not that easy to fool. Now Lu Shenghao wants to escape unscathed. I…”

“Have you become the decisive factor?” Mu Fanzhou took over what she couldn’t say, and also pointed out the core of her dilemma.

Helping Lu Shenghao escape from the current predicament, or completely eradicating he, no matter which one will seriously break the balance in her heart.If she is just Fu Shuang’s person, she doesn’t need to consider Mu Fanzhou, and maybe she can choose the former, because Lu Shenghao aroused Fu Yunyi’s suspicion in a short period of time, which shows that he is really not an undercover material. He deals with the police head-on, which is what all gangsters have been doing and are best at.But now Fu Qinghan’s multiple identities have affected the entire situation. Lu Shenghao’s target is not only targeting Fu Shuang, but can also be expanded to almost the entire underworld, including Mu Fanzhou.A small collapse may cause many chain reactions. Fu Qinghan doesn’t know what will happen, and no one can predict it.

The calmness these days has made Fu Qinghan think about many things clearly.Since Lu Shenghao is a policeman, he did not find out his true background at the beginning, which means that he has deliberately hidden it. He has been an undercover agent from the beginning, using Apex as a breakthrough point to penetrate into the Tang Brotherhood and get in touch with the core of Huanyu.To him, she is a surprise.

Lu Shenghao is an overly emotional and impulsive person, and he is not suitable for being an undercover agent. When he becomes emotional and sincere, he becomes more and more difficult in this whirlpool.

Fortunately, he is not a good undercover agent.

Fu Qinghan was a little scared. Now he really felt how difficult it was to be in this underworld. No one could be trusted. Anyone could stab you in the back. You couldn’t tell the identity of the person lingering with you in bed.Even she herself can’t complain about this reality.

But it’s still too cruel.

Because of this, she felt sleepless about the situation she would surely face in the future when her emotional ties with Fu Shuang and Fu Yunyi were betrayed.

The heavy worries made Fu Qinghan even more haggard during this period.

Mu Fanzhou seemed to see through the tiredness in her eyes. He was silent for a moment, stretched out his hand to touch her head, and looked at the distant mountains with a compassionate expression.

“In the face of a natural enemy like the police, you are hesitant. It seems that your selfishness is at work.” Mu Fanzhou hit the nail on the head, “You are so merciful, and you don’t know whether it will bring you benefits or disaster in the future. In order to protect the most important things, sacrifices such as cutting out the heart and flesh will never be less. Your intolerance today will bring you more suffocating pain tomorrow.”

Fu Qinghan moved his lips and his voice trembled a little: “I understand, but I…”

Mu Fanzhou reached out to hold her in his arms and whispered: “I know. I know how difficult it is.”

How do you understand?How can people who have never experienced this feeling of hiding themselves, performing every day, dreaming back at midnight, asking themselves, what is the real “me”?

In such a difficult situation, there are almost no people who can speak out. How do you understand?

Fu Qinghan was thinking in his heart, but didn’t say it out loud. She leaned on Mu Fanzhou’s chest, tears fell down for some reason, and soon wet his shirt.The tears soaked into the fabric and stuck to his chest, and also poured into his heart.

Mu Fanzhou knew what she was thinking, but what he didn’t say was that I knew everything.

The woman cried silently in his arms, and the tears were like floods bursting out of the dam. The long-term depression, hesitation, hesitation, and repetition, the doubts, boredom, and even hatred towards herself, all turned into the monstrous waves in her heart at this moment, breaking down all defenses and barriers, and turned into tears.The more Fu Qinghan thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became. His small sobs gradually worsened, and finally turned into choked cries.

Mu Fanzhou just stood up and supported her, letting her vent without saying a word and with gentle eyes.

I don’t know how long it took, but Fu Qinghan gradually felt better. Her eyes were a little red, half of the accumulated negative energy had been discharged, and her whole person felt much lighter.Mu Fanzhou handed over the paper and asked her to wipe away her tears. Then he raised the corners of his mouth and said with a half-smile: “Who Lu Shenghao is has nothing to do with you. You don’t know, and you don’t know until now.”

Fu Qinghan was startled, and realized that this meant that she should let Lu Shenghao go, put aside the relationship, regard knowing as unknown, and let Fu Shuang handle it. As for whether he can survive, it depends on his own ability and the power behind him.

This seemed to be an approach that could better balance rationality and selfishness, so as not to unbalance the heart too much, but Fu Qinghan did not expect that Mu Fanzhou would give such advice.

Others may not understand, but Fu Qinghan knows very well what kind of person Mu Fanzhou is.As long as it threatens his safety and shakes his status, any hidden danger will be killed by him.He is as cruel and ruthless as Fu Shuang and Fu Yunyi. In other words, being able to sit in his current position in the Qinggang shows that he is a more ruthless person than ordinary people.

Fu Qinghan originally thought that he would take pity on her, but an undercover policeman next to her… it would be almost impossible to let him go.

She looked at Mu Fanzhou with a little surprise, as if it was the first day she met him.

“Put this matter aside, I have something urgent for you to do.” The smile on Mu Fanzhou’s face faded. This solemn attitude meant that the next matter was extremely important.

Fu Qinghan listened attentively, and Mu Fanzhou said: “Chu Yin is doubting me. You know, if a person like me has any doubts, he will not accept it. I want to give up immediately and use the old man’s power to protect myself first.”

When he said “protect yourself”, Fu Qinghan knew the seriousness of this matter. As if there was thunder in his mind, she murmured: “Is it me?”

“No, but your loyalty is very important.” Mu Fanzhou looked at her meaningfully.