[R18] It turns out you all want to have sex with me – “So You All Want to Fuck Me” Chapter 283 [English]

270. Pain

Seeing Gu Pan’s stunned look, the woman actually laughed. There was a bit of joy and pride in that smile, which made people’s hair stand on end. “You don’t know, right? The children’s clothing advertisement that made Xiao Xu famous in the first place would have been impossible to give Xiao Xu that close-up shot…”

That angelic smile immediately appeared in Gu Pan’s mind.

“Hahahaha… How about it? It’s disgusting, your beloved male god was actually played with when he was a child…” The woman stared, but her lips still kept an upward curve, “But even so, I still love him. This is my true love, and you are all fake!”

Gu Pan actually didn’t hear much of what the woman said after that.

Regardless of whether what this woman said was true or false, assuming it was true, Gu Pan could not help but feel chills all over as soon as he thought about what was behind such an innocent and beautiful smile.

“What are you doing!” A familiar voice came from behind, and then the woman’s voice stopped suddenly.

Bai Xu walked out of the elevator and saw Gu Pan standing with his back to the elevator door.

Before the elevator opened the door, Bai Xu could vaguely hear the stalker’s hysterical voice, saying something that made his spine shiver.

Bai Xu immediately subconsciously pulled Gu Pan behind him. He stood between the two of them and took advantage of the woman’s dazed moment to pull the SLR off her neck.

“Xiao Xu!” The woman quickly came back to her senses and looked at the young man in front of her infatuatedly, “Xiao Xu… you… you are so beautiful, and your voice is so nice… Can you say one more word for me to listen to…”

Bai Xu deftly pulled out the SD card from the SLR and threw the camera back into the woman’s arms.

“Get lost.”

The woman’s eyes widened for a moment: “Xiao Xu, what did you say…?”

The young man who made her heart and soul linger in her dreams didn’t even give her another look.

Bai Xu, who quickly returned to the elevator with Gu Pan, looked at the tearful Goose and frowned: “What did that woman do to you just now?”

Gu Pan shook his head, but was speechless.

For this kind of thing, asking for verification would be a secondary harm to the person involved. Without asking for verification, it would be impossible to tell the truth from the false. But regardless of whether it was true or false, Gu Pan felt extremely uncomfortable and depressed whenever he thought about it.

Ten minutes ago, Bai Xu saw He Zhizhou’s car coming downstairs from upstairs, but seeing that the stupid goose had already got out of the car but was still not going upstairs, so Bai Xu was about to go downstairs to arrest someone, but he didn’t expect to happen upon this thing.

Just thinking of this, Bai Xu’s heart still tightened. He didn’t know what would have been done to the goose if he hadn’t gone downstairs.

This stalker seems to need to be dealt with completely.

When Bai Xu came back to his senses, he realized that the elevator door had opened, and Gu Pan was already standing outside the elevator door waiting for him, his eyes red from crying, like a pitiful rabbit.

Bai Xu’s heart twisted, he sighed quietly, walked forward and pulled the obviously frightened goose into his arms.

“Okay, I’m here.” The young man was obviously not good at saying such comforting words, and his tone was very stiff, “Don’t be afraid.”

“Xiao Xu…” Gu Pan also reached out and patted the boy’s back, “I’m fine…”

Is it okay to cry like this?

Bai Xu’s eyes darkened as he remembered what the woman had just said when the elevator opened the door before she could finish her words.

Sure enough, just saying those things about him was enough to scare this timid goose.

Quanqi pulled the stupid goose into the house first, and bad memories began to surge in Bai Xu’s mind.

At night, in the hotel, a mature woman in sexy clothes, with sexually suggestive eyes and movements…

These things seem to have become Bai Xu’s nightmare, and they will appear whenever he closes his eyes.

But now for Bai Xu, what’s more important is… now this stupid goose knows about this matter.

What burned in Bai Xu’s heart was the thought of Gu Pan more urgently than anything else.

“If… what she said is true.” Bai Xu put his hands in his pockets and turned his back to Gu Pan, pretending to be indifferent, “You will also feel disgusted.”

For many years, he could only rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep, and he lost his sense of security towards everyone. He would subconsciously put on his signature smile in front of the camera, but in private he was like a hedgehog that attacked indiscriminately.

Don’t dare to approach anyone, don’t dare to accept anyone.

The hands in his pockets had been clenched into fists unconsciously. Bai Xu seemed to be able to imagine how it would feel when Gu Pan said the answer he expected, and his world would return to chaos and darkness again——

It must be very cold.

“Xiao Xu…is that true?”

Gu Pan didn’t expect that Bai Xu would take the initiative to mention this matter, and instantly he got goosebumps all over his body.

“Well, it’s true.” With every word he spat out, the boy felt an invisible hand ruthlessly peeling away the scab on He’s heart, revealing the bright red flesh and blood inside, oozing out red. “When I was filming my first children’s clothing commercial, my mother sent me to the director’s room.”

The young man’s tone was very soft, as light as a wisp of smoke, but it hit Gu Pan’s heart several times.

“Because the director said it was not good to give me guidance in front of other competitors.”

“I haven’t had a good night’s sleep since that day.” Bai Xu said, his mind still rolling with images of a lavish hotel room, a mature woman swaying her waist and sitting in front of him. That figure was still clear even after so many years, so clear that he still remembered a mole on the woman’s breasts.

“At first I relied on sleeping pills, but then I couldn’t fall asleep no matter how high the dose.”

“My mother also regrets it, but what’s the use of regretting it?”

“I drove her crazy. I told her to die, and she did.”

The young man’s voice began to tremble slightly. Looking at the young man’s back, the air almost froze with depression.

Bai Xu sometimes really hated himself for remembering everything too clearly, including the car accident.

The body had been knocked to the point of being unrecognizable, and it could be said that it was a car crash.

After his mother left, Bai Xu no longer had the word sleep in his world. He could only wait until his body reached its limit and went into shock.

“How is it? It’s disgusting.” After a long silence, Bai Xu made a self-deprecating smile, but in the blink of an eye, he squeezed out the unnecessary warm liquid on his eyeballs, “It’s okay, if I disgust you, I will immediately…”

“I don’t feel sick!”

Before he even finished speaking, he was interrupted by Gu Pan.

“I actually don’t know what I’m feeling right now…if I have to say…”

Gu Pan bit his lip and hesitated for a moment before finally speaking:

“I feel sorry for you.”

She still remembers Bai Xu’s age in that advertisement. At that age, he had no ability to distinguish right from wrong, but it happened to be the age most likely to be shadowed.

Gu Pan walked around to Bai Xu and looked at the tears on the young man’s cheeks. He couldn’t help but reach out his hand to wipe them away.

But the moment he stretched out his hand, Bai Xu grabbed him and pulled him forward.

Finally a full hug.

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As of this post, there are only 34 pigs today.

If it’s not full today_(:з」∠)_If you add more on Monday, it won’t be as spicy.

Come on everyone~