[R18] Indulge in lust – “Indulgence of Love” Chapter 69 [English]

Chapter 082 Who I fall in love with and pursue has nothing to do with you!

Lu Shenghao’s dark eyes were full of anger and entanglement. When he saw Fu Qinghan, he was stunned for half a second.The dark sunglasses unilaterally cut off the gaze at this moment. The next moment, Lu Shenghao saw the girl caught by two security guards from the side. There was a bit of eagerness on his face, and he stepped forward and said: “I let her go, don’t hold her like this.”

The security guards looked at each other and at the leader who was giving the order. The leader couldn’t help but look at Fu Qinghan’s face, and saw that her expression was cold. It had not changed at all from before. If it must be said, it could only be colder.

Several security guards were at a loss. The two who were holding the girl hesitantly let go. Lu Shenghao’s thick black eyebrows were furrowed tightly. He suppressed his anger and said, “What are you doing? If you have anything to say, wait until I get off work. Let’s go!”

As soon as Qin Lele saw he, her eyes turned red and tears immediately rolled down her face. Two streaks of water slid down her pretty little face. Paired with her petite figure and delicate facial features, she looked particularly endearing.She threw herself into Lu Shenghao’s arms and cried, “Haohao, you’re finally here! I knew you couldn’t bear to let me be bullied by others!”

Lu Shenghao obviously didn’t expect that she would be picked up like this in public, as if he had exhausted all his life’s strength, his face was buried in his chest, and his white shirt was wet with tears.He subconsciously glanced back at Fu Qinghan, his clear eyes clearly filled with panic and confusion, wanting to defend himself, but also looking for help.

Seeing the appearance of the male protagonist, the gossip escalated again, the discussions among the onlookers became more heated, and all kinds of strange ideas emerged one after another.

“The little girl is so pitiful.”

“This female boss is really cruel. She must have forced him to break up with his girlfriend because he was so handsome!”

“Is the man threatened by the boss?”

…

Qin Lele was soon out of breath from crying. She raised her head and looked at Lu Shenghao with tearful eyes. The arrogance she had just now was completely gone. Instead, her eyes were full of tenderness and compromise: “Haohao, I know you still love me, and you still care about me, right? Why don’t you resign and stay away from this vicious woman! Wuwuwu… She called me crazy! Haohao…”

Lu Shenghao was being held by her like an octopus. From the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the red marks on her wrists that had been squeezed out by bodyguards and security guards. His heart ached, and he did not dare to shake her off. He had no choice but to let her hold him. He tried his best to lower his voice and coaxed: “Can we talk about these things alone? I’m still at work. You go home first!”

Qin Lele saw the blue veins popping up on his forehead, and knew that he was now irritable and on the verge of bursting out of temper. He suppressed his sobs aggrievedly, his nose twitching, and his tone softened, half coquettishly, half pleading: “Then you have to answer my call and don’t miss me. You promised.”

“Okay, okay…” Lu Shenghao was already overwhelmed by her, being watched by so many people, and being downstairs in the company. The most important thing was that Fu Qinghan was involved. He just wanted to get Qin Lele away as soon as possible.

Qin Lele saw the way Lu Shenghao was coaxing her, and recalled that when they were together, no matter how unreasonable they were and said they wanted to break up again and again, he was always like this. No matter how wronged and helpless he was, he would always give in first.Thinking of this, my heart felt sweet.After being together for several years, not only can I not let go, but he can’t let go either!

As soon as Qin Lele was proud, he began to think about Fu Qinghan next to him again, and raised his voice and said, “Did you see it? What he cares about most is me! Even if we break up temporarily, you can’t get involved, so just give up!”

Lu Shenghao’s frowned brows suddenly twisted into the word “Chuan”, his eyes were sharp, and just as he was about to speak, he heard Fu Qinghan behind him say calmly: “Really? Let him embarrass himself in public, let him make a fool of himself in front of his boss and colleagues, let him lose points in front of his new pursuit partner, how long can he care about you enough for you to squander?”

Putting aside these two words, Fu Qinghan straightened his back again without leaving a trace, and openly welcomed the cold eyes and instructions from all directions. He raised his face, his posture was calm, and he walked past the security guard with an indifferent expression, and stepped steadily into the building.

The bodyguard quickly followed, and the two trotted to the front, pressed the button for the exclusive elevator, and lined up respectfully.

