[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” Chapter 41 [English]

The reason for hate (2500 words) (The word sha seems to be swallowed up! The word without spaces is sha!)

Every word Sheng Jin said stung Mu Shiyan.

After changing his identity from a doctor to the leader of the Mu family, he never got angry with anyone no matter how big the business problems were. However, when facing this woman, he could always lose control.

“Sheng Jin, I gave you a chance, but you chose not to.” He strangled her neck hard, his eyes igniting with fire.

She was pinched until she could hardly breathe, but Sheng Jin didn’t care about the pain at all. To her, the angrier the man in front of her became, the happier she felt!”Mu Shiyan, I also gave you a chance, have you forgotten? Three years ago, I asked you if you loved me. How did you answer me? You told me that as a sex slave, you don’t deserve to be loved by your master! Since I don’t deserve your love, then I can only find more men to love me!”

“Do you think Fu Yu loves you?” Mu Shiyan raised her chin high, and his dark nose was full of contempt, “If he loves you, how could he share you with other men!”

“Yes, Liang Mochen does like you! But he will never marry you! The Liang family will never allow him to marry a second-hand guy!”

Haha, second-hand goods…

Sheng Jin mocked: “How do you know he won’t marry me? Let me tell you Mu Shiyan, I have divorced Fu Yu. The next step is to go to France with Brother Mo Chen. Brother Mo Chen will also hold a grand wedding for me. I will definitely ask you Mu Shiyan to be the best man! Let your fiancée Song Qing’an be my bridesmaid!”

“How dare you!” Mu Shiyan lowered his face lower and lower, and his breath sprayed on her face, extremely hot, “Sheng Jin, if you dare to marry Liang Mochen, I will definitely kill you!”

“Who do you think you are? A king in ancient times? Let whoever you want die? And kill me? You have to ask Brother Mo Chen if he agrees!”

He raised his hand to push He’s arm away, and picked up his cell phone to call Liang Mochen for help.

Before the call was connected, Mu Shiyan snatched the phone away and smashed it to the ground!

“Why did you throw my phone away! You pervert!” Sheng Jin was furious. She clenched her fists and glared at the man in front of her. There were tears in her eyes. “It was Ruan Chengxiang who killed your mother! Not me! If you want revenge, kill her! Don’t always disturb my life! I have severed the mother-daughter relationship with Ruan Chengxiang!”

“Don’t you think it’s too late to say this now? Who ran away when he saw my mother lying in a pool of blood without calling 120! And who lied in front of my father and said that my mother wanted to kill you?”

“I’m not lying! It’s just your mother who wants to kill me with a knife! Why don’t you just refuse to believe me!”

Sheng Jin still remembers that his mother Xu Lu took out a fruit knife from her Hermès bag and forced her into the corner, “Where is Ruan Chengxiang! Where is your mother Ruan Chengxiang! Tell me where Ruan Chengxiang is! If you don’t tell me, I will kill you too!”

She was only 12 years old at that time, and she had no idea what was going on between her mother and Xu Lu. She was so frightened that she cowered in the corner, “Auntie, I don’t know where my mother is, I really don’t know.”

“Don’t call me aunt! You are a vixen just like your mother! You must have seduced Maohua! You all deserve to die! You all deserve to die!”

Xu Lu approached her with a knife in hand, grabbed her hair and pulled her up.

In panic, Sheng Jin waved her hands, pushed Xu Lu away and ran outside.

Later, she found out that because of her struggle, Xu Lu accidentally stabbed herself with a knife. She lost too much blood and missed the best rescue time…

This is why Mu Shiyan hates her mother and daughter so much.

Xu Lu, who had advanced cervical cancer, found out that her husband had a mistress outside. She went to Ruan Chengxiang with a knife that day in order to die with her.

The more a woman like Xu Lu, who is as gentle as water and lives dependent on her husband, will undergo a huge change in her personality and even become psychologically distorted after discovering her husband’s betrayal.

If Sheng Jin didn’t struggle that day, he would be the one who died.

But Mu Shiyan placed all the hatred and fault on her mother and daughter.

No matter how Sheng Jin explained it, he always believed that his mother Xu Lu was killed by her mother and daughter.

…

While Sheng Jin was in a daze, Mu Shiyan untied his belt and tied her wrists, unbuttoned his trousers, raised his hand, rubbed her delicate red lips with his rough thumb, and wiped away all the lipstick she had applied.

