[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 002 Suicide (Gu Yuewei) [English]

It was Gu Yi’s “Uncle sending it to you?” that brought sunshine to Gu Yuewei during the darkest and most difficult period of her life.

Gu Yuewei has never forgotten the doting look on Gu Yi’s face at that time. He looked at her as if he was still looking at his relatives. He was not as cold as other Gu family members. It was extremely warm, like the afternoon light, which warmed her heart that had been cold for a long time.

From that moment on, Gu Yuewei developed another kind of affection for her uncle Gu Yi. She knew very well that it was not family affection, but another kind of… heartbeat feeling.

Gu Yi arranged a place for the mother and daughter, and gave Yang Qian a card. Before leaving, he told Gu Yuewei not to care about other people’s opinions and to study hard.

After he left, Yang Qian kept praising in front of Gu Yuewei: “In the Gu family, you are the only uncle who is a good person. Unlike your father, who hates our mother and daughter so much that they almost become enemies and are about to kill us with a knife!”

Gu Yuewei ignored her mother and was unwilling to answer the conversation.

As early as when she was with the Gu family, Yang Qian didn’t take much care of her. She often went out to play cards until late. When Gu Xianlian was on a business trip, she didn’t come back all night. She accidentally saw her video chatting with other men on the sofa, saying explicit words while reaching between her legs.

Gu Yuewei didn’t understand it at first, but later after searching on the Internet, she found out that this kind of behavior was called – video sex.

Yang Qian’s shameless behavior disgusted Gu Yuewei, and she has never called her mom since she was kicked out by the Gu family.

One day after school, I got out of school three hours early because the school was repairing the cables. When I returned home and opened the door with my key, I heard the gasping sounds of a man and a woman coming from the living room: “Ahhh… My sister is going to be played to death by you. It feels so good to lick my sister’s cunt with your tongue. Why are you licking her like this?”

The man’s lewd voice sounded: “It’s not that I can lick, it’s that my sister’s fat pussy is too sexy. Look at this fat pussy, it’s wet when you touch it. My sister is really a big slut who needs to be fucked.”

“My sister just owes you a fuck. I’ll let you, a plumber repairman, do it for free. Why don’t you hurry up and lick my sister’s pussy well?”

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Gu Yuewei didn’t continue to listen to their conversation afterwards, she just felt extremely disgusted.

Walking aimlessly on the street, confused about the future and ridiculed by her classmates during this period, she has been isolated in school. It can be said that everyone in Beicheng knows her. Gu Yuewei is a bastard with an unknown father, and a mother who is unwilling to be lonely and has a doting son.

When she was kicked out by the Gu family, she never shed a tear, but now, walking on the road, looking at the bustling city, and thinking that she was alone, tears of grievance flowed out uncontrollably.

Why did fate do this to her?

What did she do wrong?

Why do you need a mother like this!

Why did her father, who used to love her and dote on her, now see her as if he were seeing disgusting garbage?

With a mother like this, could she choose?

Did she deceive him? Do you care about your family?

Crying and walking, I reached the viaduct, looked down at the long river in front of me, and wanted to end this painful life and not want to live any longer.

The moment she jumped down, Gu Yuewei opened her arms and felt extremely comfortable and happy.

Finally relieved.

After jumping in, she felt the coldness of the river and the pain of suffocation. Gu Yuewei closed her eyes, thinking that this would stop the pain, right?

When his consciousness was turbid, his body was suddenly lifted up by a force. He tried hard to open his eyes, but he couldn’t see the face of the man in front of him clearly. He only heard people around him shouting: “Teacher Lin! Are you okay?”

(Author’s words: Guess who rescued Gu Yuewei? Haha, you all know it was Mayor Lin. This chance encounter between them resulted in emotional entanglements ten years later.

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