[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” Chapter 68 [English]

Wouldn’t 3P be more exciting?

Sheng Jin didn’t know that Mu Shiyan was reminiscing about last night’s passion. In order to avoid another misfire, she quickly stood up and put on her underwear. “The medicine has been applied, can you leave?”

After tidying up my clothes and calming down the itching on my lower body, I turned around and reminded, “I don’t have the habit of having an affair outside the bed with my sex partner, and I don’t want people in my studio to talk about me privately.”

Mu Shiyan could tell that she was driving him away.

She was acting like a bitch under her body last night, but today during the day she turned her back on him and said, “It’s a pity that you don’t want to be an actor.”

Is this a disguised form of saying she is pretending?

Sheng Jin laughed at himself, “As long as Mr. Mu likes it, let’s play He’s role next time, doctor and nurse, what do you think?” She deliberately blinked at He, “You become a doctor and I become a nurse. Just thinking about it makes me wet down there.”

Hearing her wanton words, Mu Shiyan didn’t have much reaction.

I asked Liang Mochen for confirmation last night. Liang Mochen told him that Sheng Jin is a good woman who has always been self-loving and has a very clean private life. “I didn’t know about the past, but I can be sure that she was very clean in the past three years in Paris. I chased her for three years, and she only let me kiss her forehead.”

Liang Mochen also told him: “Shi Yan, if you still like her now, I hope you can protect her and don’t hurt her again. She can’t stand being hurt by you three times.”

Three times…

It means that he has hurt Sheng Jin twice before.

Sheng Jin never mentioned these two injuries.

Looking at the woman with a fake smile in front of him, Mu Shiyan didn’t say anything else. He packed up the medicine box, took out a box of birth control pills and placed it on the coffee table. “I will take protective measures next time and won’t let you take this kind of medicine again.”

As a gynecologist in the past, he knew that long-term use of any contraceptive pill would harm a woman’s body.

To avoid this, he prepared several boxes of condoms.

It was in the afternoon when he saw Liang Mochen. In the spacious office, Mu Shiyan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, his stalwart figure elongated by the setting sun. Liang Mochen pushed the door open and walked in. He was not too surprised when he saw the man in his office.

“Why are you suddenly free to come to my little temple?” Liang Mochen smiled lightly, took off his suit jacket, and threw it casually on the desk.

Mu Shiyan turned around, took out the cigarette butt in his mouth, and blew out the smoke ring, “Brother Mo Chen, I need to know the whole truth about that year.”

“What truth?”

“About my amnesia.”

Although he had expected it, he did not expect that this scene would come so soon. Liang Mochen pretended to know nothing, “I was on a business trip in the UK at the time, and I didn’t know until I returned home that you had a car accident.”

“If the car accident caused my amnesia, it is impossible that I would only forget the memories related to Sheng Jin, and other memories of him would not be affected.”

“Has a psychiatrist diagnosed you? You have selective amnesia. You subconsciously forgot about her. If you want to remember Xiaojin, you must first ask yourself why you forgot about her.”

“Then what did the three injuries you mentioned last night refer to?”

Liang Mochen lowered his head and smiled, then raised his eyes and looked at He, “You need Xiaojin to tell you this, or you need to ask the Mu family after you return to Beicheng.”

Obviously, he didn’t want to tell himself.

Before leaving, Liang Mochen said to him: “Shi Yan, I hope you can recover your memory. Then, we can have a fair duel. Otherwise, if I get Xiaojin like this, I will be a little bit weak.”

“I won’t lose.” Mu Shiyan’s eyes were firm, without any dazzle, “I didn’t before, and I won’t now.”

Liang Mochen didn’t have this kind of confidence, otherwise he wouldn’t have chosen to lie when facing Mu Shiyan.

He obviously asked a psychiatrist to hypnotize him and erase the memory that Sheng Jin had left in his brain, but he insisted that he didn’t know anything.

Liang Mochen felt that he was a complete villain, but now… he could only be a villain.

After being a gentleman for so many years, I still haven’t gotten Sheng Jin. It’s not easy to be just one step away from her now, and it’s impossible to choose to give up.

…

After Sheng Jin got off work, she was blocked at the door of the studio by Liang Mochen.

It had been a week since they moved out of their original residence. During this period, they had not contacted each other, thinking that they would use time to slowly fade away the previous ambiguous relationship. Seeing the way the man in front of her looked at her, Sheng Jin knew that this man was still as stubborn as before.

“Brother Mo Chen, I won’t move back.”

Liang Mochen opened the car door and motioned for her to get in the car first, “I won’t force you. I came here to tell you that Shi Yan has almost recovered his memory.”

“Recovery?”

“Yes, as long as he can find the doctor who hypnotized him and give him a second hypnosis, it can help him retrieve his memory. If you don’t want him to remember the past, I don’t recommend that you continue to get too close to him.”

Sheng Jin’s heart beat faster, and when she thought that Mu Shiyan would return to the perverted devil after regaining his memory, she felt inexplicably panicked.

Looking at the panic in her eyes through the rearview mirror, Liang Mochen continued to remind: “You probably don’t know that Shi Yan had a serious mental illness before, right?”

“Mental illness?”

“The death of his mother left a big shadow on him, and you yourself, as a suspect back then, have long been included in the list of revenge targets by him. You…your mother Ruan Chengxiang, and Mu Maohua are all targets of his revenge.”

He handed her the analysis form about Mu Shiyan’s mental illness obtained from the psychiatrist, “He only hates you, and it is not the love you imagined. The Shi Yan you see now is a personality split from him. It seems gentle, but in fact it is not he.”

“So you have to think carefully about whether you love the violent Shi Yan in the past or the current Shi Yan. They are two different personalities. If you choose this Shi Yan, you must forget the past Shi Yan.”

Sheng Jin listened a little confused, thanks to the analysis table in his hand.

After seeing the current character description of Mu Shiyan and the character description of he three years ago, comparing the two… they are indeed not the same personality.

In other words, the violent and fierce Mu Shiyan in the past no longer exists, and has been replaced by the second personality of a gentle gentleman.

Sheng Jin couldn’t accept this analysis. Sheng Jin had a splitting headache. The scene of being fucked by Mu Shiyan that night appeared in her mind, and the scene of being played with by Mu Shiyan three years ago popped up in her mind. Different scenes were switched, the same face, but the eyes were very different.

This feeling is like the pain of suddenly discovering that you have slept with the wrong person.

Even though she was sleeping with the same man, she still felt that her body was extremely dirty.

When she returned to her residence, she immediately ran into the bathroom to wash herself off and immersed her head in the water. When she remembered that Mu Shiyan was no longer there, her heart ached so much that she almost couldn’t breathe.

So much so that when I saw Mu Shiyan appearing at the door of my house again, I felt a sense of strangeness when I saw he’s familiar handsome face.

“Mr. Mu.” Sheng Jin’s hair was still dripping with water, and her eyes were a little resentful. “I have an appointment with another sex partner tonight. If you want me, Mr. Mu, please make another appointment.”

As soon as he finished speaking, the elevator door opened. He turned around and saw Liang Mochen.

Mu Shiyan licked the back alveolar with the tip of his tongue, but still nodded and smiled.”Do you mind adding another one? Wouldn’t it be more exciting to have a threesome?”

“Sorry, I like one-on-one.”

When saying this, Sheng Jin’s eyes were a little dodgey, not daring to look at him.