[R18] Erha and he’s white cat master – “Erha and He’s White Cat Master” Chapter 130 [English]

Chapter 130 Master, I have traveled five years to see you

Allen Chu’s breathing was a little heavy and his throat was a little thirsty.

He was unwilling to admit defeat, so he became difficult. He suppressed the fire in his heart and still asked lightly: “For a lifetime?”

“A lifetime.”

“…I could probably walk very fast and leave you alone.”

“It doesn’t matter, I’ll chase you.”

“I might as well stand and not want to leave.”

“I will stand with Master.”

Chu Wanning was very anxious by he’s unthinking answer, and said with a flick of his sleeves: “Then I can’t walk at all?”

“I’ll carry you away.”

Allen Chu: “…”

Mo Ran was stunned for a moment, feeling that it seemed a little disrespectful and a little abrupt, so he opened his eyes wide, waved his hands and said hurriedly: “I will carry you on my back.”

Allen Chu’s heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and he had to make every effort to suppress his desire to lift this man up and touch him.This restlessness made him frown. He looked anxious and a little angry: “Who wants you to carry it?”

Mo Ran opened his mouth, but didn’t know what to say.

He’s master is so difficult to take care of. His back is not good, and he is not good at holding him. He can’t carry him, let alone drag him. He is very stupid and doesn’t know how to make Allen Chu happy.

So he lowered his head in a somewhat disappointed manner, like an abandoned dog.

he whispered: “Then I won’t leave either.”

“…”

“If you want to get wet in the rain, I’ll go with you.”

Chu Wanning was forced to be at a loss by such a tight entanglement. He, a person who is used to being independent, almost said without thinking: “I don’t want you to accompany me.”

Mo Ran finally stopped talking. From Chu Wanning’s perspective, he could only see his broad forehead, dark eyebrows, and two rows of slender eyelashes, hanging down like mist curtains, trembling slightly, as if the wind was blowing the curtains up and down.

“Master…” Chu Wanning’s anxious refusal caused Mo Ran to misunderstand his intentions. Mo Ran said, “Are you still angry with me…”

Chu nightning was still immersed in the throbbing in his heart and couldn’t get rid of it, so he didn’t hear it clearly. He just said: “What?”

“When I was in the ghost world, I told Master that I was sorry many times, but I knew it was not enough. In the past five years, I have spent all the time feeling guilty, and I know I owe you.”

Chu nightning: “…………”

“I also want to do better. I want to at least stand in front of you without feeling too dirty or unable to hold my head up. But I… I can’t catch up with you… I wake up almost every day, worried about whether this is a dream, worried that when I wake up from the dream, you will be gone. What you said to me when you saved me in Jin Chengchi always rings in my ears. You said that the dream is too good to be true, so I… I feel sad…”

Mo Ran’s voice was a little hoarse.

He still has something to say, but he doesn’t want to say it. He feels that he has no face to continue talking about this in front of Chu Wanning. How can he be cruel enough to let Chu Wanning know what happened in the past five years?

he… Sometimes when I stay alone in the snow valley, I can’t tell the time or where I am.At that time, I pricked myself with needles, one needle after another, in the bones of my fingers. It was very painful. When the pain was enough, I knew that my consciousness was still awake and that I was still alive in this world.

I know that all this is not a big dream he had in his previous life. When he wakes up, he will not see the peak of life and death where things are different, Xue Meng is full of hatred, the Confucianism Gate has been razed to the ground, and he will not see Chu Wanning lying in his clothes in the red lotus pavilion, just like before his death.

Just like before I was alive, just like before I was alive.

What other four words can be more painful than this?

Strange to say, when he knew that Chu Wanning died to save him, and when he went down to the ghost world to save people, although he felt pain in his heart, he never felt so uncontrollably desperate.

But as life goes by, time gradually passes.

As Chu nightning wakes up day by day, the ink burns more and more painful, and his heart feels more and more like a knife.

It seems that the years of being alone have given him more time to think, and it seems that it is because he was so hysterical in the days without Chu Wanning, trying his best to imitate that person, wishing he could tear himself apart and replace him with Chu Wanning’s reflection.

In short, many things that he had not paid attention to, did not think deeply about, and gradually forgotten, all came back to his mind.Those past events are like the wet tidal flats exposed after the tide recedes. He stood alone on the beach, the waves have died down.

Everything is seen so clearly.

he thinks of his past life, when wars were everywhere and there was no end of the road.

Xue Meng came to the top of life and death. In the Wushan Palace, which had changed beyond recognition, Xue Meng once questioned him word by word with tears in his eyes.

Why do you do this to your master?

