[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 268 Strange Road [English]

Three days later, Beicheng.

After there was no news from Lin Sen for several days, Gu Yuewei began to ask Lu Zixu.

The arrogant Lu Zixu said casually: “He is almost dead, why don’t you go see him for the last time?”

Gu Yuewei immediately ended the call, picked up her son and went to the Presidential Palace.

Lin Sen is not in the presidential palace.

Chen Pu said that after returning from Cambridge, he went to Lanju and never came out again.

After returning from Cambridge?He went back to Mu’s house?

…

Lanju.

Sheng Jin took care of her son for the time being. Gu Yuewei walked to the villa opposite. As soon as her fingerprints fell, the courtyard door opened, knowing that Lin Sen would not remove her fingerprints.

The door was opened, it was dark inside, and there was a strong smell of tobacco and alcohol floating in the air.

How much alcohol did this man drink?

Turning on the light, he walked around the entrance and saw the mess in the living room. There were empty wine bottles and cigarette butts on the floor, and there were broken wine bottles on the coffee table. When he got closer, he saw that the fragments were stained with blood.

Gu Yuewei immediately became angry and strode upstairs, starting from the bedroom to the third floor, checking every room, but still couldn’t find Lin Sen.

Could it be that he has left?

When I was about to give up, I remembered that there was still a wine cellar I hadn’t looked for.

Lin Sen was indeed in the wine cellar. Tan was lying on the sofa. There were still a few drops of blood on his white shirt, and the hand holding the wine bottle was red. Gu Yuewei was so angry that she rushed over and took away the half bottle of wine in his hand and threw it on the ground. Then she pulled him up from the sofa: “Do you want to drink to death!”

Hearing the familiar voice, Lin Sen opened his eyes slightly. He hadn’t slept much for several days in a row. His eyes were dry, and the stubble on his chin had grown long. He looked completely depressed and tired. Even after seeing Gu Yuewei, he couldn’t cheer up, “Is something wrong?”

He’s voice was hoarse, which made Gu Yuewei feel uncomfortable, “Go back first, your hand is injured, I’ll bandage it for you.”

After she reminded him, Lin Sen noticed that his hand was broken, “If you can’t die, you can leave.”

This is the first time he has kicked him out…

“Are you chasing me away?” Gu Yuewei’s eyes were moist and she controlled her tears.

“You chose to leave in the first place.” Lin Sen’s eyes were indifferent, like an emotionless machine, “I gave you the chance to stay.”

“What do you mean?”

“You are so smart, you shouldn’t need me to explain.”

“I don’t understand.” Knowing the meaning of his words, Gu Yuewei still asked him to explain proudly: “Explain it to me clearly!”

“I told you before you left, if you leave, never come back.”

“What if I come back?”

“I’m leaving.”

He shook off her hand and strode towards the door.

“Muchengsen, stop!” He clenched his hands into fists and dug his nails into his palms, “If you dare to step out of here, I, Gu Yuewei, swear that you will never let you see my son and me again in this life.”

No matter how cruel he said, he still walked out without looking back.

…

After crying enough in the wine cellar, Gu Yuewei’s eyes were red and swollen. When she saw Lin Sen, who had changed clothes and shaved off his stubble, he walked out of the living room energetically. Their eyes met, and the tenderness of the past could no longer be seen in his eyes.

Gu Yuewei walked up to he: “Remember what I just said, don’t chase me like a dog again one day.”

Lin Sen’s eyes didn’t waver at all, as if he were looking at a stranger, “Don’t overestimate yourself.”

“Haha…” He turned around with a smile, but tears fell down again.

Gu Yuewei had no idea how she got out. When she was in a daze, she seemed to hear: “I’m sorry.”

They all started to have auditory hallucinations.

He doesn’t want her anymore, so how can he still say sorry to her?

…

She stayed at Sheng Jin’s house that night because Gu Yuewei had a fever.

After taking the antipyretic medicine and lying down, Gu Yuewei said to Sheng Jin: “It was clear that I didn’t want him at first, but now that he doesn’t want me, I can’t bear to let him go. Do you think this is called death? The wolf is coming, the wolf is coming, and the real wolf finally came and ate the sheep.”

“I think President Lin is trying to protect you. After Tang Luo was killed, Commander Zhan returned to Xichuan. After all, the pervert was in the dark. He could only do this to protect you and your children.” Sheng Jin reminded: “Didn’t you leave just to protect your children and the people around you?”

“It’s different.”

“What’s the difference?”

“The way he looks at me has changed, he doesn’t love me anymore.” He smiled with relief, put the pillow behind his back and sat up, “That’s good. After we fall in love, at least we can live happily together, and we won’t be embarrassed when we meet in the future. You know? Lu Zixu proposed to me again. He knows that Lin Sen and I are impossible. He has been chasing me very closely recently. He often goes to see me and my son. I now feel that my future life is not necessarily dependent on he Mu Chengsen.”

“Are you talking angrily again?”

“No.” Gu Yuewei shook her head, “I’m just tired and want to have a real home.”

(Don’t scold Yue Wei, dear friends, she is just complaining and talking. Who doesn’t say a few angry words when they are angry? So, don’t worry!)