[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” Sex Addiction 2200 words [English]

Sheng Jin left Yu Yan’s cafe and took a taxi when he was stopped by a black Rolls-Royce at the corner. The driver braked suddenly, fearing that he would hit such an expensive car. After all, he couldn’t afford the loss.

“I’m sorry, Master, for frightening you.”

After apologizing, he paid the fare for the whole trip, glanced at the Rolls-Royce parked in the middle of the road, walked over, opened the door of the back seat and got in.

Today, Mu Shiyan was calmer than usual. There was no anger on his face, nor did he step on the accelerator. He drove slowly on the road and remained silent.

Sheng Jin turned to look out the car window. As the building outside became more and more familiar, she raised the corners of her lips in a self-deprecating tone.

Mu Shiyan happened to see her smile and felt quite unhappy. She used to be as obedient as a docile cat. How could she smile like this at him?

We drove into an alley near Watson’s Villa. There were sycamore trees on both sides. In this season, only the branches were bare. Not far away, there were sanitation workers cleaning dead leaves from the road.

“I think we should have a good chat.” When he said this, Mu Shiyan’s hand tightened on the steering wheel. He was willing to let go of all his pride and self-esteem, just to avoid missing each other with her. “I already know that your marriage to Fu Yu six years ago was only a physical marriage, and you did not betray me.”

Sheng Jin looked calm, but she couldn’t help but sigh in her heart. Six years have passed. Time flies so fast…

“I don’t know why you want to marry Fu Yu. I couldn’t stop you six years ago, but if you want to get engaged to Brother Mo Chen, I will stop it to the end. I admit that some of my actions in the past have caused psychological shadow and physical harm to you. I have realized my mistakes. I am now receiving psychological treatment. I will make changes and concessions about my sexual habits and my personality.”

When Mu Shiyan said these words frankly, he found that there was always a mocking smile on Sheng Jin’s lips, as if he was mocking him for being a fool!

“Are your mom even listening to me?”

Before he could finish three sentences, he got angry again…

Is this what is called change and concession?

Sheng Jin met he’s gaze in the rearview mirror and said, “Mu Shiyan, you will never change. From the time I knew you when I was 13 years old, your personality has always been so irritable, whether before or after your amnesia. The reason why you are willing to lower your status and say these things to me is simply because I am no longer your obedient sex slave.”

“You want to conquer me again and enjoy conquering me, not because you like me. You are enjoying the process of conquering me just like you did six years ago. When you find a new prey, your sexual interest in me will fade away. Besides…haven’t you found a new one now?”

Knowing that Yu Yan had told her about Su Jin’s existence, Mu Shiyan did not evade, “I admit that I helped that girl because she looks like you, but I am not naive enough to regard her as you. She is she, and you are you. Even if she looks like you, she can never replace you. You are irreplaceable in my heart.”

“Haha…” Sheng Jin laughed, not being pretentious, and not confronting him head-on. “Mu Shiyan, do you still hate me for accidentally killing your mother? Are you confessing to me now that you are going to put down all your hatred for me and then take me home as your wife?”

“…”

Mu Shiyan’s silence was equivalent to giving her the answer.

As expected…

“Look, you haven’t let go at all. You are still torn about whether to continue to hate me or accept me. You haven’t even seen through your own heart, so how can you make a promise to me?” Sheng Jin faced him calmly and did not anger him again. “Actually, even if you let go of your hatred for me and are willing to marry me home, I will not marry you. I admit that I once loved you, and even now my body still rejects him.”A man’s touch can only accept you.”

“But two people cannot stay together for a lifetime through sex alone. Your family will not accept my existence, and I will not let myself live as humblely as before. This has nothing to do with whether I marry Brother Mo Chen or not. Even if I don’t marry Brother Mo Chen, I will not marry you.”

Seeing the swollen veins on the back of He’s hand on the steering wheel, he knew that He was a prelude to getting angry, “Look, you are getting angry again. Every time we chat, we will break up on bad terms, or have another intense sex session to release our bodies and desires. It seems that except when we are more in tune with each other during sex, we are mutually exclusive in other aspects of He.”

She’s words made Mu Shiyan unable to refute. The communication between them was always physical. Apart from talking about sex, they could not develop other topics in life.

But, is it wrong to like to fuck her?

“I admit that I have sex addiction.” Mu Shiyan promised, “I will work hard to quit and will not hurt you again.”

“Then let’s wait until you quit first.”

Sheng Jin opened the car door and walked towards Watson’s villa.

As soon as she got off the bed, Mu Shiyan regretted it. How can sex addiction be quit by just saying quit?

Just seeing her made me want to strip her naked, hold her down and fuck her. I had to watch those videos every night and masturbate until I ejaculated. That night I tried a new way of playing in HK. I couldn’t stop, how could I quit just now?

…

When Sheng Jin arrived at the door of the villa, she noticed an extended Lincoln at the door. She took out the key and prepared to open the door. The door of the Lincoln opened and an old man with a cane and a white hair but in good spirits stepped out of the car.

“You are?…”

The old man looked at her with cold eyes, even full of disdain, “Are you the woman Mo Chen raised in France?”

“…” He said Cao Cao was here. He couldn’t be the proud grandfather Liang Mochen mentioned by Yu Yan, right?

Sheng Jin was about to call grandpa…

“I know that you, Mu Maohua’s stepdaughter Sheng Jin, went to France with Mo Chen after she divorced Fu Yu, the eldest son of the Fu family. Mo Chen even gave you a new identity. Are you some kind of designer?”

I can’t hide it even if I want to.

With Yu Yan’s lesson learned, Sheng Jin did not go around the corner, “Old man, how much money are you going to give me to let me leave your grandson?”

When the old man heard this, he pointed at her without getting angry or smiling, and said solemnly: “I know you all have this idea! You are all thinking about how to make money from Mo Chen!”

“If you want to make money for your grandson, you won’t give it to me, right? Instead of losing both your life and money, it’s better to ask for money now.”

“Ignorance! Shameless!”

Sheng Jin nodded. In short, whatever the old man in front of her said, she nodded in agreement without retorting.

A check fell in front of me. After the car drove away quickly, I picked it up and saw the amount. I thought that what Yu Yan said was true. The old man was generous and would not be less than seven figures.

This old man is really worried about his grandson.

Mu Shiyan witnessed the whole scene where Sheng Jin met Mr. Liang and really felt that she was suitable for acting, otherwise her acting skills would be really insulted.

“Do you know that Mr. Liang hates people lying to you the most?”

Hearing the sound, Sheng Jin looked up, “You didn’t leave?”

Mu Shiyan licked his teeth and looked at her with an ambiguous look, “I suddenly became addicted to sex. I wanted to leave when the time came…but it didn’t agree either.”

As he spoke, he nodded and glanced at the bulging crotch.

“Don’t you want to quit?” Sheng Jin mocked: “Are you regretting it again?”

Just like a few days ago, I called her “sister-in-law” and pretended not to think of “she”. It didn’t last long before the fox tail showed up again.