241 “Long Days” Chapter 240

sleepless nights

Bored, anxious.

Having lived to this age, Zuo Ruiheng finally knew what it meant to be truly restless.

After coming out of Xin Qing’s house, he felt that there was no peace in his heart. Her sobbing seemed to never go away. No matter what he went to do, there was always

I can’t calm down.

Fortunately, the pace of life is very fast, and he doesn’t have much time to think. The busy work and occasional entertainment can effectively divert his attention.

So he was always busy during the day, as if he was on a blood test, but once he got home, that feeling of anxiety would rise again.

Can’t sleep.

There will be a very important meeting tomorrow morning, and Zuo Ruiheng cannot let himself go on like this.He poured himself a glass of red wine without thinking too carefully.

I tasted it and drank it in big gulps.

He was already very tired, but with the help of alcohol, sleepiness gradually came closer to him. Zuo Ruiheng held the pearl bracelet and vaguely remembered that day.

things.

It was the winter of his senior year in high school. He had a high fever and was lying alone on the hospital bed in the school infirmary. Although his body temperature was already frighteningly high, he could only

Feeling cold.

Heavy schoolwork, longing for the future, parents’ expectations and the breathless tension that pervades the classroom are ever-present.

It oppressed his nerves and refused to let him go even when he was sick. He didn’t know how long he could hold on.

For a moment, Zuo Ruiheng even thought: It would be good if he died like this, at least he wouldn’t have to suffer this pain anymore.I’m so busy all day long like this

Turn, is it worth it?Even if he can have a job that satisfies his parents in the future, what does it mean to him?If everything means nothing, then now

What is the essential difference between dying and dying after a lifetime of hard work?

People are always particularly fragile when they are sick. Half asleep and half awake, tears flowed down the corners of the young man’s eyes, and a gentle little hand with a little coolness

She wiped away his tears and probed his forehead.

He heard a girl’s voice and couldn’t hear clearly what she was saying. He only remembered that her voice was soft, just like her actions just now.that girl

She stayed by his bedside and occasionally said something to him. The girl’s gentle tone easily dispelled his depression and hesitation, making him gradually feel at ease and fall into a deep sleep.

Go.

After waking up, the girl was no longer around him. He didn’t know who the girl was, but unexpectedly found a string of pearl bracelets under his arm.

Zuo Ruiheng put the bracelet away carefully and returned to class to ask his classmates. It was probably due to the boy’s shyness that he concealed the details of how he got the bracelet.

He only said that he picked it up in the corridor. In the end, he asked everyone in the grade but could not find the owner.

The girl who gave him all the warmth when he was sick disappeared and never appeared again. Zuo Ruiheng was reluctant to give the bracelet to the teacher, and secretly

Stayed.

He wanted to find her, return the things to her with his own hands, and then tell her: I have been looking for you for a long, long time, and my heart is full of you. Why have you not waited until now?

Appear?

What will the girl say?

Thinking of this, he seemed to hear Xin Qing crying again: “Go away, I never want to see you again!”

Zuo Ruiheng woke up immediately. It turned out that he had fallen asleep unknowingly. He only slept for a short while and was soon startled by Xin Qing’s words.

Wake up.

She cried pitifully, so pitifully that every time he thought about it, his heart would throb, but he didn’t know when that girl would appear, so he didn’t

Dare to be with Xin Qing, he was afraid that after waiting for so many years, what he waited for would be by mistake.

“Ruiheng!”

Xin Qing’s voice came to his ears again, Zuo Ruiheng roared, grabbed a pillow and covered his face.

It would be great if the owner of the bracelet was Xin Qing, so he could be with her without any scruples, but he remembered clearly that when he asked with the bracelet

At that time, everyone in the class was present, including Xin Qing, but she did not say anything.