[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” There is only one woman, you!(The misunderstanding six years ago was resolved) 1,400 words [English]

“It doesn’t matter, I don’t mind even if you prepare it for Song Qing’an.” Sheng Jin looked relieved.

Mu Shiyan took a deep breath, “But I mind, I originally wanted to show you the surprise I prepared so hard for you on the wedding day…”

Sheng Jin interrupted He, “You and Song Qing’an’s wedding, are you going to set off fireworks for me?”

“If I marry you, will you marry me?” he asked himself, “Obviously not! You are tired of the Mu family and wish you could never set foot in the Mu family for the rest of your life. The Mu family is a nightmare to you! In order to give you freedom, I found Song Qing’an and asked her to marry into the Mu family instead of you. Why can’t you feel my good intentions for you?”

“You always say that I treat you badly! Yes, I admit that I did hate you before, but I gave up my hatred for you the night I chose to go to Switzerland for further study. I asked you to wait for me to come back, but what about you? You deceived me and married Fu Yu! You married him in person but didn’t tell me the truth! I have misunderstood you for three whole years!”

“I finally let go of my prejudice against you and don’t care about your betrayal of me, but you went to France with Liang Mochen again.”

“Sheng Jin? Is it fun to play with me like this?”

This was Mu Shiyan’s first open-hearted question. After suppressing it for a long time, he finally asked and felt much more comfortable.

Sheng Jin disagreed, “What about you? What were you doing in Switzerland when I needed you most? Do you know? As soon as you left Beicheng, my grandmother kidnapped me and took me to the front hall. In front of everyone, she had my clothes stripped off and she interrogated me about who the man I was having sex with was. If I didn’t tell, she called me a little bitch for seducing men at a young age. She wanted to kick me out and locked me in the basement in the backyard.”

“I finally escaped and called you, but what were you doing? You were busy having sex with other women in Switzerland! You said I cheated on you, but you didn’t cheat on me? You said I had to wait for you to come back and marry me when you came back, but what happened? You didn’t get a woman right away in Switzerland!”

Rather than hearing her say that she had a woman in Switzerland, Mu Shiyan was more concerned about the fact that her grandma actually had her clothes stripped off in front of everyone!”Grandma asked someone to take off your clothes? Who was there at that time!”

“Does it matter who is present?” Sheng Jin didn’t want to recall that painful memory. That memory was a nightmare that she could never get rid of. “It’s all over, I don’t want to mention it again.”

“I can’t make it!” Mu Shiyan almost shouted, “Whoever takes off your clothes, I will chop off their hands! Whoever looks at your body, I will gouge out their eyes!”

“That’s enough!” Sheng Jin’s voice was louder than he’s roar, and she said disdainfully, “Who are you pretending to be affectionate for now? You keep saying that your body only feels for me, and then you turn around and have sex with other women. Do you think I, an 18-year-old girl, will be deceived by your childish words?”

“I have never lied to you! You are the only woman I have from beginning to end!”

“Who was that woman that night six years ago? Don’t tell me that the phone is not yours, that woman called you by your name!”

Seeing her excited look, Mu Shiyan believed that she was not making it up out of thin air. She must have been there before, so she would be so angry, “You heard that woman calling my name, what about me? What did I call that woman?”

“…” Sheng Jin suddenly paused. In his memory, he did not call the woman’s name, only a slight rough gasp.

“How can you be sure that it was me who was having sex with that woman?” Mu Shiyan asked.

“That’s your phone!”

“You have to turn in your mobile phone in the first three months after arriving at the college. You can resume contact with the outside world after three months.” Seeing her questioning eyes, Mu Shiyan thought of someone, “You can call your classmate Jesse. Jesse’s husband Henry is my teacher. He knows the rules of the college very well.”

…

After calling Jesse and transferring it to Henry, I reluctantly believed Mu Shiyan after learning how strict the college where Mu Shiyan was studying at that time was. No matter what status students were in, students were not allowed to bring mobile phones for the first three months after entering the college.

Mu Shiyan knew that it was impossible for her to completely believe in him. This matter had already been deeply ingrained in her heart. She would only believe it unless there was strong evidence that it was not him who answered the phone that night.

“You have to know that there is no need for me to lie to you about this matter.”

Sheng Jin kept silent and turned around, “Even if you didn’t cheat on me, it would be impossible for me and you.”

“Give me a reason.”

“I don’t love you anymore, I don’t have you in my heart anymore.”

Mu Shiyan has long felt this, “I will make you fall in love with me again, as long as you are willing to give me this chance.”