[R18] Paradox [siblings] – “Paradox [Sister and Brother]” Chapter 25 [English]

Waiting for dawn in darkness

This question won’t.

Ling Sinan looked at the English question on the test paper and checked it on his mobile phone for a long time, but still couldn’t understand it.

So Ling Sinan’s cell phone dialed Fang Wen’s number.

“Question 13 of the fill-in-the-blank question on the second page of Model 3?” Fang Wen on the other end of the phone was quiet for a while, and then said, “I made a mistake too.”

Ling Sinan sighed: “Okay, those who are close to vermillion will be red and those who are close to ink will be black.”

Fang Wen’s laughter came from over there: “Hey, but why are you asking me?”

“No matter who you ask, the only classmates on my phone are yours and Shanshan’s. Her English is worse than mine.” There is also Gu Ting’s number that was forcibly recorded last time.

Fang Wen hated the fact that iron was not made of steel: “What are you calling? Why does your brother use it? You don’t want him, the most powerful brain in the school?”

“…” Ling Sinan rolled his eyes, “I am a senior in high school, and he is a sophomore in high school!”

“Ling Sinan, are you out of your mind? Your senior year in high school is mainly about review. There isn’t much new content, and English is just a matter of vocabulary and foundation. Not to mention that your brother came back from Australia. What are you still struggling with in your senior year and sophomore year?”

It seems, very, reasonable.

Five minutes later, Ling Sinan knocked on his brother Ling Qingyuan’s door.

Before the third knock, the door opened by itself. It turned out to be ajar.

In the past two days, she and Ling Qingyuan didn’t talk much. She wanted to keep some distance so that both of them could stay awake.

“Qingyuan?” Ling Sinan put his head over and called “he”, but no one answered, “I’m coming in.”

When she entered the room, the room was empty. Only the bathroom door was closed, and the sound of water could be heard from inside.

It turned out that I was taking a shower.

There are three bathrooms in this home, one in the master bedroom, one in Ling Qingyuan’s room, and one in the common area.

But the second time she entered her brother’s bedroom, she still felt a little fresh.

His eyes glanced casually around the room, then stopped on the bookcase.

The bookcases were neatly arranged, with various original documents and scientific magazines whose names she couldn’t even understand, neatly arranged according to their names and categories.

Her younger brother is really much better than her, so in fact, the Ling family’s education may have its merits, at least she is just a high school student who is drifting on an ordinary line.

And Ling Qingyuan is a dazzling star among thousands of ordinary stars.

Realizing that there was a moment of admiration in his mind, Ling Sinan quickly stopped.

Ling Sinan thought it would be better to go back to the room and wait for he to finish washing. The moment he turned around, a few papers fell from the test paper he was holding in his arms.

She knelt down to pick it up, and inadvertently glanced up at a strangely colored notebook in the corner of the bookcase.

The reason why the color was weird – she pulled it out and stared at the notebook and couldn’t help laughing – it was a notebook with a children’s cartoon cover.

Is it something from my younger brother’s childhood?

He would not have had such a notebook before he was six years old, which would have been after he went to school at the age of seven.

Thinking that he had missed the past ten years of he, Ling Sinan couldn’t help but want to open it.

It’s something for children, probably some paintings or something.

Maybe there are childish words, but that’s not considered private, right?Ling Sinan suggested to himself.

I really want to know what my former brother was like, and I can’t help but open my hands.

The light in the room was illuminated by a desk lamp, and the area where she squatted was a little dim.

Under the dim orange light, Ling Sinan looked at the contents of the notebook inexplicably.

Open a page at random——

“From May 2nd to May 4th, XX, the kuaizi fell off for 3 days”

“June 3-June 14, XX, 96 points in mathematics, 12 days”

“From July 17th to July 20th, XX, my clothes were dirty for 4 days.”

“August 27th – September 3rd, XX, 3 wrong words, 8 days”

…

…

“11 days of talking back from October 5th to October 15th, XX”

“From November 18th to November 26th, XX, I practiced piano and was lazy for 9 days.”

“Fighting for 49 days from January 12th to March 1st, XX”

“Bringing potatoes home for 25 days from April 26th to May 4th, XX”

——There is a matching picture and a line of small words next to this piece, and the blue pen seems to be smudged by the liquid.

There was a picture of a puppy with a cross on its head, and the lines were blurred.

The beautiful handwriting next to it has begun to take shape.

That line says…

Sorry.

Ling Sinan felt tight in his chest.

What’s this?

Why is it not the Tong Yan Wuji she imagined?

She frowned, turning page after page, all filled with dates and days, as well as some incomprehensible explanations.

The last few pages are full of various class schedules, with almost no free time.

She flipped back to the first page.

The writing on that page is very neat, more like it was added later.

——December 8, XX, 172 days waiting for my sister to come back

Ling Sinan’s mind went blank for a moment.