Xue Meng once forced him to look back before his death——

He said, the ink burned.

Think about it carefully and put down your ferocious hatred.You look back.

He once took you to practice martial arts and protected you.

He once taught you calligraphy, reading, writing poems and painting.

He once learned to cook for you, but he was so clumsy that his hands were injured.

He once… he used to wait for you to come back day and night, alone from dark… to dawn…

At that time, Mo Ran did not listen and refused to see.

Now he has reached the shore of destiny, and the tide has receded.He lowered his head and looked at his feet, and saw a lost heart. That heart used to treat him so well, and was so sincere that it was about to die, and it was about to dry up all the hard work.

It was he who was headstrong, did not see it, and stepped on it under his feet.

He just stepped on Chu Wanning’s heart under his feet!

Every time Mo Ran thinks about this, he feels cold all over his body and his flesh and blood are blurred. What on earth has he done… what has he done?In two lifetimes and sixteen years, has he ever repaid Chu Wanning one day?When did he ever have the day when he was the first person to put Chu Wanning in his heart?!

brute!!!

Could it be that I used to have a heart of wood and stone, so why doesn’t it hurt?!

In the past five years, how many times have I seen Chu Wanning returning in white clothes in my sleep, with the same appearance as before.

When he woke up, the pillows were all wet. He said every day, Chu Wanning, Master, I’m sorry, it’s my fault, it’s my fault.

I say it every day, but it doesn’t make me feel any less guilty.

Later, when he sees the beauty of spring, he will think of him, and when he sees the falling snow in winter, he will also think of he.

Later, every morning was golden, just like Chu Wanning’s soul.Every night is black, just like Chu Wanning’s eyes.Later, every wisp of bright moonlight was like the snow on his sleeves, and every rising sun was like the warmth hidden in his eyes. Later, he saw the figure of Chu Wanning in the red clouds on the horizon, in the blue crab-colored morning light, and in the majestic rushing sea of ​​clouds.

He is everywhere.

Because of such pain and longing, he even gradually faded away from his hatred for his humble background and his almost fanatical love for his teacher.

One day, he saw a snow-covered winter jasmine sticking out of a crack in the wall outside the snow valley.

He looked at it calmly for a while, just thinking as usual, he thought, ah, this flower is so beautiful, if Master sees it, he will definitely like it.

Just thinking about it lightly, thinking about the simplest and most casual little thing.

When those Chu nightnings died, they did not drive him crazy. The sadness that crushed him roared towards him in an instant. The embankment of a thousand miles was destroyed in the ant nest, and he suddenly collapsed.

He burst into tears, the deep valley was dim, and the wild geese were frightened. His voice was so hoarse and ugly, and he was ashamed to cry for that golden flower that grew proud of the snow.

Five years.

He has never forgiven himself.

“Master… I’m sorry… I tried my best to rush back today, and I also brought you a gift. When I want to see you, I will not be empty-handed…” The calmness that I maintained was finally wiped out, and the calmness that I pretended finally fell apart.

The ink burned and knelt in front of Chu Wanning, and he finally got into trouble. Now, only in front of Chu Wanning, he will get into trouble.

“I… am still stupid. After you were resurrected, I couldn’t do the first thing I promised you. It’s my fault.”

Chu Wanning couldn’t bear to see him like this. He has always loved ink burning, but now that he has reunited after a long separation, he can’t bear to let him be so wronged.

But when he heard what he said, he hesitated and asked, “Why are you late today?”

“Originally… it was too late. But I encountered some troublesome evil spirits in Caidie Town, and I…”

“Was the demon removal delayed?”

“I’m sorry.” Mo Ran lowered his head, “Not only was it delayed, but the gift I prepared for Master was almost ruined… and it was covered in blood, so I hurriedly took a shower, and the result…”

Chu nightning’s heart softened.

Master Mo.

This ink burning is indeed no longer the same as it was five years ago.

Five years ago, I was selfish, but now I know what is important.Chu Wanning is not a person who only thinks about romance. If Mo Ran saw the sneaky troubles in Caidie Town and ignored it, he would be angry. But now this man who is kneeling in front of him honestly and clumsily begging for forgiveness, he feels that he is really stupid and cute.

Chu night Ning slowly stepped forward, with warmth in his heart. He stretched out his hand and was about to help Mo Ran, but suddenly he heard Mo Ran muffled: “Master, please don’t expel me from the school.”

This time it was Chu Wanning’s turn to be stunned. He didn’t know that Mo Ran was so deeply guilty and uneasy, so he didn’t expect Mo Ran to say this. He hesitated: “How…”

“Even when it rains, I accompany you, chase you, guard you, and hold you, but you don’t want me or are not satisfied. Please don’t drive me away.”

