[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 045 Not Enough (Gu Yuewei) 2200 [English]

This was the first time that Lu Zixu humbly asked a woman for an answer. Seeing the escape in Gu Yuewei’s eyes, he smiled instead, “My mother is a fool! It was just a transaction, but she still got emotional. Women like you simply don’t deserve to be abused! The better I treat you, the more you feel that it is right. I beat you and abuse you every day, but you will fall in love with her.”

“I shouldn’t have been so nice to you from the beginning, I should have slapped you like that man did! Called you a bitch and deserved to be fucked!”

He put his palm on her cheek and felt her trembling, “Don’t you like being beaten? Don’t you like being abused? Why are you afraid when I want to beat you?”

“Lu Zixu…” Gu Yuewei had tears in her eyes, but her expression was extremely strong: “I said that night, I, Gu Yuewei, will never let anyone hit me again in this life. If you dare to hit me, the relationship between us will be over!”

“End?” Lu Zixu whispered: “Threatening me? Do you really think that I, Lu Zixu, must be you and Gu Yuewei in this life?”

“Then let’s end it now.”

“What did you say?”

“End!” Gu Yuewei repeated firmly: “End it now!”

“How dare you!” He held up her face and kissed her lips. The kiss was mixed with anger and resentment. He was no longer gentle, and violently sucked the fluid in her mouth. He freed his hands to unbuckle his belt, took off his pants, released his erection, and carried her to the desk. “I’m going to fuck you to death today!”

“Get out!” He raised his hand and slapped him hard on the face!Gu Yuewei’s pupils were dilated with anger, “If you want to vent your desires, go find your other woman! Don’t touch me, Gu Yuewei!”

“Hit me?” Lu Zixu wiped the blood on the corner of his mouth with his thumb and mocked contemptuously: “You, Gu Yuewei, are still the first woman to hit me!”

“She will be the first woman to be beaten by me!” He raised his hand and slapped her in the face, but stopped when he was about to touch her face, “Why don’t you hide!”

“This will give me an excuse to end my relationship with you.” Tears welled up in her eyes. Gu Yuewei forced herself to be as calm as possible, but when she spoke, she still choked, “I will not let the second man hit me again, and I will never forgive the man who hit me!”

…

Lu Zixu left Little Happiness. He reflected on his excessive behavior along the way, and was extremely regretful that he had treated Gu Yuewei like that.

After living for more than 30 years, I was disturbed by a woman for the first time.

Is this retribution?

When he came to Yufu, he didn’t find a woman to accompany him. He sat in an empty box and thought about the ridiculous life in the past. The nightlife that he was once proud of now only made him sick.

The good brothers who were once so good that even women could share them with each other have now become strangers to each other.

What you get in exchange for giving all your sincerity is just a transaction.

He was thinking that if that slap really happened, he might really be spurned by Gu Yuewei. He didn’t slap it because he was afraid… afraid that she would never forgive him again.

At this moment, he realized why a proud man like his second brother Mu Shiyan would hang around a married Sheng Jin all day long, because of love and reluctance…

For the sake of Sheng Jin, she would rather break up with her elder brother Liang Mochen. What else could it be if it wasn’t love?

*
Gu Yuewei and Sheng Jin drank a lot of wine at home.

After ordering fried chicken, the two of them held a bottle of beer and a chicken leg in each hand, sitting cross-legged on the sofa. Gu Yuewei took a sip of beer and chattered: “Men are all big pigs. When they like you, they want to praise you to the sky. When they don’t like you, you are just a piece of shit in his eyes! He is afraid of dirtying his hands even if he beats you.”

“When I want you, I want to say as nice a thing as possible. When I don’t want to talk to you, I want to block your number!”

Sheng Jin was half lying on the sofa, her eyes a little lonely. A lot of things had happened recently, and she had already had the idea of leaving Beicheng. “Yuewei, let’s leave Beicheng and find a strange and honest life, away from everything here, where no one will disturb her.”

“Xiao Jin, you said it too easily. For a devil like Mu Shiyan, no matter where you hide, he can find you.”

“What about you? Gu Yidu is already married, why do you still stay in Beicheng?”

Gu Yuewei pursed her lips and smiled, “I just want to disgust him, why can I live so well after he hurt me? I continue to stay in Beicheng just to prove to him, Gu Yi, and the Gu family that I, Gu Yuewei, can live a good life without the Gu family! I can also be a rich family!”

“Why bother? Isn’t it tiring to live like this?”

“I don’t feel tired. I died once. The motivation for living is to disgust them, otherwise my life would be meaningless.”

Sheng Jin knew that she was full of hatred for everyone in the Gu family. She seemed not to care for so many years, but in fact she had accumulated a lot of hatred in her heart. “Are you so happy?”

“I’m happy, why am I unhappy? I have everything now, and now I want to make my little happiness bigger and go public! Then I can spend endless money and travel to various countries around the world, and I can raise any little fresh meat I want. But I have to freeze the eggs first, so that when I have enough fun, I can have a child, which leaves me a way out.”

Gu Yuewei described her future ambitions to Sheng Jin, without including Gu Yi and Lu Zixu at all. For her now, relying on any man is worse than relying on herself!

Instead of letting men treat themselves as playthings, it is better to treat them as playthings first!

…

For three consecutive days, Gu Yuewei has not seen Lu Zixu. In fact, it doesn’t matter whether she sees him or not. Anyway, he has formulated the development trend for Xiaoxingfu, as well as the new product catalog to be developed next, and the R&D department has also begun to try it.

I didn’t let him sleep in vain.

While thinking this, he put away the water glass that originally belonged to Lu Zixu on the desk.

When Lu Zixu opened the door and walked in, he saw Gu Yuewei clearing the table and clearing all his belongings into the storage box.

“What’s the matter? Are you starting to chase away your uncle and me now?” Lu Zixu smiled and mocked: “You have used me up, uncle, and you feel that there is no use value anymore, so you want to kick me out?”

She didn’t expect that he would come again. Gu Yuewei was inexplicably excited in her heart, but she was very calm on the surface, “I thought you wouldn’t want to see me again, so I packed it up for you first and sent it to you when I had time.”

“Have you found a new sponsor?” Lu Zixu walked towards her, holding a coat in his hands, his shirt collar slightly open, looking carefree, “Or is the man you love willing to divorce his wife for you?”

“Even if he gets divorced, I will never marry him. I said that as long as he beats me, I will never forgive him in this life!”

Gu Yuewei’s attitude was always resolute, and she walked to He holding the storage box, “You can take your things.”

“Why should I take it away?” Lu Zixu raised his eyebrows and said with a smile: “Little Happy’s physical store has not yet opened. I, Lu Zixu, will never give up halfway. Otherwise, if my reputation as a professional manager spreads, how can I still hang out in the business circle?”

“You’re not leaving?”

“Why are you leaving?” He raised his hand and pinched her chin, gently rubbed her red lips with his thumb, and wiped off the lipstick, “I haven’t had enough sex yet, won’t I still miss her after I leave?”

(Lu Zixu has a good temper, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t hold grudges and hides that he knows Gu Yi is that man, just for the sake of…

You guess…)