After realizing what he was going to do, Sheng Jin immediately turned his head.

Mu Shiyan pulled her face back, stared at her coldly for a few seconds, and then pushed her head down…

Sheng Jin was pushed to the ground by He, and then her long hair was grabbed hard by He.

Mu Shiyan forced her to raise her head…

At first, Sheng Jin kept her mouth shut, and with her hands tied by belts, she could only stare at the irrational man in front of her with sad and angry eyes.

When her mouth was stuffed, her self-esteem was completely lost, and she was trampled wantonly by him, she closed her eyes again in despair.

…

Half an hour later, Sheng Jin was sitting on the ground, staring blankly at the blue sky outside the floor-to-ceiling window. There was thick liquid around her mouth and face. Standing in front of her was Mu Shiyan, who was fastening his belt.

Mu Shiyan took out a box of tissue paper and threw it in front of her, with an extremely disgusted expression.

Sheng Jin stretched out her hand tremblingly, took out the tissue, and began to wipe her mouth, but as she wiped it, her stomach began to churn.

“Ugh…” He ran to the bathroom and vomited.

Mu Shiyan stood in the living room swallowing the smoke and heard the sound of her vomiting. A trace of sadness flowed through his eyes, but it only lasted for a few seconds before turning into disdain.

Because today’s situation was all brought about by herself…

After Sheng Jin cleaned herself up, she went to the entrance and picked up the mobile phone on the ground. When she saw the broken screen, a sneer escaped from her lips. She came to Mu Shiyan and asked sarcastically: “Are you comfortable?”

Her voice was slightly hoarse and her eyes were a little red and swollen.

Mu Shiyan blew out a smoke ring and narrowed his narrow eyes slightly. After examining her for a moment, he immediately threw away the cigarette butt in his hand, stepped in front of her, held her face in his hands, and kissed her lips.

Sheng Jin let the kiss go without resisting or responding.

The more she acted like this, the more it aroused Mu Shiyan’s anger. He left her lips, buried his head in her neck and nibbled hard on her neck. He unbuttoned her shirt with both hands, followed her curves upwards, stopped at those two places, and began to knead her wantonly.

But even so, Sheng Jin still didn’t react at all.

Unexpectedly, Mu Shiyan suddenly picked her up.

When he was thrown into the car, Sheng Jin was still in a daze for a moment.

About dozens of minutes later, Mu Shiyan drove the car to the beach, parked the car and opened the window. The wind on the beach was a bit strong, blowing on Sheng Jin’s exposed skin. The August wind was a bit cold, and her body trembled slightly.

Mu Shiyan opened the car door and went to the back seat. After sitting in, he picked her up and held her on his lap. He rubbed her buttocks with both hands and buried his head between her collarbones and sucked hard between her collarbones, as if he wanted to put his mark on her whole body.

“Sheng Jin, is it so difficult to admit that you are wrong?” he asked again, his tone full of hatred.

Because even if she killed her mother by mistake, he can’t make her pay for her life now…

Sheng Jin and he looked at each other, their eyes full of contempt, “Mu Shiyan, let me tell you again! I didn’t lie! It was your mother who wanted to kill me! Even if you kill me, I only have this answer!”

“Okay, then I’ll kill you now!” Mu Shiyan’s eyes were deep, and the palm originally placed on her buttocks suddenly pressed hard.

In this way, the two of them were close to each other through their clothes, and their purpose was very clear.

Mu Shiyan turned his body over and pressed it on the seat.

…

afterwards.

Sheng Jin thought Mu Shiyan would send her back to Jinyuan, but as the road became more and more remote, she began to have an ominous premonition.

“Where are you taking me?”

Mu Shiyan raised his head and glanced at the rearview mirror. When he saw that there was finally a hint of timidity in her eyes, he raised his lips slightly: “Hell.”

Hell?

An hour and a half later, night had fallen, and the car arrived in front of a dilapidated house. After getting off the car, Sheng Jin looked around and found that all the houses around him were almost demolished. Only this house still stood in ruins, although there was a big word “Demolish” scrawled on the wall.

Where is this in Beicheng?Sheng Jin couldn’t recognize how many rings away it was.

Mu Shiyan isn’t going to kill her here, is he?

As soon as the thought came out, I felt cold from head to toe…