[R18] Will drink wine – “About Wine” Chapter 41 [English]

The clothes were pushed up, and the skin that flowed out like moonlight felt cold to the touch.There was no caressing, just tearing.A pool of spring water melted in the thick night. Xiao Chiye held up the water and struggled to stand up from the tide of love. He saw Shen Zechuan’s eyes while breathing.

There was no trace of depression in these eyes, and they even reflected his absurd behavior at the moment.

Xiao Chisheng felt a sense of pleasure like a knife, and he rubbed Shen Zechuan to heat it up, causing the water to stir.He held Shen Zechuan in his arms from the clouds, squeezed heavily, and licked and bit wantonly.He bit the back of Shen Zechuan’s neck, like he was holding a mouthful of ecstasy soup.

The night was soaked, and the bedding was soaked with sweat.With his limbs entangled and bumping on the bed, Xiao Chiye gradually found happiness from the hasty collision. He made rapid progress, disarming himself in that soft cloud, and then erecting in that soft cloud.He silently pressed against Shen Zechuan’s vitals, causing Shen Zechuan to swallow with difficulty, his neck raised in front of He without any scruples.

Xiao Chiye kissed the neck and lifted Shen Zechuan’s knees.He is no longer a hypocrite who is sitting on his laurels. He is an ordinary person who goes straight into the dark.He made Shen Zechuan unable to remember the Tiankeng at tea time, and also made Shen Zechuan unable to forget this intense interaction.

He There is no life-saving straw, this night is the indulgence that escapes the suffering, and the pleasure is like a burning fire.Shen Zechuan reached for the head of the bed, and Xiao Chiye pulled him back and locked him in his arms.

“Come and be wild,” Xiao Chiye whispered, “You want me to go crazy, how dare you run away? Don’t you want to see who is more ruthless? I’m not afraid.”

Shen Zechuan rubbed his cheek against the quilt, closed his eyes and panted. The pain and unbearable expression on his face were fascinating and seductive.

How did he look like this?

Xiao Chiye pinched his chin and kissed him, not letting him breathe or rest, and soaked him in the numb space of his waist and eyes.

Shen Zechuan was still trembling in the lingering sound, but Xiao Chiye didn’t stop, turned him over, and pushed in again.

The cold wind outside the window kept whistling, and there were suppressed gasps in the darkness.Xiao Chiye was sweating and kissed Shen Zechuan again and again.

He doesn’t want to admit defeat.

But she has been defeated.

Xiao Chiye fell asleep.

He’s ferocity and anger were all reflected in his brows and eyes, turning into a bit of reckless unhappiness.He held one of Shen Zechuan’s wrists, making the two of them cuddle up in the winter night, turning the cruel kiss into a scalding furnace.

The snow outside has been falling all night, as light as catkins, and there is no sound of wind.

When it was almost dawn, Shen Zechuan took out his wrist.Xiao Chiye’s fingers chased after he and moved between the quilts.

Chen Yang outside the door saw Shen Zechuan coming out.

“School ground.” Shen Zechuan said concisely and concisely.

Chenyang nodded, and when he was about to get out of the way, he caught a glimpse of the wound on Shen Zechuan’s lip, and he hesitated to speak.

Shen Zechuan glanced at him and had an insight into his thoughts, and said, “It’s time for Jin Yiwei’s reorganization order to come down in recent days. I’m grateful for your care during this period.”

Chen Yang said: “A few days ago——”

“Let’s not mention the matter of turning the page.” Shen Zechuan was a little cold for no reason today, he said, “In the future, we will inevitably bump into each other when walking around the capital. I act with caution, and I also advise all brothers in the Forbidden Army to act with caution.”

Chen Yang has a meal.

But Shen Zechuan smiled and said: “The good days of the Forbidden Army are hard-won, but the situation is changing, who can say for sure in the future.”

Before Chen Yang could reply, Yin Luo had already lifted up his robe and left.

Ding Tao patted the snow off her shoulders, fell down, and swayed in the air, holding a pen in her mouth and frowning at Shen Zechuan’s back.

Chen Yang saw this and asked, “What’s wrong?”

Ding Tao said: “Don’t you think he is a little sad today?”

Chenyang turned his head and saw the corner of Shen Zechuan’s robe and said, “Really? I think it’s okay. He’s smiling.”

Ding Tao took out a small book from his chest and wrote a few words while hanging there, sighing: “Maybe it was because of the fight with the second young master last night. I heard a lot of noise.”

Chenyang was a little embarrassed, looked up and said, “Gujin, haven’t you taught him some knowledge about human affairs? This kid is already sixteen, and it’s time for him to get a wife in Libei.”

Gujin didn’t reply.

Chen Yang said: “Do you listen?”

“It’s wearing cotton!” Ding Tao stuffed the notebook back, turned it back, picked the cotton from one of Gujin’s ears, and shouted, “Brother Jin! Chenyang is calling you!”

Gu Jin trembled and almost slipped down from the top.he pushed Ding Tao’s face away, frowned and said, “What?”

