[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” I only want to fuck you if I like you.2200 words [English]

Mu Shiyan was full of rage at the moment, forcing her back against the wooden door of the courtyard like a scoundrel, “I’ll give you two choices. One is to open the door and go in and fuck you. The second is to get in my car. I’ll take you to eat first and then back to HK.”

It is undeniable that Sheng Jin can only choose the second option.

Rejection is tantamount to hypocrisy. Rejection so many times before will eventually turn into being unable to extricate yourself from being indulged in his teasing.

He understands every sensitive point on her body, and his hands are the key to unlocking her desires.

For example, Gu Yuewei said: “Xiaojin, I think you can’t leave Mu Shiyan at all. Your body has recognized its master. Mu Shiyan is the master of your body. No man can activate your desire except he.”

I have to admit that what she said is right.

Sheng Jin knew that every time he categorically said that he wanted to leave Mu Shiyan, he would be slapped in the face by his words after a while.

She couldn’t control her body at all.

“Mu Shiyan? Am I just an inflatable doll to you? I have to let you fuck me when you want to, so that you can vent your sexual desire and satisfy your sex addiction at any time?”

Not satisfied with her words, Mu Shiyan frowned, “You should be able to feel that I have you in my heart, and I only want to fuck you if I like you.”

“Haha, is it an honor for me to be liked by you?” Sheng Jin raised his head with a chuckle and met He’s gaze fearlessly: “What if I reject both options? Will you call me shameless again?”

“Even if you scold me, I have to tell you that I don’t want to do it today.”

“I don’t want to be fucked by you.”

Mu Shiyan nodded, looking at her with his eyes flickering, not showing his true emotions, “You never rejected me in the past.”

“In the past?” Sheng Jin smiled even harder, “Mu Shiyan, I am 28 years old this year, not 18. If you want an obedient sex slave, you can go find that girl. She is younger than me and more obedient than me.”

“You really want me to find another woman?”

“It doesn’t matter whether you find me or not. I’m just telling you that if you want me, you can, but don’t force me. Rabbits will bite when they are in a hurry, not to mention that I am a human being.”

“What will you do if you are cornered?” Mu Shiyan’s eyes were full of contempt, “Marry Liang Mochen and be the stepmother of Yu Yan’s child? Leave Beicheng like three years ago so that I can never find you again? I tell you, just try hiding again. No matter where you hide, I will find you. If you do something mean again, I will definitely lock you in a place where no one can find you, so that you will never be free for the rest of your life!”

Sheng Jin kept laughing after hearing this, his eyes curled up without any fear, “Shut it down, I’ve had enough of life anyway.”

He clasped his hands and stretched them out in front of him, “You can kidnap me now if you want.”

Mu Shiyan had never expected her to be so obedient. He threatened her like this, but she didn’t react at all.

“Why not tie me up?” Sheng Jin asked him: “Do you still want to threaten me with Ruan Chengxiang and my brother Jingxuan? Or threaten me with Junyue? You don’t need to threaten me. I will obey and continue to be your little sex slave. Don’t you like to walk me on a leash? You can walk me however you want.”

Seeing that his eyes were filled with sadness and anger, Sheng Jin took back her hand and said, “I know, you think I’m lying to you, right?”

He bent his knees and knelt down suddenly in front of him. He raised his head and shouted obediently: “Master, put me in a cage. I will be your little bitch obediently.”

Unexpectedly, she would use this method to disgust herself. Mu Shiyan’s forehead veins swelled, “Get up!”

Sheng Jin didn’t move, still kneeling.

In the end, Mu Shiyan admitted defeat, “You defeated Sheng Jin.”

Sheng Jin stood up from the ground, watched the black Rolls-Royce go away, patted the dirt on his knees, smiled mockingly, but there was a dead sadness in his eyes.

After walking into the yard, he took out his mobile phone and dialed a number: “I did as you asked. Can you let my mother and my brother go?”

…

Mu family’s old house.

