[R18] These men are poisonous – “These Men Are Poisonous” Chapter 132 [English]
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If Yu Haonan were asked to use one word to describe this meal, it would be like something stuck in his throat.
The more happily Zuo Ning ate and the more relaxed he acted, the more uncomfortable he became.
Before meeting Zuo Ning, what he was most afraid of was that she hated him and refused to forgive him.
But now, he really hopes that Zuo Ning can give him a little hatred, even if it is just a little bit of resentment and blame, it can at least show that he still has a place in her heart.
However, she can sit across from him and chat with him calmly, smile at him, and even occasionally make fun of him.But unfortunately, there is no resentment, no hatred, let alone love.
She only regards him as an old friend from the past, or not even a friend, just an acquaintance.
After lunch, the hourly worker was cleaning up the house. Zuo Ning was sitting on the sofa and eating fruit leisurely. Yu Haonan sat down next to her again and said with a flattering smile, “Ning Ning, haven’t you always wanted to buy that villa by the Lotus River? I’ll transfer the house to your name when you get back, okay?”
“But I don’t want that villa now, because I have no attachments anymore.”
Looking at the slightly disappointed man, Zuo Ning sighed lowly: “Yu Haonan, don’t you think that you have been thinking about the eighteen-year-old Zuo Ning, which is a pointless obsession? If you really love her, then even if she reappears next to you seven years later, you should recognize her, but you can’t even figure out who she is, so… are you sure it’s love?”
“Whether I was persistent or not at the time, I was sure that I loved the twenty-five-year-old Zuo Ning who appeared next to me later.”
Zuo Ning chuckled and shook his head: “But, I am twenty-seven now. I am not the same person you missed when I was eighteen, nor the pretentious and entangled Zuo Ning when I was twenty-five.”
Seeing that he wanted to say something else, Zuo Ning simply spoke to Wen Kaian: “I want to eat steamed fish tonight, can I ask the chef to prepare it?”
Wen Kaian nodded: “If you want to eat anything else, you can let him do it.”
“No, I’m tired. I want to take a nap.”
Zuo Ning yawned and walked back to Wen Kaian’s room. The two men did not disturb her. However, she still did not get up until the evening.
Wen Kaian felt something was wrong, so he opened the door and took a look. Was there any trace of her inside?Even the quilt was already cold. She must have been gone for a long time.
It was only then that he remembered that at some point in the afternoon, Yu Haonan had a video conference with his staff in the study room, and he went to the bathroom to take a shower because he knocked over the coffee cup.
Zuo Ning probably left quietly at that time, but they really didn’t think that she would leave just because she deliberately said she wanted to have dinner.
The only difference is that this time, Zuo Ning responded to he’s WeChat message.
Wen Kaian: Where have you been?
Zuo Ning: Keep traveling to find inspiration.Sorry, I didn’t say hello when I left.
As long as she is willing to reply to he WeChat, it’s not the worst.Wen Kaian could only comfort himself in this way.
It is said that many men are ruthless when it comes to pulling out dicks. Zuo Ning feels that she is almost in the same category now. She is irresponsible after sleeping, patting her butt and leaving. She doesn’t know if she should be called a scumbag.
But so what?Even if someone does come and point at her nose and yell at her, she won’t care.
So she embarked on the journey again, found a small county town with good scenery to settle down, and began to finish the novel she had just started.
When she first started writing, she didn’t do it to make money. She just used words to record the happy times in the Jiang family, deceiving herself and allowing herself to indulge in it, so as to find some comfort.
Later, the depression gradually healed, and she was obsessed with making money to buy back the villa, so she coded day and night, becoming the most diligent author among readers.
Nowadays, she has no attachments. Writing is just a hobby for her, and this hobby can bring her a good income and give her enough capital to enjoy life. It has become a virtuous circle.
Over the past year or so, she has completed the novel set in the Warring States Period that she mentioned to Yu Haonan before. However, she did not publish it while writing as usual, but saved the manuscript.
She wants to make a new attempt, that is, let go of all readers’ opinions and follow her own ideas.
In the past, she was always not decisive enough and couldn’t help but look at readers’ comments, and the plot direction would be involuntarily affected by readers. But now, she can write whatever she wants, and she doesn’t care whether others praise or scold her.
After staying in the small county town for nearly a month, one day when she was writing about the male protagonist’s past hatred, she suddenly got stuck and felt something was wrong no matter how she wrote.
She accidentally flipped through the contacts on her phone and saw the words “Officer Yin”, which suddenly stunned her.
This was the person who called her when she was still using the same number. Later, she changed her phone and changed her SIM card, but she still couldn’t help but keep this contact information.
After dialing, a friendly male voice came from the other side: “Hello.”
“Officer Yin, I’m Zuo Ning, the person you contacted two years ago to get Zheng Chenghua released on medical parole.”
The other party was obviously stunned for a few seconds: “Miss Zuo? Then you are now…”
“Is he still alive?” he asked, but the answer was actually yes. If that person died, there would be news reports.
“He’s still alive, but I heard his condition isn’t very good and he probably won’t last long.”
Zuo Ning finally returned to City S. As soon as he got off the plane, he went to the place called “Prison Central Hospital”. Because he was visiting prisoners, he had to go through a lot of procedures.
When she followed the staff to the inpatient building, she found someone waiting at the door.
Fang Jinglun was wearing a black suit, and he seemed to be more mature than the last time we met. When he saw Zuo Ning, he came up to him naturally: “You’re back?”
“How did you know I was here?”
“Our family works in a medical institution. Since we are colleagues, we have some contact with this hospital. I happen to know a few people there, so I ask you to notify me as soon as possible if you come.”
“Are you so sure that I will come to see Zheng Chenghua?”
“There’s no way to be sure, but it’s a possibility.” Fang Jinglun stepped forward and held her hand tightly, “Let’s go, I’ll accompany you to see him, and my procedures have been completed.”
In the past, Zuo Ning really needed someone to accompany him, and even if someone accompanied him, she would not want to see that person.
But now, she could face it calmly, but looking at the tall figure in front of her, she didn’t refuse.
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