[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 274 Lin Sen fakes death [English]
byThe search and rescue personnel searched and rescued the river for a whole day. Lin Sen took command on the spot and even mobilized the army.
When Lu Zixu and Gu Yi learned that Gu Yuewei jumped into the river, even if they were furious, they could not touch the president Lin Sen in the slightest.
There are various speculations on the Internet about this search and rescue, and everyone is curious about the person who jumped into the river. Who is he?Can the president give on-site command?
There are different opinions on the forum, but as long as the post is posted, it will be completely deleted by the system within an hour.
Just after the day’s search and rescue, Lin Sen looked at the long river in front of him and was helpless, when he received news from the customs department that someone went to Japan with Gu Yuewei’s passport, but when he saw the screenshot of the airport surveillance video sent, it was Gu Yuewei herself!
This woman!Actually playing he!
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Japan, Hokkaido.
After Gu Yuewei soaked in the hot spring, she went to the steam room. After drinking half a cup of fruit tea, she lay comfortably on the floor, closed her eyes and just wanted to squint for a while.
However, as soon as I closed my eyes, I remembered the scene of jumping off that bridge.
The moment she jumped down, she thought she was really free. However, after choking on a few mouthfuls of water, the suffocating pain made her feel worse than death. In addition, after she got together with Lin Sen, the man asked her to learn to swim in order to prevent her from drowning. After she knew how to swim, her body instinctively swam to the shore.
At that time, she understood why she had seen a news article before that said a man who wanted to die locked himself in an iron cage and jumped into a river to commit suicide. At that time, she still wondered why he had to lock himself in a cage after jumping into the river, because the body of a person who can swim will instinctively swim at the last moment of drowning.
Locking yourself inside the cage is to cut off your own way of survival.
Now that I think about it, I am still the same as before, with no change at all.
When she was 17 years old, she thought that death would be a relief, so she sought death. But now, she feels that there is absolutely no hope in life.
Lin Sen just wants to take custody of his son, but it is undeniable that he will definitely be a competent father.
Putting aside her own selfish thoughts, she actually hopes that her son will be with him.
Therefore, there is no point in continuing to fight.
After leaving the steam room, the one who looked up into his eyes was the thin figure sitting in the wheelchair. It was Gu Yi.
Gu Yuewei actually thought that her whereabouts would be known to them sooner or later, but what she didn’t expect was that Gu Yi was the first to find her.
“Uncle, how long have you been here?” He took the blanket and walked behind him, helping him put it on his body.
Gu Yi stared at the steaming hot spring pool in front of him. All that appeared in front of his eyes were scenes of the two of them being intimate together in the past. However, now, things have changed. “I have already sent the address here to Lin Sen.”
“Uncle, you have changed.” Gu Yuewei didn’t have much emotion. She walked around the wheelchair and sat at his feet. She rested her head on his legs and said helplessly: “In the past, you only thought about how to separate me and him, but now you only push me into his arms.”
“Because the only thing I can do now is to see you happy.” Gu Yi’s pale face was bloodless, and he gently pushed her away, pushed the wheelchair to the edge of the pool, and got closer to her after getting a towel.
While wiping her wet hair, he said to her: “Every time I undergo chemotherapy, I feel worse than death. Sometimes I cowardly think about giving up and living in this world, but every time I have this thought, I wonder, what will my Yuewei do if I leave? Has my Yuewei been bullied by others? Has she hidden and cried secretly again? Has she eaten on time? Has she been happy…”
“Uncle…” Gu Yuewei lay on He’s lap and kept shaking her head, tears streaming down her face uncontrollably, “Whether I am happy or not, uncle, you can’t leave.”
He raised his head, unable to control his emotions anymore, and roared at He with tears streaming down his face: “It’s you who made my life so bad, why do you just leave at your word?”
“That’s why I didn’t leave.” Wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, Gu Yi’s eyes were a little relieved, “As long as my uncle can still breathe, I will try hard to live. No matter how painful it is, I will let myself live, because only by living can I protect you, even though I can’t do anything for you now.”
In the past, Gu Yi was confident and proud, and even Lu Zixu could compromise and be willing to have a threesome, but he never gave in; even though he knew that fighting with Lin Sen was a waste of time, he still bet all his worth just for the one-tenth chance of winning.
Because he is unwilling.
I am not willing to lose this woman with just one thought.
A wavering thought, losing the woman he loves most, how can he be reconciled?
But now, he just wants to find a good match for her, so that she will have someone to hold an umbrella for her when it rains, and someone to light a lamp for her when it gets dark, so that she can stay away from depression and live the happy life she wants.
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Lin Sen rushed to Hokkaido and saw this scene: Gu Yuewei lying on Gu Yi’s lap, crying like a child, and the most repeated thing in her mouth was: Uncle, I won’t let you go.”
“What will I do if you leave?”
He silently retreated to the corner without taking another step forward.
In the end, we still lost.
Because Gu Yi is irreplaceable in her heart.
Neither Lu Zixu nor himself are just tools she uses to fill the emotional gap.
When the most suitable person appears, there is no need for them to appear.
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When she returned to Beicheng a week later, Gu Yuewei heard no more news about Lin Sen.
We only learned through the news that he had given up running for the next president and would not be re-elected.
The original appointment was made to change the custody of his son, but Lin Sen’s assistant informed him that he had decided to give up custody and visitation rights. This meant that as long as he returned to the UK, his son would have no relationship with him.
One day, Gu Yuewei received a call from Sheng Jin and heard that Lin Sen was preparing to close the account, and the method he used did not leave any escape route for himself.
When I saw the news popping up on the phone page the next morning, “Last night in the early hours of the morning, news came out from the Presidential Palace that President Lin Sen passed away due to illness at the age of 34…”
She didn’t click to continue reading, but she already knew what Sheng Jin meant yesterday when she said there was no way out.
From then on, there was no Lin Sen in country Z. The citizens of country Z only remembered the handsome president who died young and died suddenly. This also made all the powerful people who hated him no longer think of ways to retaliate.
This “death” is tantamount to leaving perfectly.
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