Chen Yang pointed at Ding Tao and said, “Send him away and sell it to buy you enough money for this month’s drinks.”

Gujin strangled Ding Tao’s neck and said, “You can’t sell it for more than two cents.”

There was movement inside, and the three people fell silent.After a while, Xiao Chiye came out, put on his clothes, glanced around and looked at Ding Tao.

“Brother will enter the capital in a while,” Xiao Chiye’s lips hurt slightly as he spoke. He touched it with the tip of his tongue and quickly gave up, “Don’t report unimportant things.”

Ding Tao nodded vigorously like a chicken pecking at rice.

Xiao Chiye paused for a while and said, “Why are you still here?”

Ding Tao scratched the back of his head in confusion, looked at Chen Yang, then Gu Jin, and finally looked back at Xiao Chiye and said, “Master, I am on duty today.”

Xiao Chiye said: “Where is the person you want to stare at?”

Ding Tao said: “Let’s go…”

Xiao Chiye remained silent. When Chen Yang took the horse, he turned over and pointed at Ding Tao before going out: “Throw away he.”

Ding Tao hadn’t climbed onto the horse yet, and before she could react when she heard the words, Chen Yang and Ding Tao had already picked her up.He was shocked, clutching his notebook, and said: “Goodbye, Master, Master! I haven’t committed any crime recently——”

People have been thrown out.

After Chen Yang finished throwing the man, he stepped forward and said, “Master, it’s time for the master to arrive today.”

Without saying a word, Xiao Chiye hit his horse and headed out of the city.

* * *

Shen Zechuan did not go to Fengshan Campus, but returned to Zhaosu Temple in the snow.

Ji Gang hadn’t seen he for some days. After letting him in, he hurried to buy roast chicken.Taifu Qi had not seen him for a few days. He was holding a pen and squinting while writing. When he saw he come in, he quickly dropped his pen and said, “Lan Zhou!”

Shen Zechuan lifted up his robe and sat opposite Taifu Qi.

Master Qi said, “The transfer order for the Jin Yiwei is about to come out. Where do you want to go?”

Shen Zechuan said: “Luan Yusi, come in front of the emperor.”

Taifu Qi nodded, saw the wound on his lip, and asked, “What happened outside recently?”

Shen Zechuan was quiet for a moment and said: “The emperor now has Hai Liangyi to escort him, and I am afraid that the dead wood can also serve as the pillar. I saved Xiao Er that day because the emperor’s accession to the throne was already a given. Killing him would mess up the chessboard.”

“Chaos on the chessboard is nothing, what I’m afraid of is chaos.” Taifu Qi looked at him, “Have you gained any new ideas during the days when you stayed with Xiao Er?”

Shen Zechuan wiped the ink on his fingertips, thought for a long time, and then said: “It’s a pity that he was born behind Xiao Jiming. I can suppress him in this life, but if I can’t suppress him, that’s it.”

Shen Zechuan looked at Taifu Qi and did not continue.

Instead, Taifu Qi said, “Lan Zhou, you haven’t understood yet.”

Shen Zechuan was slightly startled.

Master Qi stood up, took a few steps, looked at the snow in the courtyard, and suddenly sighed: “You killed Ji Lei.”

Shen Zechuan stopped wiping.

It is rare for Taifu Qi to be profound, heSaid: “Lan Zhou, we are trapped here, living by hatred, but we cannot be killed by hatred. Five years ago you could not do such a ruthless thing, but five years later you have taken charge of yourself and done it neatly. I give you poems and books, but I don’t want you to be controlled by hatred. It is difficult to become virtuous by killing, and you have fallen too deep.You won’t be able to turn back.If you don’t get rid of your inner demons, you will be trapped in the nightmare forever.Ji Lei deserves to be killed with one knife.Thinking about the days in Duanzhou, I don’t want you to follow a cold-hearted path.It’s a pity that Xiao Chiye is behind Xiao Jiming.”

“Just think about it, if Ji Mu were the Crown Prince of Libei today, and he left you in the capital, wouldn’t there be nothing but helplessness?”

“The edge of a sword is sharpened, and Xiao Chiye is the sword. He himself didn’t realize it. His brother has given him high hopes for many years, and Li Bei has never been stingy with his praise. If he was a waste, doting on him would be the only choice that would make him happy. But Xiao Jiming not only took him to the expedition, but also let him lead the troops. Since there is no retreat, is it really just to make him suffer by handing over his brother? Five years ago, Xiao Chiye didn’t know how to restrain himself in Li Bei, and nowHe has learned to restrain his arrogance.Everything taught by words and deeds may appear on the surface. Only what you learn through pain is the secret.Xiao Chiye is a good brother. The most regrettable thing about Xiao Chiye is that he was born behind Xiao Jiming.Lan Zhou, this friendship you should understand best has become the friendship you least understand.”

Master Qi paused for a long time, feeling a little depressed. He looked at Shen Zechuan again, knelt down, and slowly patted the top of Shen Zechuan’s hair with his dry palm.