After Ruan Chengxiang saw his son Mu Jingxuan, whom he had not seen for many days, his eyes were filled with tears of excitement. The old lady was right in front of him, and she did not dare to cry at all.

After the old lady left, Ruan Chengxiang held his son and checked whether he was injured anywhere. “Quickly, let mom see if they hit you.”

Mu Jingxuan is 15 years old this year, 13 years younger than Sheng Jin, but her mental age has already surpassed that of an adult. He is handsome, and if you look closely, you can see that there is a slight resemblance between his eyebrows and Mu Shiyan. After all, both of his brothers look like their father, Mu Maohua.

“Mom, I heard they said that my sister is back, is it true?”

Ruan Chengxiang didn’t want to mention his daughter Sheng Jin in front of his son, especially this time the old lady suddenly asked someone to take her son away because Sheng Jin had lost touch with Mu Shiyan and lotus.

She can’t tell her husband Mu Maohua yet that her grandma is taking her grandson on vacation. Talking too much will only make her look like she’s making a fuss out of a molehill.

Although she knew very well that the old lady was threatening her with her son Jingxuan.

Mu Jingxuan is close to her sister Sheng Jin. In a wealthy family like the Mu family, she only feels that her sister is good to her. Although everyone in the Mu family has a bad opinion of her sister, Mu Jingxuan still misses her sister in her heart.

“Mom, please take me to see my sister. I haven’t seen her in many years.”

When Ruan Chengxiang heard that his son wanted to see Sheng Jin, he immediately refused, “Why meet her! It’s all because of her that you are not treated well by your grandma. This time your grandma locked you up because of her! Remember! You have no sister! Your sister died three years ago!”

Mu Jingxuan looked sad and did not continue to ask.

Privately, he began to inquire about where his sister lived.

*
When Gu Yuewei heard that Sheng Jin said that the old lady of the Mu family used her brother Mu Jingxuan to threaten her to break off the relationship with Mu Shiyan, she was so angry that she cursed, “This old witch! She’s acting like a troublemaker every day! You didn’t pester her grandson to threaten you! Why didn’t she go find her grandson! Go and threaten her grandson Mu Shiyan! Didn’t your grandson come to bully you because he couldn’t control yourself?”

“Whatever she wants, people become so suspicious when they are old. If I get closer to his grandson, she is afraid that I will marry his grandson and become the granddaughter-in-law of his Mu family.” Sheng Jin was not too touched, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her. “Even if she doesn’t threaten me, I won’t have any emotional entanglements with Mu Shiyan like before. Just take a kidney, but take care of your heart? Haha, I really can’t keep you company.”

Is this true?

“You really don’t have Mu Shiyan in your heart?”

Sheng Jin glanced at Gu Yuewei, knowing that she didn’t believe that she could remove Mu Shiyan from her heart, “Yuewei, I’m 28 years old. I’ve been tired of love for so many years. I’m in a good state now. I can have sex if I want to, and refuse if I don’t want to. My body can still feel good, and I don’t have to worry so much, so why not?”

“How have you figured it out now? Didn’t you say before that you wanted to marry Liang Mochen and be a good wife?”

“If my marriage is based on other people’s pain, then I would rather not have it.”

Gu Yuewei knew that what she was talking about was Yu Yan and the unborn child, “Even if you don’t marry Liang Mochen, the Liang family will ask Yu Yan to have an abortion. Whether you get married or not has nothing to do with her.”

“But he no longer has me in his heart.” Sheng Jin sighed slightly, with a bit of disappointment in his eyes, “I really thought about accepting him. I proposed to him during the fireworks at the winery that night. I was tempted. I really did.”

“He is the first man who is willing to set off fireworks for me.”

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(Author’s words: Sheng Jin’s desire for family can only be given to her by Liang Mochen. She was forced to get rid of Mu Shiyan and the Mu family, so she regarded Liang Mochen as a life-saving straw. However, this sense of dependence is not love.)