[R18] There’s too much meat, I don’t want it anymore – “Too Much Meat, I Don’t Want Any More” Chapter 63 [English]

0063 The truth (2)

When Ye Xuandao suddenly asked nervously, Hua Xuan widened her eyes in confusion and tried to recall her memories, but she found that her mind was blank and she could not remember anything.But Ye Xuandao stared at her intently, making Hua Xuan feel that she had committed a great crime.

Hua Xuan’s back was pressed against the chair, her feet were wrapped around the legs of the chair, and her hands were holding the teacup tightly. She tried her best to suppress the urge to escape, and squeezed out a smile from her stiff face. She was horrified by Ye Xuandao’s look, and she desperately searched for something different in her mind, but she found that her memory was meaningless, and there was nothing worth talking about at all.

When Ye Xuandao saw the highly nervous Hua Xuan, he finally sighed, looked at Hua Xuan with disappointment, and slowly spit out: “Drink the contents of your cup, and you will remember everything.”

Hua Xuan lowered her head and glanced at the liquid in her cup, but she still couldn’t see clearly. Her stomach was still rejecting the liquid, and the fishy smell in her mouth lingered. Even though Hua Xuan wanted to refuse, she still held her breath obediently and drank the contents of the cup as if she was about to die.

The viscous feeling swirled in her mouth, and the liquid entered her body along with her esophagus. A fire burned in her cold abdomen, igniting her entire body, and some unfamiliar memories slowly emerged in her mind.

She remembers going to work as usual that day and being a doormat, but something different happened. The work she submitted for competition was replaced by someone else. The worst thing is that the work won an award, and the person who won the award was the master who met her day and night and sarcastically made fun of her every day. She couldn’t accept this reality for a while and ran away from the company. Originally, sheShe just planned to cry loudly on the side of the road, but as she cried, she felt someone push her back, and then she lost consciousness.

Why!That’s not right!According to theory, after she was pushed out of the road, a large truck appeared and crushed her fragile body, leaving her dead. She still remembered the bloody scene. She looked at her brains scattered on the road. She wanted to know what was going on, but no one could see her or hear her voice.

“Grandpa, I…I…amn’t I dead? Why…why…” Hua Xuan stared at her body in disbelief, feeling shuddering all over her body. She touched her face with trembling hands and found that it was warm. Could it be the temperature of a dead person?

Ye Xuandao discovered Hua Xuan’s fear, and he knew that Hua Xuan had remembered the memory that she had subconsciously chosen to forget. He said seriously: “Don’t be afraid. Although you are dead in the 21st century, have you forgotten? You are still alive in another place!”

“Another place?” Hua Xuan was confused again. She found that liquid appeared in her empty cup again. This time she drank it without hesitation. She must have forgotten a lot of things to make her so helpless. She didn’t like this feeling like a marionette. She had to figure everything out.Even if she is drinking wine now, she is willing to trade her life as long as the confusions in her body can be solved one by one.

The fishy smell lingered in her mouth, and the taste of her tongue had been numbed. Hua Xuan took a deep breath and suppressed the things that kept wanting to come out of her stomach. She closed her eyes, and her mind couldn’t help but think of all the things she had been reborn in Jingyu Country…

“You still have a glimmer of life in that place. You shouldn’t drift here anymore. You should go back. There are many people waiting for you there.” Ye Xuandao saw Hua Xuan shrinking and trembling, and he really didn’t want Hua Xuan to continue to escape.

“Why? Why did you send me there? That place is just a virtual place, just a novel made up by one person.” Hua Xuan stared at Ye Xuandao with tears in her eyes. She tilted her head upward slightly, not wanting the warm tears to burst out of her eyes. She clenched her hands and dug her nails into her palms.

According to this, she has died twice, what is the point of her returning to that place again?She is really tired of living a life of intrigue.

“A virtual place? You actually think so?” Ye Xuandao saw Hua Xuan’s mood swings. He originally wanted to comfort him quietly, but he became angry.He stood up and yelled at Hua Xuan: “Do you think it’s easy for me to send you to that virtual place? Your parents have worked hard for you all their lives. In the end, they not only have to endure the sadness of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person, but also have to worry about what happens after your death. We have already shortened our lives for you, and you are still so disgusted? If you had known we would have strangled you to death when you were born.”

Hua Xuan saw Ye Xuandao being so excited that his neck turned red and his veins protruded. She had never seen him so angry in her whole life. Ye Xuandao always acted like an old naughty boy, even to outsiders he pretended to be incomprehensible.Hua Xuan thought of those people who cared about her, no matter what time and space they were from, and she felt deeply guilty in her heart.

Ye Xuandao saw Hua Xuan bowing her head and not speaking. He shook his head and sat down helplessly. He rubbed his temples and said feebly: “Go back quickly! Even if it is virtual, at least you can still live. Think about those who care about you. Do you have the heart to betray our affection for you? If you don’t go back, you will disappear from this world. Why bother?”

When Hua Xuan listened to Ye Xuandao’s words, her mind would think of everything that happened to her in Jingyu Kingdom. There was Sun Niang who regarded her as her daughter, Fang Fei who talked to her about everything, Li Yiwen who was passionate about her, and Li Yibai who did many things for her behind her back, which shook her originally strong heart. Although these people were fictitious, their love for her was real.

“Are your parents okay? If I go back, will I never see them again?” Even though she knew the answer in her heart, Hua Xuan still had a little extravagant desire in her heart. She wanted to see the parents who gave birth to her and raised her.

“You don’t have to worry about them, I will take good care of them. The only thing you have to do is go back. If you are so stubborn, you will only waste our hearts.” Ye Xuandao touched Huaxuan’s hair. Her hoarse voice made Ye Xuandao feel heartbroken. After all, she is the granddaughter who has been raised for so many years. Her heart is not made of iron, and she still has feelings.

Hua Xuan found that Ye Xuandao did not dare to look directly at her, so she knew the answer. She pretended to be strong and said: “Okay, grandpa, I will go back right away. I will live well, and you… you must also be well… well…”

“Girl, before you go back, I have to tell you something. You must remember it.” Ye Xuandao changed his previous sensationalism and warned with a stern expression: “Because your soul cannot fit with the heroine’s body, you must use something to maintain your survival in that time and space.”

“Thing? What is it?” She didn’t expect to have so many worries when she went back, and Hua Xuan frowned slightly.

When Ye Xuandao saw Hua Xuan’s serious look, his ears felt hot and turned red. He unnaturally said to Hua Xuan: “It’s semen. The semen of those three men are indispensable…”

“Semen?” Hua Xuan originally thought it was like those bloody TV dramas, asking for jade, blood, etc., but she was told that she was a man’s semen. How could she do this?

Just when Hua Xuan was about to ask a question, Ye Xuandao became angry and yelled at her: “Oh! Damn girl, why are you asking so many questions? You will understand when you go back. Go back quickly!”