“Sir, I taught you poetry and calligraphy, and allowed you to be named Lan Zhou. Lan was born with jade steps and was indifferent. He sailed across the sea of suffering and drove away boundless rivers. His mind was open to hundreds of rivers and his vision was widened. You are a good boy. You can kill people with just a nod. Hatred is hard to get rid of, but your heart cannot be changed. Lan Zhou, Lan Zhou, don’t you still have master and sir? How could you force yourself to be in that situation? It’s better to talk about the unhappiness of these five years.”

Shen Zechuan looked at Taifu Qi blankly.

“Twenty-five years ago, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince passed away. I have been looking forward to it day and night, and I have been complaining every night. I wish I could take that sword, and I wish I could kill the enemy with my own hands. I have lived in resentment and become like this. I became your husband, and I,” Taifu Qi choked up slightly, “I want you to do it for me.Killing an old enemy cannot turn you into a sword that forgets who you are… You are a human being, Lan Zhou, don’t forget the unrestrained days in Duanzhou. Although Ji Mu died, he did not die because of you. It is like this, and it is hard to get back!You came out of the tea stone sinkhole, not because of guilt, but because of you.He’s the son of those 40,000 sergeants!Silly boy, Ji Gang is so cautious, how could you still blame yourself and the wrong person!”

Shen Zechuan closed his eyes.

he Hearing Ji Mu’s call, he remembered the smell of Xiao Chiye again.At this moment, he finally understood why he was obsessed with that smell.It was the refreshing light of the scorching sun, the light that allowed him to escape from the tea stone sinkhole.

Even for a moment, forget the blood tide and arrow rain, forget the cold and corpses.He can no longer remember the days in Duanzhou, they were too far away, as if they were memories from a previous life.He couldn’t even remember Ji Mu’s face when he was laughing. He fell into a nightmare, torturing himself all the time.

Ji Mu is dead.

Why wasn’t he the person who died that day?

Master’s lack of blame is the biggest blame, and what is inescapable is a lifetime of guilt.He had no way to admit it to Taifu Qi. Day after day, he finally killed himself.

Xiao Chiye is the reflection on the other side, having everything that he does not have.He observed Xiao Chiye, trying to imitate clumsily to make himself look like a human being.he can’t tell anyone that Shen Zechuan living in this body is a ferocious killer.

He is already standing on the edge of the abyss.

Shen Zechuan lowered his eyes under Taifu Qi’s palm, like a child listening to instructions.he obeyed devoutly, but at this moment, he realized that he could no longer shed tears.

He’s throat moved slightly, and he finally said with relief: “Sir… you are right.”

* * *

Three days later, the Jinyiwei transfer order was issued, and Han Cheng, the original commander of the Eighth Battalion, was assigned as the Jinyiwei commander. The personnel of the 12th Jinyiwei were redeployed. Shen Zechuan was transferred from the Elephant Taming Station to Luanyu Division, and Ge Qingqing was promoted from Baihu to the governor of the station.

Shen Zechuan’s new waistband has the word “accompanying him” on it. Luanyu Si is the best place to go. Being next to the emperor is the easiest way to win the favor of the emperor.

Xiao Chiye, who was originally the governor of the Forbidden Army, also served as the commander of the eight battalions, and implemented the power of patrolling the capital.After that night, he welcomed Zuo Qianqiu and lived in Fengshan Campus. Until Shen Zechuan left the Forbidden Army Residence, the two of them did not meet again.

“Master,” Chen Yang, who was serving at the side, whispered to Xiao Chiye, “Originally, I was assigned to be the Horse Taming Division, but who would have thought that when the order came down, I became the Luan Yu Division.”

Xiao Chiye solved the nine-link chain, moved his hands slowly, and said, “Then people don’t care about it.”

Chen Yang said: “But if he went to the imperial court, wouldn’t he be more likely to be killed? Mr. Hai Ge was the one who urged the late emperor to kill him.”

“Collecting debts on the edge of a knife means that his heart is not about serving the public and abiding by the law.” Xiao Chiye threw nine rings and said, “Ji Lei is dead, Han Cheng is a replacement from the Eighth Battalion, and Jin Yiwei is now a land without one. If he goes up now, what do you think he wants to do?”

Chenyang thought for a moment and said, “If it works…”

“If he succeeds,” Xiao Chiye looked towards the school, “then he will have minions.”

Chen Yang did not speak rashly.

After a while, Xiao Chiye said: “Jinyiwei belongs to the Ji family. He has Ji Gang as a shield and old love as a blade. It is easy to get up. Although we can’t intervene in people, we can control his opportunity. There must be a reason for promotion and wealth. If there is no trouble in front of the emperor, he will be suppressed and unable to move. Since the Forbidden Army has the heavy responsibility of patrolling, why bother with Jinyiwei anymore?”

Chen Yang said: “I understand.”

Xiao Chiye took a sip of water, pondered for a moment, and said, “Choose a secluded place and set up a table. He and I are going to have a fight, and I also want to treat him to a meal.”

He tightened his grip on the bitten area.

“…After all, they are fellow disciples.”