[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” Chapter 20 [English]

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Sheng Jin nodded and replied with a tearful voice, “I know, I’m telling the truth, but Fu Yu really never kissed me.”

“Even if he has never kissed you, I will never kiss you again. To me, dirty means dirty, and you will never be clean again.” Mu Shiyan’s eyes were filled with hatred. He no longer humiliated her like he did just now. He raised his hand to lift the broken hair around her ears and stared at her.This face full of lust showed an unspeakable annoyance, “Sheng Jin, you can come here for Gu Yuewei and let me play with you like a sex slave, but what about me? Where do you put me in your heart? You said you love Fu Yu so much that you are willing to be his sex slave, but what about me? Have I, Mu Shiyan, always been a dispensable passerby in your heart?”

“…” How could it be a passerby?The one I have always loved is you.

But she only dared to say this kind of thing in her heart and didn’t dare to say it out loud.

Coupled with the restlessness in her body, she, who was itching unbearably, took he’s hand and went to the muddy hole, “You are my first man, the first man to fuck me with a big dick.”

Mu Shiyan smiled, and the corners of his lips curled up. No matter how sticky the wetness between his fingers was, he no longer had the urge to want her.

Sex is a thing that, after venting, is replaced only by failure.

He is no longer the 20-year-old youth he used to be. He is about to turn 30. He no longer has the same impulse towards sex as in the past. He did not have sex during the three years of further study in Switzerland. Didn’t he survive the same?

As for being impulsive towards the woman in front of him, in the final analysis, it is a kind of unwillingness.

She deceived, betrayed, married another man, went out to drink with him for money, and got mixed up with a woman like Gu Yuewei who was only interested in profit. She was so innocent at the beginning, but now she has become so unloving.

“Sheng Jin, I’ll give you another chance. Divorce Fu Yu. I’ll support you. I won’t let you be my sex slave, and I won’t play with you. We won’t have any sexual relationship in any form. I’ll only give you three days to think about it. If you still don’t want to, just pretend that nothing happened between us.”

No sex of any kind?

Does it mean he will never touch her again?

Platonic?

Sheng Jin looked at he, the tears in his tearful eyes seemed to have solidified, and she taunted: “Mu Shiyan, for such a coquettish woman like me, do you think I can live without a man to fuck me?”

“Isn’t this thing enough to satisfy you?” He picked up the dildo and thrust it hard into her vagina that was dripping with wetness. “Can’t it still make you climax?”

“What about you?” she asked, “Can you not marry Song Qing’an? Can you stay with other women for the rest of your life?”

Seeing that Mu Shiyan didn’t answer, she smiled and shed tears, “It’s not fair, isn’t it? Why can you get married and fuck other women, but I can’t have a man?”

“You betrayed me first!” Mu Shiyan strangled her neck, “A betrayer wants fairness with me? Do you think you deserve it?”

“Since I don’t deserve it, why do you want me to divorce Fu Yu? I don’t need three days to think about it. I can tell you now that I don’t want to! I don’t want to have any relationship involvement with you anymore. You can do whatever you want. I, Sheng Jin, am willing to accompany you to the end of the physical entanglement! But divorce! It’s absolutely impossible!”

“Get out!”

He threw her away, took out the fake dick and threw it on her body. The semen was splashed on her body. He took it off and threw it on the ground in disgust. He picked up the mobile phone from the coffee table and dialed the driver’s number. “Send a set of clothes over here! Immediately!”