Mo Ran finally raised his face, and Chu Wanning’s heart trembled.

He saw that this man’s eyes were slightly red, and there was mist in them.

Chu nightning has always been clear and decisive, but at this time he suddenly lost his mind and was at a loss: “You… you are twenty-two this year, how can you still…”

After a pause, he let out a long sigh and said, “You get up first.”

Mo Ran suddenly raised his arm, wiped his eyes hard, and said stubbornly: “If the master doesn’t want me, I won’t get up.”

…Sure enough, he is still a gangster!

Allen Chu had a headache, pursed his lips, grabbed his wrist, and pulled him up.

Under the touch of the fingertips, I only felt that the muscles were strong and the flesh and blood were hot. This young and strong body was no longer the same as when I was a teenager. Unexpectedly, Chu Wanning felt a throbbing in his chest when he touched it. He was stunned and suddenly let go of his hand.

Fortunately, Mo Ran was feeling sad and did not notice anything strange about Chu Wanning.But Chu Wanning stared at his hand in disbelief for a while, and his heart was in turmoil.

What’s wrong with me?

Could it be that after five years of sleeping, I have forgotten all my purity of heart, self-respect, and self-respect?

He raised his eyes again and looked at Mo Ran in astonishment.

Or has the person in front of him changed so much that he can no longer control himself?

Mo Ran bit his lip for a while, as if he was determined to be stubborn and couldn’t drive him away: “Please don’t drive me away, Master.”

He said that he was going to kneel again.

How could Chu Wanning dare to help him again?Busy stopped and said sternly: “Kneel down again! I really don’t want you anymore!”

“…” Mo Ran was stunned for a moment, blinked his eyes, and suddenly understood, his eyes suddenly brightened, “Master, you didn’t blame me… weren’t you angry with me because I missed the appointment today? You…”

Chu nightning said angrily: “Have I ever been so small?”

Mo Ran was so excited that he couldn’t help but want to hug him, which scared Chu Wanning. He took a step back and raised his sword eyebrows angrily: “What are you doing? What kind of appearance are you in?”

“Ah.” Mo Ran suddenly realized that he had lost his temper and said hurriedly, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I got carried away.”

The tips of Chu nightning’s ears were red, and Qiangzi said coldly: “There are more than 20 people, and they are still so unruly.”

The tips of Mo Ran’s ears turned red, and he muttered: “It’s my fault.”

It’s my fault that seems to have become he’s mantra. Chu Wanning listened, feeling a little angry, a little funny, a little pity, and a little warm.

He raised his eyelashes, leaning on the corner of his phoenix eyes, and glanced at Mo Ran again.

At this glance, I saw a handsome and upright man. His wheat-colored face was slightly red and hot, whether because of the heat of the hot spring or other reasons. The moist water vapor around him seemed to have been evaporated by the sunshine and vitality, which made his eyes dark, bright and sparkling.

Boom.

Chu nightning felt that his heart was trembling heavily, and the fingertips seemed to have regenerated the hot temperature when they touched the ink.He suddenly had a dry throat and didn’t dare to look at Mo Ran anymore. He cursed: “Idiot.” He suddenly turned around and left.

The barrier on his head has not shifted, and Mo Ran is really chasing after him as he promised.

Allen Chu lowered his eyelids and did not dare to look back. He knew that his eyes must be filled with love and desire that could no longer be hidden. They were as hot as fingertip fire and could not be contained.

he finally destroyed he.

What Mo Ran failed to do five years ago, this man has done it five years later.He won his heart and sank into the sea of ​​desire.

From now on, Chu Wan Ning is no longer a mortal, with flesh and blood, color and soul, living in a net, unable to escape.

The author has something to say:

Small Theater “Master’s School Start Test”

Chu Wanning: Come on, let’s play a game of King of Minds. Don’t worry, we’ll all give you points.

Gouzi: Uh-huh!

Chu Wanning: How many petals does Begonia have?

Gouzi: Five!

Chu Wanning: What kind of begonia is in Honglian Waterside Pavilion?

Gouzi: Xifu!

Chu Wanning: Shi Mo’s height?

Gouzi: 183!

Allen Chu: Xue Meng’s height?

Gouzi: Hahaha, 178

Xue Meng:…mdzz, what’s so funny?

Allen Chu: What is your height?

Gouzi: Hahahahahahaha 189!

Xue Meng: Ha.

Allen Chu: My height?

Mo Ran: One…cough, eight meters per one.

Chu Wanning: OK, if you pass the exam, I won’t expel you from the school.