[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 082 Desire to Give Up (Gu Yuewei) 2000 words [English]

It was precisely because of his understanding of Gu Yuewei’s character that Gu Yi knew that the mistake he made stupidly this time meant that there would be no possibility of saving the relationship.

I don’t dare to push her too hard, for fear that if I push her too hard, I will become the second Lu Zixu.

…

A week later, Xin Yue came to visit. In Xiao Xingfu’s office, Gu Yuewei looked at the socialite who was full of dust in front of her. This was the first time they had sat and chatted together since they had known her for so long.

I don’t know why, but Gu Yuewei felt inexplicably panicked when she thought of the countless times she had been lying under Gu Yi.

“What? Are you particularly angry when you see me?” Xin Yue pursed her lips mockingly and picked up the lighter.”You don’t mind if I smoke?”

“Suck it.”

After lighting up the cigarette, Xin Yue took a puff, “I know you hate me, and I don’t want to come looking for you. I just feel worthless for Mr. Gu. A fun-loving man like him is willing to give in to a woman like you, but you are a woman who doesn’t know how to cherish her at all.”

“It was really an accident that day in Shengyan. I casually provoked him a few words. In order to prove that I was charming, I teased him and seduced him in various ways. He was fine, but he didn’t react at all from the beginning to the end.”

“I know you don’t believe me at all when I say nothing happened that day, but I, Xin Yue, have been in this circle for so many years, and I am not that kind of pretentious woman. The truth is true, and the false is false. There is no need to deceive you.”

This woman felt quite at ease, and she said everything that should be said and should not be said.

“Do you think that’s why I left Gu Yi?” Gu Yuewei laughed, stood up and walked around the desk to the floor-to-ceiling window, “I’m just tired and don’t want to live the same life as before. I was supervised and suspected every day, and there were informants wherever I went. This kind of life is like a cage and weighs me down.”

“What makes you breathless? Mr. Gu loves you so much, why can’t you change yourself for Mr. Gu?”

“That’s why I left him.” She smiled relievedly, “I found that I didn’t seem to love him that much.”

Xin Yue was angry, “You are now saying that you don’t love him that much? He has quit the industry for a few years because of you, divorced Rong Yun, offended the Rong family and the Gu family, and even voluntarily gave up his shares in the Gu family! He has sacrificed so much for you, and you actually say that you don’t love him that much?”

Gu Yuewei nodded, “Don’t get excited. If you love him, go find him and be twice as kind to him. I believe he will fall in love with you soon.”

…

Xin Yue was angry. After meeting Lu Zixu, she complained in various ways, “I have never seen such a selfish woman. She deceived a man’s heart and finally said she didn’t want her.”

“What do you like about her? She is quite beautiful, but she is simply a heartless woman!”

Lu Zixu took a sip of wine and said, “I just like her Wu Xin.”

“Mr. Lu, you are called a bitch! You just like to be tortured!” Xin Yue pointed out pointedly: “Mr. Gu, too! Like to be tortured! Otherwise, why would you two like to be teased by such a woman?”

Xin Yue felt that it was useless to talk any more. These two men were in trouble.

I used to love playing so much, but now it’s better because I’m being played with by a woman.

*
When Gu Yuewei returned home from get off work, she saw Lu Zixu standing at the door of her house, holding a suit jacket in his hand, the collar of his shirt slightly open, and exuding a strong smell of alcohol.

After seeing her, Lu Zixu narrowed his eyes and smiled, “Baby, long time no see?”

When the door opened, Gu Yuewei put on her slippers and ignored the drunk man.

Lu Zixu took off his shoes knowingly. There were no men’s slippers in the shoe cabinet, so he could only step barefoot on the floor.

Gu Yuewei ignored him and walked into the kitchen to start cooking.

Lu Zixu sat on the sofa and turned to glance at the succulents on the balcony. The flowerpots were all brand new. It seemed that Gu Yihua’s pot had also been abandoned by her.

It’s not just about abandoning his pot, it’s a lot of psychological balance.

Half an hour later.

Gu Yuewei fried two vegetables and steamed rice, but only took a pair of bowls and chopsticks, sat at the dining table and chewed slowly, ignoring the man in the living room.

“I said, that’s not true, right? You didn’t even give me a drink of water, and you didn’t call me to start cooking. Brother, I was not bad to you before. Even if you hate me again, you won’t be so indifferent to me, right?” Lu Zixu staggered over, pulled up a chair and sat down, “I drank a lot of wine, but I’m not drunk.”

Gu Yuewei got up and went to the kitchen to take out another pair of bowls and chopsticks, filled the rice with rice and handed it to the man opposite, “Get out of here if you keep talking nonsense!”

Get out?

Thinking of what Xin Yue said, he and Gu Yi were looking for abuse when they liked this woman. Lu Zixu felt that they were just looking for abuse?Opening or closing your mouth is to tell him to go away…

The whole thing is a rose with thorns.

“I can’t bother you much longer. In a few months, even if you beg me to come to your little temple, brother, I won’t come again.” Lu Zixu took a bite of rice and lost his teasing, “I have made a date with the Yan family. I will get engaged to the little girl from the Yan family in three months and get married at the end of the year.”

Before Gu Yuewei could express her opinion, he continued: “You said this little girl is very good, so I’ll marry her. Anyway, I’m already over 30, so I can’t waste my time on you anymore. You are a typical heartless woman. Gu Yi and I have fallen on you.”

“It’s fine for us if you don’t want to. There are a lot of men in country Z waiting for you to go.”

When he said this, Lu Zixu always had a smile in his eyes.

Gu Yuewei heard the meaning of farewell.

“Congratulations, I finally met true love.”

When Lu Zixu heard this, he dropped his chopsticks and said, “It’s now, can you stop being so hypocritical?”

Xu was pretending to be tired and couldn’t calm down anymore, “Gu Yi was fooled around by you. He divorced Rong Yun and broke up with the Gu family. You humiliated him like that at the proposal party, Gu Yuewei? What on earth do you want to do? Don’t you love Gu Yi? Marry him if you love him! After you fucking marry him, I, Lu Zixu, will completely die!”

“But you have to make me give up! You have to do it! What the hell do you want to do!”

Gu Yuewei’s face was calm, “I didn’t think about anything, I just thought it would be boring to keep entangled with you guys.”

“Are Gu Yi and I both cannon fodder?” Lu Zixu quit, stood up, came to her, and pulled her up, “Gu Yuewei, why the hell are you so mean!”

“It’s you and Gu Yijian!” He shook off He’s hand forcefully, “There are a lot of women for you to play with, but you have to cling to me, what are you if you’re not a bitch?”

Without waiting for a moment, he pushed Lu Zixu out and threw his shoes out, “Remember, you and Gu Yi are both idiots in my eyes. I’ve had enough fun and don’t want to look at you a second time!”

After closing the door, Gu Yuewei slowly squatted down with her back to the door. After hearing no sounds from outside, she took out her mobile phone and dialed the number of her “father” Gu Xianlian, “You’d better not lie to me. If you lie to me, I will never forgive you!”

(Be patient, I will write about why Gu Yuewei changed later! It was not a sudden change because of Lin Sen’s appearance, I will explain it clearly)