Lu Shenghao’s anxious eyes followed Fu Qinghan through the glass door for a long time, until she’s back disappeared around the corner, and even the sound of high heels on the floor completely disappeared. He still kept turning his face sideways, with a lost expression.Qin Lele felt the stiffness of He’s body, and stared blankly in the direction the woman left. She felt wronged all of a sudden, and hammered He’s chest with a pink fist. Just as he was about to speak, he saw Lu Shenghao suddenly turned to look at her, his expression suddenly became calm, and his brows were full of fatigue.

He reached out and took Qin Lele’s hand, pushing her away firmly but not roughly.The man’s strength was so strong that Qin Lele was unable to fight. During the struggle, he had escaped from the cage. He quickly took a step back, opened the distance between them, and looked directly at her., said seriously: “Qin Lele, we have broken up. Even if we talk alone, the conclusion will not change. Let me reiterate once again, who I fall in love with or pursue during our respective singles has nothing to do with you. You have no right to accuse the person I am pursuing! If you still don’t understand, I will talk until you accept it, but please stop harassing Qinghan and don’t come to my company to make trouble. My patience has its limits!”

The words, each word clear, fell into Qin Lele’s ears, like a heavy hammer hitting her heart.

Fu Qinghan, who had already left the scene, rubbed his temples and smiled self-deprecatingly. He was silent for a long time, not knowing what expression to make.

She can do such bloody things. Is she getting closer to the heroine setting in Mary Sue novels?

Taking a sip of coffee, I don’t know why, but it feels bitter than usual.

Putting this unpleasant episode behind him, Fu Qinghan picked up a document and started reading.

When it was time to get off work, Fu Qinghan leaned back heavily in his chair and let out a long sigh of relief. Just as he was about to massage the acupuncture points near his eyes, he heard his phone vibrate. He picked it up and read it. It was a text message from Lu Shenghao apologizing and inviting her to finish the meal.

Fu Qinghan frowned reflexively, pondered for a moment, and replied: It is not suitable to develop a new relationship before the relationship that has ended has been dealt with.After dinner.

Put the phone back, no reply.

Fu Qinghan opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, not knowing what he was thinking.

Twenty minutes later, the office door suddenly opened, and Lu Shenghao barged in, followed by the secretary who was full of indignation.

Fu Qinghan’s eyes flashed with surprise, he glanced at Lu Shenghao, and said to his secretary, “Get out.”

“Yes.” The secretary was very professional, her expression regained her composure, and she closed the door.

Chapter 083 Unbalanced feelings

The two looked at each other for a long time and were silent.

Lu Shenghao’s chest rose and fell slightly, and his breathing was somewhat rapid. A trace of excitement could still be seen in his big black eyes, and his eyelashes fluttered, which could not hide the panic and worry in his heart.When facing Fu Qinghan, he was so full of words that he suddenly didn’t know where to start. He moved his lips several times without saying a single word.

Fu Qinghan’s heart trembled, his eyebrows gradually relaxed, his expression relaxed, but his tone was still very calm and slightly distant: “Have you thought about what you want to say?”

“I…” When the word came out, Lu Shenghao suddenly paused, his shoulders slumped, his eyes dimmed, he was silent for a moment, and without letting Fu Qinghan wait too long, he whispered: “I’m sorry.”

“Why?” Fu Qinghan unconsciously picked up the pen, opened the pen cap, and put it on again, making a slight “click” sound.

The man pursed his lips into a straight line, looked at her sincerely, and carefully worded his words: “For today’s matters and last time in the restaurant, I left early.”

When he mentioned the restaurant, Fu Qinghan raised his eyes: “It was also because of her last time, right?”

Her expression was so plain that it was difficult for Lu Shenghao to guess what she was thinking at the moment, whether she was angry and blaming, casually mocking, or just asking casually… No matter which one, it made him uncomfortable.

The guilt and self-blame tumbling in his heart made the anxiety he had barely suppressed rise again.Her legs moved involuntarily, and she walked quickly to the desk. She stared into Fu Qinghan’s eyes and explained eagerly: “That time it really happened…she said she would jump off the building if I didn’t get over! She is a person who can do anything when she is impulsive. I’m afraid she will do something stupid. After all, it’s a human life!”

“Oh~” Fu Qinghan responded meaningfully, with no emotion in his tone. She raised her eyebrows, but said nothing.

“There was a time when I was really at a loss about my feelings for you and our relationship…” Lu Shenghao’s eyes dimmed for a moment, and his tone was dejected, “I never thought about sharing my beloved with another man.”

