[R18] Indulge in lust – “Indulgence and Love” Chapter 118 There are no rules on this road. You can only enter, but not exit. [English]

The faint fragrance floated, and the strong hormonal smell lingered for a long time. Fu Qinghan, who was exhausted from being tortured, looked up and looked out the window. It was still after dusk, and the high-rise buildings in the distance had been lit up sporadically. The night was quiet. After floating in the surging tide of love for several hours, at this moment, both body and mind felt indescribable peace.

Seeing that she had regained her energy slightly, Mu Fanzhou carried her to the bathroom, and the two of them took a shower together.

The bathroom was so narrow that it was almost impossible for the two of them to turn around at the same time. The cramped space made each other even closer. Fu Qinghan did not grow up delicate, so there was nothing wrong with it. Instead, it reminded him of the past. Amidst the sound of the water, he said, “Riding, do you still remember the scene when we first met?”

Mu Fanzhou held her in his arms and rubbed her back carelessly. His low and sexy voice echoed in the bathroom: “Remember.”

“What’s your impression of me?” Fu Qinghan asked curiously.

“Skinny.” Mu Fanzhou also remembered the situation at that time. His thick eyebrows were raised. In his mind, two children standing neatly in two rows appeared in his mind, each one thinner than the other.

She was only seven or eight years old at the time, not tall, and as thin as a bean sprout. It seemed as if the wind would take her away. A small, sallow face appeared from the back row, staring blankly ahead, unlike other children who looked at him in awe.

At that time, she was extremely silent and unsociable. She didn’t talk to anyone in the orphanage, and she didn’t like to play with other children. Even when some people came to choose children for adoption, very few of them took a fancy to her. She also looked repulsive, so she never was adopted.

Later, Mu Fanzhou just went there quietly, said hello to the leader of the welfare home, and quietly observed the children in the dark, watching her for longer and longer.She is much sharper than others. She will find it every time, then turn around and go away, hiding somewhere where he can’t see it.

After going there five or six times in a row, he brought something to her and handed it to her with his own hands without saying a word. The two of them met silently, and gradually became more frequent, with two fixed days every month.It wasn’t until more than half a year later that Mu Fanzhou discovered that she would wait for him on those two days, and the two of them had some words.

Ten years ago, Mu Fanzhou’s position in the Qinggang was already very stable, but there were fewer and fewer brothers who could tell the truth. He actually had nothing to say to a child, but the two seemed to have a tacit understanding, and they felt comfortable even if they didn’t say anything.

Recalling the past always makes people’s hearts soften. Mu Fanzhou smiled: “So long has passed in the blink of an eye. What about you? I remember that day, you didn’t even look at me.”

“I saw it.” Fu Qinghan quickly answered, she lowered her head and rubbed the bubbles in her hands, “I saw it from the first moment you got off the car.”

Mu Fanzhou asked with a smile: “Oh? So I am so ugly to you?”

“No… I have never seen someone as good-looking as you.” Fu Qinghan murmured, “I don’t dare to look at you… because I don’t think anyone will take a fancy to me and take me away, and I don’t want to let myself down too much.”

Mu Fanzhou rubbed her head: “I won’t mention those things in the past. Now, there are so many people who want to take you away. I’m even afraid that you will really run away with them.”

“No.” Fu Qinghan turned around and looked at he steadily”Do you remember that one time you took me to fly a kite. The wind was too strong and I didn’t tighten the kite string, so it flew away. I was depressed for a long time. That night, you sneaked into the orphanage, took me away, and went to the 24-hour bookstore to read comic books with me all night. At that time, I swore that I would faithfully be your kite. No matter how strong the wind was, as long as you didn’t let go, I wouldn’t run away.”

Mu Fanzhou smiled. When he faces others, he often smiles frivolously, carelessly, mockingly, and hypocritically, but not towards her.

After the two of them came out of the shower, it was already completely dark. After tidying up, Mu Fanzhou said he would take her to a food stall he liked for barbecue.Fu Qinghan naturally had no objection, but was a little curious: “Does this studio belong to you?”

Mu Fanzhou twitched his eyebrows, but his tone was calm: “No. It was a brother who saved me. Around the time we met, he said he was quitting because he fell in love and planned to marry that girl. He promised her to do something serious in the future. He liked painting, so he used his savings to invest in this place and opened this studio. He worked there for half a year and had about twenty students.”

“What happened next?”

Mu Fanzhou said calmly: “He went out to buy paint that day and was hacked to death by his former enemy. The studio broke up, so I took over the place, lost the students’ money, and found someone to come and clean it once a week, but don’t touch the things inside. Sometimes, I would spend the night here.”

Fu Qinghan lowered his head, not knowing what to say. He seemed to be someone he cared about very much…

Mu Fanzhou glanced at her and smiled cynically: “It’s been so long, not to mention I come here often, so there’s no such thing as touching the scene.”

After a pause, he’s tone became a little strange again: “There are no rules on this road. You can enter or exit.”

Fu Qinghan fell silent, probably because he realized that the topic was too heavy. Mu Fanzhou came to his senses and stopped talking about it. Instead, he asked, “What about you? How are you doing recently? I heard a little bit about what happened some time ago.”

Fu Qinghan didn’t know how much he knew, but in her opinion, Mu Fanzhou knew everything, so he organized his words, briefly explained the whole story, and told Fu Yunyi about killing Wei Qian and taking revenge on Qin Lele.

When Mu Fanzhou heard the last part, his eyes were a little complicated, and he raised his eyebrows and said to her: “Don’t force yourself too much, and you may not need to completely integrate into them. For some things, it is enough to borrow the hands of Fu Shuang and Fu Yunyi.”

Fu Qinghan pondered for a moment and said, “Fu Shuang asked me to get involved in Huanyu’s affairs, but the progress is not fast enough.”

The two of them walked into a busy alley. There were many people walking around, so they stopped talking about it. When they were approaching their destination, Fu Qinghan suddenly said dullly: “What I have been struggling with during this period is how to deal with the relationship with Lu Shenghao. Although I don’t want to admit it, after all… I think it is better to separate from him.”

Mu Fanzhou showed a light smile: “The little girl finally understands the troubles in love.”

Just as Fu Qinghan opened his mouth, his cell phone rang suddenly. He picked it up and saw that it was Lu Shenghao.

For some reason, she looked at Mu Fanzhou with a guilty look, stuck out her tongue, and looked helpless.

Mu Fanzhou shrugged: “Take it and listen to what he said. If you haven’t thought about it yet, don’t say what you just said.”

“Actually, I’ve almost thought about it…”