“What are you looking at?”

Ling Qingyuan’s voice came from behind.

Ling Sinan turned back, and for some reason, tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

At that time, Ling Qingyuan was still wiping his hair with a towel. He frowned slightly when he saw his sister’s abnormal mood. His eyes moved down and he saw the notebook on her lap. He was suddenly stunned.

Ling Qingyuan came over and took away the notebook: “Sister rummaged through my things.”

Ling Sinan looked up at He, with an indescribable look in his eyes.

“What is this?” she asked.

Ling Qingyuan shrugged, opened the drawer and stuffed the notebook in, “Have you seen everything? If you don’t know why you are crying.”

“Your confinement record?” Ling Sinan stood up and looked at him with burning eyes.

Ling Qingyuan turned around and lowered his eyelids calmly. His thick long eyelashes covered the emotion in his eyes.

He’s lips curved slightly, “Ling Sinan, why did you come into my room?”

he doesn’t like it.

I didn’t like seeing the sympathy and compassion in Ling Sinan’s eyes.

He doesn’t want anyone’s sympathy or pity.

“Qingyuan.” Ling Sinan stepped forward and held He’s hand, “Really?”

Ling Qingyuan lowered his head to look at the two hands that were involved with each other, and raised his eyes: “Now you know what kind of life I lived after you left.”

Ling Qingyuan was favored, there was no doubt about it.

As the only boy in the family, Ling’s father and Ling’s mother gave him the greatest expectations. However, excellence must have good control and guidance. Ling’s father and Ling’s mother are obviously not good at this – it can be seen from their attitude towards Ling Sinan.

Since his sister Ling Sinan left, the young Ling Qingyuan’s temper has become increasingly unruly. Ling’s father and Ling’s mother have gradually lost control. They see it in their eyes and feel anxious in their hearts.

But what can be done?The son is the treasure in the palm of your hand. He cannot be beaten or scolded.

Then they suddenly discovered that there is also a method of discipline that does not harm the body, such as confinement.

From then on, Ling Qingyuan’s childhood confinement career began.

Except during class and when necessary, Ling Qingyuan could never step out of the room during the confinement period.

There is no entertainment, just reading and doing questions.

——Of course, all this is for his own good.

The love for a son may not be greater than the love for an excellent son.

Until Ling Qingyuan became the Ling Qingyuan he is today.

“Am I perfect?” Ling Qingyuan laughed shamelessly, then winked at himself –

“Perfection comes at a price.”

Only in this way can he find a way out and the possibility of resistance.

What he didn’t say is…

He thought of another way, an easier solution that could quickly end all worries.

But he didn’t do that in the end, and instead let himself become the pebble that didn’t go with the current.

Because——

“Half of my life so far has been spent in confinement waiting for you to come back.”

“Because you said you would be back soon.”

The body was suddenly hugged.

Ling Qingyuan raised his head and let out a long, deep breath.

The curvature of the chin is as graceful and beautiful as a young man’s face, and the smooth throat line is taut, clean and fragile.

Ling Qingyuan’s Adam’s apple rolled.

He raised his hand and stroked his sister who was clinging to him.

“That’s almost enough.”

Ling Sinan still refused to let go.

“Mom is here.” he said suddenly.

Ling Sinan let go quickly.

Ling Qingyuan shook his head and chuckled: “You are still so brave.”

Ling Sinan was sobbing, with watery eyes in his eyes, looking at he from bottom to top, like a little deer lost in the forest, with a compassionate tenderness in his eyes.

Ling Qingyuan raised his hand, and his white knuckles slipped from the corner of her eyes.

“I told you, don’t look at me like this.”

“That just makes me want to fuck you more.”

“Then Ling Sinan…”

“My feelings for you now are more than just brother and sister.”

“Once you really go on, you can never look back.”

Ling Sinan had a dream.

In the dream, she opened her legs to Ling Qingyuan, indulged in sex, and had wild sex – at school, on the bus, at home…everywhere was a trace of their love.

Her brother’s penis was inserted into her body from beginning to end and never left.

Incest brings her not only shame, but also a strong sense of immorality.

They even had sex in front of their parents. In their parents’ shocked eyes, the younger brother’s semen erupted in her body.

This was the most pornographic scene Ling Sinan had ever seen in her life, but she reached a climax in her dream where her limbs felt extremely comfortable.

When I woke up, my body was wet, even soaking through the sheets.

Ling Sinan sat on the bed and stroked his dry lips with his fingertips.

Recalling the feelings in the dream, another stream of juice flowed from the lower body.

This is the most comfortable time she has ever had, the ultimate carnival with endless aftertaste…

Make people nostalgic.

[It’s just because he’s my younger brother… that you like him.]

She remembered what Ling Qingyuan said to her that day.

[You and I bleed the same blood, we are in the same boat, sister.]

Yes, we are all on the same road.