Fu Qinghan stared at he quietly, and Lu Shenghao seemed to be inspired, and continued: “I thought a lot during that time, and sometimes I thought of her, occasionally. When I thought of her, I also felt that I was no different. I had been with her for so long, and within a few days of separation, I started to suffer from insomnia because of another woman. It was also when she came back to me that I suddenly realized that I really couldn’t live without you. She often said break up before, but this is the only time, sheWhen I came back, my first reaction was not happiness, but surprise, shock, and worry.When I thought of you, I realized that I was no longer waiting for her to come back.”

Lu Shenghao couldn’t help but stretched out his hand to hold Fu Qinghan’s hand. The pen slipped from her fingers, and their warmth merged together.

“Even if you won’t only be with me, even if you won’t only like me, I want you, and I know it’s you!” The man’s tone was a little excited. “I tell her clearly every time, but she doesn’t seem to understand. I insist that I am retaliating against her for breaking up and punishing her, but I still love her in my heart. But the only person I love now is you! I really… I really don’t know what to do.”

The enthusiasm, sincerity, confusion and sorrow in he’s eyes were so realistically reflected in Fu Qinghan’s eyes that it hurt her.Her hand was tightly grasped by he, with such force that he held her firmly in his hand and refused to let go.

Fu Qinghan’s originally calm heart was stirred up by this fiery emotion. She frowned and didn’t speak for a long time.

To be honest, when it comes to “sharing it with other men”, her heart has already softened.Although he did not resolve the dispute with his ex, he was able to say “I only love you” in front of her.She seems…not qualified to ask for too much.

Once I think this way, I feel uncomfortable.

She is not so shameless that she loves all sentient beings but requires all sentient beings to only love her.Even if the selfishness and instinct deep in human nature are indeed demanding, it seems that they should not be brought to the forefront.

This made Fu Qinghan a little confused.

In a daze, she heard herself asking: “What kind of result do you want? Me or her? Or both? I won’t ask others for things that I can’t do myself. If I just admit to being greedy for the other person’s body, would things be simpler?”

Lu Shenghao was stunned for a moment, almost before he could react, Fu Qinghan said again: “My bottom line is that things like today will never happen again.”

At this point, her thoughts became clear, her eyes looked directly at he, and she said: “If we talk about love, maybe it will always be an unbalanced relationship; if we only talk about sex, please put out the fire in the backyard before asking me out. I like you very much, but I don’t like you enough to be willing to be the supporting actress in a bad eight o’clock drama, competing with a childish woman for an immature man.”

Since you have been cruel once, you might as well be more thorough.

Lu Shenghao looked at her almost expressionless face, her lips trembling, and her pupils were full of anger. He put his hands on the desk, leaned down, and stared into her eyes: “I only love you, and I only want you!”

“What if she commits suicide next time? Aren’t you going to leave me to find her too? Next time she points at my nose in public and scolds me for being a mistress and shameless, what will be the first thing you say?” Fu Qinghan looked at him calmly. At this moment, she was extremely rational.

Face your own concerns honestly and the selfishness engraved in your bones.

Half an hour later, Fu Qinghan walked quickly to the luxury car parked in the exclusive parking space. He pressed the key in his hand, opened the door and got in, leaning his head heavily on the seat.

She let out a long sigh, and the image of Lu Shenghao walking back and forth in the office like a manic leopard still replayed in her mind.

While I was lost in thought, the right door of the car was suddenly opened, and a figure quickly flashed into the passenger seat. With a bang, the door slammed shut, and a familiar voice sounded in my ears: “Drive!”

Fu Qinghan was frightened by this sudden turn of events. He turned his head and caught a glimpse of Mu Fanzhou’s handsome profile. He didn’t recover for several seconds.

“Drive.” Mu Fanzhou’s chest rose and fell violently, and his tone calmed down, but it still had the usual domineering and irresistible tone.

Fu Qinghan couldn’t believe his eyes and ears, but he didn’t know that now was not the time to be in a daze and ask questions. He immediately started the car and drove out of the parking space, then decisively stepped on the accelerator to accelerate, left the underground garage, and merged into the traffic on the main road.

The scenery outside the window flashed quickly, and the light of the street lamp hit Mu Fanzhou’s face. The shadows lengthened and shortened, bright and dark, making it almost impossible to see his expression clearly.