[R18] Pampered (NP) – “Pampered (NP)” 364. Breakup (2700+ words) [English]

In a daze, she seemed to see the man who was as clean as snow lowering his eyes and asking her: Doesn’t Zhizhi believe me?

It was an injury that even he’s tenderness couldn’t hide.

Shen Lingzhi’s throat was choked, as if his breathing was being strangled by an invisible rope.

No, of course she is more willing to believe him. Because of this, she must find out the truth no matter what.

Shen Lingzhi asked Tang Sinian to quietly check Cheng Rang’s movements, and returned to Xu Ye’s apartment as scheduled more than a week later.

At that time, my body was mostly recovered, but I was still unable to have sex.

Shen Lingzhi racked his brains and made up excuses with Xu Ye that he couldn’t go to bed. She had stomachache, inflammation, and menstrual period, which made her brain almost empty. Fortunately, Xu Ye had no doubts and hugged her and kissed her thoughtfully, and didn’t ask for sex anymore.

Shen Lingzhi felt guilty and tried his best to make up for it.

She began to realize that Xu Ye’s mood was not right.

Although he tried his best to hide it, she could feel that he was depressed – there were fewer smiles, a loss of appetite, and dark circles under his eyes.Facing the drawings I was passionate about, I would either be in a daze and hesitate to put pen to paper, or I would be dissatisfied no matter how I drew them, so I would crumble them into a ball and throw them into the wastebasket.When she opens her eyes in the middle of the night, she often sees that the light in he’s study is still on.

While eating, she asked in a subtle way, “Brother Xu Ye, is your work not going well recently?”

Xu Ye was stunned for a second before coming back to his senses and smiled, “Why do you ask that?”

“You work so late every day, I’m worried about your health.”

Xu Ye’s eyes darkened, he put down his chopsticks and hugged her, “I’ve run into some trouble recently. But don’t worry, I will solve it.”

He doesn’t want to say.Xu Ye, like Brother She, takes care of everything by himself.

Seeing that he didn’t answer directly, Shen Lingzhi waited for Xu Ye to go out and quietly crouched in he’s study to look for drawings.

she wants to help him.

This time she actually found a drawing, which was neatly packed in a document bag. The title was “she”, which seemed to tell the story of a girl’s growth. During these days when she was helping Xu Ye do odd jobs, she would occasionally see him staring at this drawing in a daze.She even searched online and found no information about this comic.

Is it because you don’t have confidence in this work that you haven’t submitted it yet?

Shen Lingzhi quietly took this manuscript to the publishing house Xu Ye worked with, and the new editor in charge of Xu Ye met with her.She handed over the drawing and was about to introduce it more. Unexpectedly, the editor took one look at it and sent the drawing back.

“This one died eight hundred years ago.”

Huh?

Shen Lingzhi was confused. No wonder Brother Xu Ye was in such a low mood. It turned out that the painting he had worked so hard on had never been successful.

She tried her best to make her tone sincere, and wanted to ask the editor to take a closer look or provide suggestions for revision, but the other party’s attitude was very firm, “The main line of this book “She” is vague and the readability is weak. It is more like a random writing practice and has no commercial value. But…”

The editor-in-chief changed the topic and took out an old document bag from the drawer and gave it to her.

“The “Kiss Your Soul” that he submitted before was quite good, but unfortunately the subject matter was over the line, and he did not change it after several contacts. I understand that it is very painful to revise the draft, and domestic policies are like this, and you cannot knowingly commit the crime. Ms. Shen helped me persuade him to draw a painting about brothers and sisters, and take revenge on society. May lovers eventually become brothers and sisters is not just a joke, brothers and sisters will always be brothers and sisters, and they will not be on the stage.”

Shen Lingzhi thanked the editor and promised to do his best to persuade Xu Ye.

When she went back, she looked through the drawings and thought about how to organize her words to persuade him. Unexpectedly, the more she looked at it, the more she felt something was wrong.

“Kiss Your Soul” tells the story of a brother whose soul possesses his sister, and gradually falls in love with her sister, who also slowly falls in love with her brother. The two go from ambiguous misunderstandings to a happy love story.Among them, the male perspective is particularly delicate, and the conflicting feelings towards his sister are deeply portrayed.

The hero loves his sister very much.

Shen Lingzhi has experienced the struggle between brothers and sisters who want to love but dare not love and cannot get what they ask for, and he understands that this kind of psychological portrayal will not be so clear to someone who is not an insider.

She read the drawing over and over again, and a suspicion became stronger in her mind, and she finally decided to find Ning Jiaer.

They met in a secluded teahouse.

Shen Lingzhi exchanged greetings with Ning Jia’er, racking his brains on how to naturally ask about their brother-sister relationship. Ning Jia’er never thought that Ning Jia’er could see that she was restless and smiled softly, “You noticed it, right?”

Shen Lingzhi was stunned as soon as these words came out. What did he find?

Ning Jiaer frowned, “Didn’t you check the mailbox?”

