[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” Chapter 84 [English]

Memory restored?2000 words

Sheng Jin retreated to the bed with no way out. Facing Mu Shiyan who was questioning him, she looked unusually calm, “Mu Shiyan, you seem to have forgotten your identity. Apart from sleeping with you a few times before, I have no relationship with you. You have no right to interfere with my contact with any man. No matter what kind of relationship I have with Liang Mochen, whether it is ambiguous or friendship, it has nothing to do with you Mu Shiyan.”

It doesn’t matter if it’s good…

Mu Shiyan licked his back molars, his smile was like a mockery, “Are you going to make a fake show with Liang Mochen?”

After seeing that the suspender skirt under her thin shirt was still empty, the scarlet color in her eyes became more intense.

When she thought that she usually dressed like this and was with Liang Mochen, her anger gradually invaded her reason. Coupled with the drive of alcohol, the anger that had been hidden in her heart for a long time began to burn. “I don’t think you want to win me openly at all. You are cheap! Just like your mother, you are cheap to the core!”

“You can scold me, but don’t scold my mother.” Sheng Jin looked at he fearlessly without flinching, “Even if I am a bitch, I have never provoked you. When has it not been that you came to disgust me?”

“Disgusting to you?”

“Yes! I feel so sick when I see you!”

I no longer have the patience to indulge her, so driven by instinct, I stretched out my hand to strangle her neck, “Why didn’t you say it was disgusting when you were fucked by me in the climax! Now your mother is telling me that it’s disgusting! When you started to fuck her, why didn’t you open your pussy and let me fuck her!”

The harsh words seemed to return to the he who had not lost his memory three years ago.

Sheng Jin was choked to the point of suffocation, but did not resist, “Mu Shiyan, this is your true face. When you get angry, you act like a violent pervert. You verbally humiliate me in all kinds of ways. When you become more perverted, you will beat and scold me. You will use whips and belts, choke my neck, pull my hair, and want to kill me.”

“Don’t you always ask me why I betrayed you? Because you have never respected me. In your heart, I, Sheng Jin, am not even as good as a dog!”

“You always say you love me, but ask yourself, are you sure you love me? If your love for me is hurt, then I would rather not have it.”

After hearing what she said, Mu Shiyan felt a sudden pain in his head, as if he was awake. He suddenly realized that he was squeezing her neck. He suddenly raised his hand and stepped back. He had a splitting headache. Some clips suddenly broke into his mind, including the scene of he slapping a girl on the back with a whip.

He also beat her vagina with a belt, put candles on her breasts, put a collar on her, made her kneel on the ground, led her to a mirror, ignored her cries and begged, and took pictures of her with his mobile phone to threaten her.

The girl’s appearance was very young, but her outline… overlapped with that of Sheng Jin in front of her.

“It’s not me, it’s definitely not me…” Mu Shiyan frowned and closed his eyes, unable to believe that such a cruel and perverted man was actually him.

“You remember everything, right?” Sheng Jin chuckled, tears welling up in his eyes, “That’s you.”

…

Mu Shiyan fainted from a headache that night and was sent to the hospital by Gu Yi.

Gu Yi saw Mu Shiyan fall to the ground after leaving the guest room, and immediately ran over to help him up, “Second brother! What’s wrong with you, second brother!”

“I’m sorry, Sheng Jin, I’m sorry…” Mu Shiyan’s face was as pale as paper, his lips were purple, his whole body was cold, and he kept saying sorry.

Is it related to that woman Sheng Jin?

Looking up, he saw Sheng Jin standing in the living room, but did not come to help his second brother. Gu Yi was so angry that he yelled: “You are the woman who harmed our second brother! Three years ago, we almost killed our second brother! Now you show up to stimulate her again! If you want to get out, get away! Never appear in front of our second brother again!”

Liang Mochen heard the noise outside and came out to see Gu Yi supporting the unconscious Mu Shiyan. When he saw that he was angrily accusing Sheng Jin, he immediately strode forward and said, “Send Shi Yan to the hospital first.”

After sending Gu Yi away, Liang Mochen comforted Sheng Jin, “Don’t take Gu Yi’s words to heart.”

“What happened to Mu Shiyan three years ago?” Sheng Jin looked directly at him: “Brother Mo Chen, I want to know the whole truth.”

“Are you sure you want to know?”

“Yes.”

Half an hour later.

Sheng Jin stood in front of the French window with her back to Liang Mochen, her thin back looking very lonely.

I learned that three years ago, Liang Mochen made the decision without authorization and asked a psychiatrist to hypnotize Mu Shiyan to erase her memory.

I also learned that Mu Shiyan had mental problems because of her.

In order to stop hurting her, I hurt myself through self-mutilation…

No wonder Gu Yi and Lu Zixu hate her so much. It turns out that she is such a hateful woman, and she almost drove their second brother crazy.

“Brother Mo Chen, can he forget me just like he did three years ago as long as he is hypnotized a second time? Forget me, there will be no more pain, and there will be no need to worry about whether you love me or hate me.”

When Liang Mochen heard what she said, the first thing he wanted to do was to stop her: “You and Shi Yan both love each other deeply. You can take advantage of this time when Shi Yan remembers and explains all the misunderstandings. After all, it was my selfishness that made you miss each other three years ago.”

“Brother Mo Chen, it has nothing to do with you.”

Yes, she and Mu Shiyan were originally two parallel lines.

…

That night, Sheng Jin came to the hospital and saw Mu Shiyan who was restrained on the hospital bed with a belt through the glass. He was struggling painfully. His fingers were covered with blood due to scratching. The doctor walked in and gave him a sedative, and he calmed down.

Gu Yi was stopped on the other side by Liang Mochen, but he still looked at Sheng Jin with hatred in his eyes.

Mu Shiyan closed her eyes tightly on the hospital bed and was still muttering sorry.

Sheng Jin just stood outside the door until Mu Shiyan fell asleep, then turned around and left.

Although…she doesn’t want to leave at all.

——Mu Shiyan, never think of me again.

——Because I am the source of your pain.

Song Qing’an walked out of the elevator and happened to meet her. Seeing her lost look, she yelled: “You are satisfied now! It’s all because of you, Shi Yan, that this happened! Why do you still appear in front of him! Why do you still have to think of those painful memories! Do you have to kill her to be satisfied!”

Sheng Jin walked into the elevator without even raising her head.

Song Qing’an, however, grabbed her reluctantly and even prepared to hit her with her hand.

Before Song Qing’an could slap her down, Sheng Jin had already raised his hand and slapped her, “Only Mu Shiyan has the right to hate me, and you, Song Qing’an, have no right to scold me here!”

“You…” Song Qingan covered her face and stared at her angrily.

Sheng Jin left the hospital. Liang Mochen was worried that she would have random thoughts, so he left with her and continued to enlighten her on the way.

Mu Shiyan fell ill due to an accident. Considering that he had received hypnotherapy before, the hospital in Los Angeles did not interfere too much and allowed him to control his emotions through self-healing.