[R18] It turns out you all want to have sex with me – “So You All Want to Fuck Me” Chapter 220 [English]

214. The right to be chosen by you

After Gu Pan got in the car, it was indeed cold in the car. He Zhizhou, who was smiling and talking, seemed to be the only warmth in this winter.

Although he was wearing thick pajamas and a down jacket, Gu Pan was still so cold that he could only shrink his hands and feet.

Then the coat on He Zhizhou was transferred to Gu Pan’s body.

“Has the fever gone? Xu Jingtang said before that you had a severe fever…”

He Zhizhou looked at Gu Pan who looked a little sloppy, but for the first time, he felt at a loss from the bottom of his heart.

In the past, he might just touch the silly rabbit’s forehead to confirm it himself, but now he is actually a little scared.

Because I know the other person doesn’t like me that much.

“Well… I’ve already withdrawn…” After Gu Pan answered, he later realized there was something wrong with this sentence, “Jing… how did Dr. Xu know?”

At that time, Gu Pan, who had fallen asleep due to fever, had no idea that Xu Jingtang had been here.

He Zhizhou had no intention of continuing on this topic: “Can I touch your forehead? If you don’t confirm it… I feel uneasy.”

Gu Pan swore that she had never heard He Zhizhou ask such a question.

Because usually He Zhizhou gets started directly!

This man always has a way of making people not hate his actions.

“Uh… okay.” Anyway, it’s just the forehead.

The moment He Zhizhou touched Gu Pan’s forehead with his hand, Gu Pan immediately stepped back subconsciously.

“Your hands… how long have you been waiting here?” After saying that, Gu Pan immediately put He Zhizhou’s coat back on the man, “Why did you give me the clothes when your hands are so cold?”

“It didn’t take long. My hands and feet get cold easily.” He Zhizhou lied without changing his expression and his heart didn’t beat. “Actually, I didn’t feel that cold.”

“Nonsense!” Gu Pan said in a rare strong voice, “Your hands were always warm before, but this is the first time it’s so cold!”

After saying that, Gu Pan also felt that there was something wrong with what he said, and he immediately lost his voice.

He Zhizhou’s gloomy mood for the past few days finally saw a glimmer of sunshine. He wanted to hold Gu Pan’s hand to help her warm it up, but then remembered that his hand seemed cooler now, so he had to cover his hand with his coat while smiling.

The man’s smile made Gu Pan feel even more embarrassed. She simply didn’t know what inconsistent things she was doing. She clearly left He Zhizhou and ran away alone last time, but now she seems to understand him…

“Panpan… I was too sudden last time and I probably scared you.”

Of course it was He Zhizhou who spoke again. He looked at Silly Rabbit, whose chin was obviously sharper than before due to illness, and tried hard to suppress his desire to touch her.

“Uh…it doesn’t matter…no, I mean…” Gu Pan was looked at and felt that it was impossible not to speak, but when he opened his mouth, he spoke like a retarded man who wanted to pull out his tongue, “I…I haven’t thought about it yet.”

“It’s okay.” He Zhizhou finally felt that his hands were getting a little warm. He carefully took Silly Rabbit’s hand and put it into his coat along with his own.

What a strange conversation!

Gu Pan didn’t know how to proceed, so he could only remain silent.

“I mainly want to apologize to you for my last proposal today.” He Zhizhou’s hand only had a little warmth in the palm, and his fingers were so cold that it made Gu Pan’s heart ache. “Please treat that ridiculous proposal as a farce.”

Hearing He Zhizhou’s words, Gu Pan didn’t know whether he should breathe a sigh of relief or something, but the relaxed mood that seemed to be there did not appear. Instead, he became a little more depressed than when he was struggling before.

“It was the wrong timing and wrong identity when I first appeared.”

Looking at Gu Pan’s side face, He Zhizhou felt that his mood was calmer than he had been in the past few days.

“At that time, I was greedy and wanted to jump directly into the most intimate relationship, so you felt abrupt and scared, right?”

That was indeed the case…but fear was really out of the question. Gu Pan felt that he could only be considered panicked at that time.

“I have always felt that interactions between people should be like growing plants. All I can do is water and fertilize. Everything else can only depend on God’s will and fate.” He Zhizhou said, lowering his head and smiling: “This concept has existed in my mind for more than ten years, but as a result, I have no composure when it comes to the most important people and things.”

Gu Pan looked down at the little yellow chicken pattern on his pajamas, and felt uncomfortable in his heart.

She wanted to comfort He Zhizhou, but felt that she was not qualified to say comforting words from her own position.

After all, he is the culprit.

“To be honest, when I look back on that day, I feel like I am no longer myself.” The man’s voice was very soft, but every word hit Gu Pan’s heart with great weight. “I was thinking about… letting you only have eyes for me… it’s so stupid.”

Gu Pan shook his head. She wanted to say that Zhouzhou, you are not stupid at all, but she couldn’t say it.

“Actually, you already made your choice that day, but I still couldn’t help but come to you…”

“I know I’m disturbing your life, but I’m… sorry.”

So humbling.

He Zhizhou shouldn’t be like this.

It was as if the light all over his body disappeared in an instant, leaving only the most real and ordinary man.

Gu Pan’s eyes were already red, she held back the sourness in her nose and shook her head vigorously.

“I apologize for my recklessness and stupidity.” He Zhizhou’s cold hands had already formed a thin layer of sweat, but he still did not dare to grab the girl’s hand with force.

“If possible…”

He Zhizhou’s fingers moved slightly: “I want to start over, reappear by your side as a suitor, compete with your other suitors, and have the right to be chosen by you.”

Gu Pan’s tears immediately fell out of his eyes.

‘The right to be chosen by you’

What humble words this is.

Gu Pan, who was already filled with guilt for He Zhizhou, could not say any words of rejection at this moment. She bit her lower lip and held it in for a long time. She could not hold back even a single word, but her vision became increasingly blurry.

“Panpan…don’t reject me, okay?”

Of course He Zhizhou knew Gu Pan’s character, and he also knew that it would be better if he didn’t say this. He simply didn’t provide the option of rejection and used verbal inducement. The silly rabbit would fall into this little trap again.

But he no longer wants to do that.

He came here this time just to show Gu Pan his most sincere self, so that she would never feel insecure about him again because of the feeling she had given others.

Sitting here can be said to be He Zhizhou.

It can also be said that it is He Zhizhou’s heart.

He held it in his own hands, and presented it to the person in front of him who was crying.

his sweetheart.