She shook her head, because she had few contacts and hadn’t used her email for a long time.

I opened it on my mobile phone on the spot, and many new email alerts popped up. Apart from the advertisements, there was actually an anonymous mailbox that sent her a lot of things – a recording of Xu Ye preparing to deal with Lu Shaofan on the day he went to pick up the plane, a long shot of Ning Jiaer nestled in Xu Ye’s arms, and many warm scenes of the brother and sister touching their heads, looking at each other, and adjusting their clothes.

As he watched, Shen Lingzhi couldn’t help but think of himself and his brother.

Before the taboo between siblings was broken, she and her brother restrained each other and tested each other.

While always using moral shackles to remind herself to stay awake, she also uncontrollably longs for skin-to-skin contact.

After reading all the anonymous emails, she had a general idea.

“Did you send it?”

Ning Jia’er did not deny it, “Actually, you don’t like my brother that much, otherwise why would you cheat on Brother Fan again and again? My brother has actually known about your affairs for a long time. He has a good personality and misses old feelings, so he always shows enough kindness to you without exposing you. How did you treat him? If you still have some conscience, I hope you will take the initiative to leave my brother.”

Shen Lingzhi looked at Ning Jia’er’s angry expression, as if he saw himself when he found out that his brother had a girlfriend.

She understands this feeling very well.

“You like him, right?”

“Do you think it’s unethical for us to be brothers and sisters?” Ning Jiaer pursed her lips and smiled, “Don’t worry, my brother and I are actually not related by blood. It’s just because we grew up together and he treats me as his own sister, so he has never been able to break the moral bottom line in his heart.”

Ning Jia’er grew up in an orphanage. At that time, she was short and her facial features were not developed. She was often snatched by several boys for snacks, and would be beaten if she resisted.I still remember that the first time I met Xu Ye was on a gray afternoon. On that day, someone was snatching her pudding. She would rather die than run away, and with a sudden glance, she caught a glimpse of a young man with red lips and white teeth under the camphor tree.

Out of desperation, she hid behind he and shouted, “Which of you dares to bully me? This is my brother!”

The boys flocked to beat the boy.

In fact, at that time, he only needed to clarify something. After all, it was she who dragged him into the water with bad intentions, and it was understandable that she would not help.Who would have thought that he would actually protect her and fight off those little bullies.Later, every time she was bullied, she would come to him, and he would help her take it back.Over time, no one dared to touch her anymore, and he became her nominal brother.

And she couldn’t help but fall in love with the boy who was the only one who protected her.

Ning Jia’er raised her eyes from the smoke of tea and emphasized again, “If you really want my brother to be happy, let him go.”

Shen Lingzhi finally understood why he always felt that Brother Xu Ye didn’t like her that much.

If “Kiss Your Soul” is a portrayal of him, then he has a deep love for his sister that no one can replace.

She is still not meticulous enough. She promised to make up for it, but she still ignores his real needs and feelings.

But it doesn’t matter, it’s not too late to know now.

Over the weekend, Shen Lingzhi specially cooked a large table of dishes and invited Ning Jiaer, and the three of them ate around the table.

When Ning Jia’er went to the kitchen to cut fruit, Shen Lingzhi saw the opportunity and whispered, “Brother Xu Ye, let’s break up.”

While talking, Xu Ye was helping her pick up the vegetables. After hearing this, he put his hands in the air and put the braised pork ribs into her bowl as if nothing had happened.

“Did you sleep? Today is not April Fool’s Day.”

“I mean it.”

Shen Lingzhi held down He’s hand holding the vegetables, Xu Ye took back his chopsticks and looked at her quietly, his eyes were dark, like a cat’s.

he is too calm, too calm, almost an outsider.

“I’m sorry, Brother Xu Ye, I’ve thought about it carefully and we are still more suitable to be friends.”

Time flows in silence.

Xu Ye didn’t question, entangle, or even ask. He just stared at her and said in a low voice for a long time, “Okay.”

Crisp and peaceful.Just like the tone he used when he agreed to her request countless times before.

Sure enough, her feeling was right. She couldn’t escape the wheel of fate in her previous life even though she was going round and round.

They are not suitable to be lovers.

She apologized to Xu Ye for her cheating and wished him happiness.

Shen Lingzhi packed her luggage and prepared to leave in the afternoon. Before leaving, she glanced at Ning Jia’er and smiled at Xu Ye, “Brother Xu Ye, if there is someone you really like in your heart, you must take advantage of it and don’t leave any regrets.”

She dragged the box away.

Ning Jia’er watched the girl go away, suppressing her inner joy, and looked at Xu Ye beside her, suddenly stunned.

The man who had been indifferent to the “breakup” from beginning to end actually had a glimmer of water in his eyes. Although it was not obvious, it still shocked Ning Jiaer – this was the first time in her life that she had seen her brother look so sad that it was heartbreaking.

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Sorry for the delay. If nothing else happens, the murderer will be revealed in the next chapter or the next one~

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